theabyssw4lker

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If somebody would've told me a year ago it'd go get this difficult…

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MR. ROBOT 1.01 “eps1.0_hellofriend.mov”

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What do normal people do when they get this sad?

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— Jasmine Gibson, from "Hot-Hand Fallacy," Don't Let Them See Me Like This (Nightboat Books, 2018) (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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So dark and so cold, my friends don't know this other side of me

There's a monster inside of me, it's quite ugly and it frightens me

But they can't see what I can see, there's a vacancy in my tummy

It's making me play hide and seek, like Jason, I'm so hungry

She's naked see, no privacy, but I can see she wants me

So patient see, I try to be, but she why does she taunt me?

Pulls the drapes and she goes right to sleep, and I creep right through the front see

So blatantly, but silently, cause I know that she's sound sleep

“Who's waking me so violently, and why's he on top of me?”

“He's raping me she tries to scream, somebody please get him off me”

“He's taping me, he's biting me, he's laughing like it's funny”

She's scraping me, she's fighting me, she's scratching like some dumb freak

Escaping me, no dice you see, I might just be Ted Bundy

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“I never hit her. I killed her… but I didn’t hit her.” - Edmund Kemper

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[theabyssw4lker]

What have I been doing this whole time? What did I actually achieve? I feel like I’m still as far from accomplishing my goals as ever. I’m still so weak in the end…

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All I need is to disappear

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Why do I still care? Why cry over this?

[theabyssw4lker]

History always repeats itself

I'm too tired to smile again And I'm too hurt to ever be friends There's no use in lying again And I'm too bruised to fight anything I'm so tired of being afraid And I'm so sick of wasting away And there's no truth in whatever you say You tore my heart out again and again

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Date me, break me, easily replace me

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Hate me, hate me, tell me how you hate me Tell me how I'm trash and you could easily replace me Tell me that I'm strung out, wasted on the daily Prolly cause there's no one around me numbing all my pain Prolly cause there's no umbrella to shield me from all the rain

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Who knew evil girls have the prettiest face?

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And it always seems those little things

They take the biggest part of me

Break down

I'm breaking down