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A whisper in the rain
So after 6 months of my nose trying to kill me I finally got diagnosed with this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granulomatosis_with_polyangiitis
My rheumatologist said I’m going to have to take immunosuppressants and steroids for the rest of my life. Being on these drugs just for the past couple months has been really difficult, I can’t imagine doing it forever. But I know there’s many other people dealing with worse, and there’s many worse things the tumor in my sinuses could of been.
I wanted to be a musician. It’s really the only thing I’ve ever been good at, and the only thing I genuinely enjoyed doing. When I pictured success, I always pictured myself crammed into some club with a hundred other people screaming the lyrics I’ve worked so hard to create over my life. I know I’ll never be popular, and I never wanted anything like that. I just wanted to make a living doing what I loved. Even if that’s just skimming off the bar surplus for that night, I’ll take it. I don’t need a lot to be happy.
But now I don’t even know if I’ll physically be able to be in a situation like that safely. I kept waiting for Covid to dissipate, for things to finally start getting back to normal. Now it finally feels like we’re getting there, and I can’t even be a part of it. I got vaccinated back in February because I was a high priority group, now there’s more and more studies coming out that show the vaccines give next to no immunity if you’re on these drugs. (https://www.medrxiv.org/content/10.1101/2021.04.05.21254656v2)
I really do hope life can go back to normal for most people. I’ve never really had a normal in the first place, I guess this is just another thing that differentiates me from that. I’ll continue to make the best of what the universe brings to me; taking the path of least resistance, and maybe someday people will hear the music that means so much to me.
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A list of stuff I’ve had done in the last two months. Spent a year avoiding Covid and now that things are finally getting better my body shits out on me. Trying to figure out if I’m like dying or not. Send good vibes.
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having a hard night
I just want to make music and have people like it. That’s literally the only thing I care about right now. I’ve had studio time booked for months that’s been postponed due to Covid. I know shit is hard for everyone but this virus feels like an especially cruel joke for anyone with a non-traditional career/lifestyle. Starting to envy my friends that went into tech and make $200k/yr working 100% remote.
Still, I don’t think I could see myself doing anything else. Just gotta hang in there and wait for things to get better. My music means so much to me, I hope someday it can matter to other people as well. Maybe by the end of the year I can have more than shitty demos. Guess it really depends on how fast a vaccine comes out, cause we’re sure as hell not getting over this organically. (Wear a fucking mask)
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Every night. Every. Night. 😳😩
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why allow urself to be full of hate when u can be full of pasta instead
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None of these people look like they want to be in BMTH and I don’t blame them.
BRING ME THE HORIZON Posts New Single “Ludens” From One Of A Few New Albums
They’re gonna release a few new records next year.
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New music is actually happening! Maybe a new EP by the end of the year if I can stay focused. Returning to this dead censorship-ridden hellworld cause there’s still a lot of good music blogs! At least for now :(
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