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The Spark

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Fetidmoors

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Stoned thoughts, ai art again, oops my tolerance is lower now and I got too high again:

Man I'm so happy, I'm loving all the art I make, I'm loving just creating whatever pops in my mind or what my hand scribbles!

Digital art is so carefree, I wish I continued earlier but the saying is right, it is never too late!

Ai art seems inevitable, but I wonder if I had no hands or way to draw anymore would I use it? I'm not sure, I feel I would describe something in words, writing, or books.

The joy of just scribbling and doodling on paper is so fun! The joy of thinking and then writing things is even more so!

Even if I can't finish it as much as I want, or look as perfect as I want, I am bursting with happiness to be able to create with freedom.

The focus on perfection, the focus on if something is "bad", the focus on profit, all these destroy the urge to create to me.

If there is to be a time when children no longer create, where their first piece of art is not made with their own hands or thoughts, that to me is the horror of generative/ai art.

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Gatekeepers of Oz

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Perilous trek

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The reddened bearer

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Cbd mellowed relaxation diary, phobia begone!:

My fear of insects seems to be easing? Fading is the right word!

Much exposure therapy at the new home.

The moths still sometimes make me react but it's just a second, the long legs, the house centipedes used to give me instant panic but now it's like little buddies!!!

I even touched them, by accident while cleaning, and felt no fear! A life full of panic and again wow I am impressed, I can live without constant dread lol.

I helped my sibling out today? He also has the same fears/phobia. I saved a big house centipede mama? I explained that I too fear all the bugs, she's not a pest, and we will see hundreds of her kind due to the nature of our more forest-y new address.

I'm not the best at conversing with my sibling, many past conflicts and abuse, but I was able to ease their fear a smidge? I think I was masking a tiny bit but the point got across, the centipede got away, my sibling is not in panic.

When you lived in the hood, where it was normal and common to see roaches everywhere and in everything... When you had no choice but to sleep on the floor...

I'm glad, happy even, to live with the cellar spiders and house centipedes!

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A lil comic about an quick interaction i had a while back returning something. Shirts with your interests are signals to others and are great conversation starters with strangers!

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The Hairy Fairy!

I wish I was in a magical land where freedom and love is abound, where many different creatures reside and live happily.

Where the imaginary and fantasy is real, where the oppressed and yearning can leave the reality of our violent and hateful earth.

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The hairy ponder

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In my life experiences those who did not preach were the ones whom expressed their compassion, unconditional love unto me.

Those that did preach were abusive yet also abused themselves without knowing it.

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Mass consumption

Are you aware why you consume? Can you resist it?

Some awareness art reflecting after seeing the mass of junk myself and my adhd ass family had amassed.

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Hard mode

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Gaia

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Tiki of Suffering

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Yoshi's cookietime!