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How does one feel so unwelcome in a place she calls home?

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I love the fact that I can call him anytime and he’d pick up with a happy tone saying the things I needed to hear all while making me feel better and missing him altogether. ❤️

I am loved

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I’ll keep looking at you

And I’ll keep second-guessing myself

The same way I’m second-guessing it now;

I’ll always be worried about losing you

The same way I’m scared of hurting you

Or being left by you.

And the truth is,

I’ll always be scared.

And I’m sorry

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reblog if ur mom is smart and beautiful

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Sharing because OPM is ❤️

My blockmate’s original, made using only his phone, guitar, earphones and amplifier. Other instruments were virtually made. I am always proud of Kent’s achievements! I hope you give this song a listen, and maybe let other people listen to it too? Kent is the frontman of Leal, btw. SUPPORT OPM SUPPORT LOCAL SUPPORT INDIE

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Saudade

I met a guy with eyes as intense as his words.

The way he speaks is rough,

And his words,

Sometimes warm and adoring,

Sometimes callous like his hands.

But I let it hold my heart anyway.

I met a guy whose gaze is piercing.

It made me feel weak, vulnerable and powerless;

Succumbed to its deep dark hue.

And that’s how I lost myself-

Trying to be the only thing it’ll look at

I should’ve known it’s a vortex.

It sucked the colors out of me,

Until all I’m left with is a needy blue.

I met a guy with lips as soft as a pillow-

The same softness I’ve always imagined it would look

Whenever I see it in my dreams.

But it forced itself on mine

No wonder it felt like barbed wires the first time.

I met a guy whose voice is so low

One would think it’s from another person’s father.

It whispered bad things into my ear,

That I never felt comfortable with.

So why do I look for it?

And why does hearing it still bring comfort to my searching heart?

I met a guy.

I met a guy I don’t know.

I met a guy without planning to.

I met a guy who still managed to take my heart

Even when I didn’t even want to give it in the first place.

But I’m still grateful he did.

And I wish to meet him again.

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Was rewatching FRIENDS and got to the part where Chandler talked to Janice about how Joey saw her kissing her ex-husband. I feel the pain in the way he asked her if she still loves her ex and then if she loves him and finally, which one she loves more. But heart always breaks when she says “I don’t know”.

I feel the pain of wanting to hear any excuse to stay. Not that the absence stopped me anyway.

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We all die inside

having to say goodbye like

this. It hurts so much.

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You know what’s really hot? Not having to guess someone’s feelings or intentions

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I crave ❤️

I’m craving small acts of intimacy, like waking up next to someone and just spending the morning in bed with them

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Sometimes it’s so easy to love other people that we call the feeling as “falling in love”. Cause it feels like one sec you’re just minding your own business and bam! you’re in love.

But why do we find it so hard to love ourselves?

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Only you.

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“I can’t stop thinking about you” is a nice thing to hear

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we could talk about literally anything and i’d just be happy i got to talk to you