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i haven’t been here in?? 2 years?? 3 years?? if y’all missed it, i’ve been on brian’s NEW ACCOUNT which is right over  here.

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i did a regrettable thing

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the signature socks

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i am a goddess

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x.

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!!!

will suck dick for a promo for my new account

as long as you wife me first

no but really if you could make me a promo i’d sosososo appreciate it and i can message you the new url if you wanted to use that in the graphic but i beg of u

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YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD BE A GREAT HELP is if people could suggest urls that you think would really fit brian because i might consider it instead of using the same url..... 

also.. a really rad icon would be appreciated

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don’t suppose someone could make me a really cool brian-esque icon....

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i’m going to work on brian’s new blog c:

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@dreadson , @barelyspeaks , @lovelybnes , @everbleak , @laidre

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH

YES

I WILL DO IT IT IS TIME

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!!!!

some opinions might be nice on this, because this would be a really big step.

i was thinking about maybe moving brian do a different blog? just as a refresher, so that everything was cleared out, the tags are new, stuff like that. all of his relationships, all of his threads -- they’d all be the same, they’d all continue. nothing about him changes, just a clean blog. same url as well.

i’ve just been working on this blog forever, like. i’m comfortable on this, been here for 4 years, have 1k followers, but i just.. i feel like i need some kind of clean out or change? 

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“Mogar can not count. Mogar can only fight and smash.”

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☠   elouise ,

           “you’re literally disgusting – don’t talk about me shitting.”  ugh, when     he’s not looking she’s so stealing those boxers. though, she isn’t too      far off in a tank top and a pair of shorts she took from archies ; so they’re      more like capris. “i brought beer and non alcoholic beer for you. i       know you’re doing good and i didn’t wanna be a dick.”

                 ❝ don’t wanna be a dick, yet you still brought beer for yourself. ❞  it’s said with a smirk, though some of it isn’t far from the truth ; he can smell it, & he wants it. good thing is that he’s with someone who won’t give in, someone who will keep him on his toes & away from the alcohol.  ❝ so you brought me root beer, then? ❞

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☠   harlow ,

       “ ‘m not naming my son alfie. toulouse or phillip, maybe. “

                 ❝ hey, -- what’s wrong with alfie? ❞

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☠   mia ,

        she saw how stressed her husband was and took a deep breath. she kissed both of the palms of his hands and smiled gently. “got somethin’ special to tell you. wanna wait until we get home or you wanna know now?” her smile widened and she leaned up to peck him on the lips. “i love you, baby.”

                    eyebrows furrow, watching as she kisses his palms. he’s caught off guard by the peck to his lips, mind still reeling from what she might be talking about. he can’t imagine it’s anything completely unexpected. he couldn’t begin to imagine that it is what it actually is. sucking in a deep breath, he puts a hand on the back of her neck, leading her over towards the bar, sitting at a stool. ❝ what is it? ❞

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❝   dean ,

               “you’re kiddin’ me, right?” dean retorts, his disbelief genuine.·“do you just…do you not understand what it is i do? i’ve been trainin’ for this since i was four. i could take apart a shotgun an’ put it back together before i could domath. and you just… want me t’hand you a pistol and hope for the best?” that same rage as before rears its head—-rising in his chest and making him see red.·“jesus, brian. you’re not stupid. don’t act like it.”

               ❝ alright-- ❞  it’s said in an exasperated, yet very done tone ; it pops in between dean’s words, & he almost hopes for it to make him stop,  ❝ i know how to shoot a gun, dean-- ❞ but it doesn’t. not before the damage is done. there’s something about brian, something he’s never understood. how he can be so tough, yet he can care so much about how other people think about him, & he can be so sensitive. what dean says cuts him, & he’s soon dropping his gaze ; he doesn’t know why he’s so persistent, doesn’t know why he’s being this way. from what he knows, what dean does interests him, & the danger of it is appealing. self descruction has always been a habit. anyway -- jesus, brian. you’re not stupid.  ❝ yeah, debatable. ❞