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Dreaming of regulating my emotions and having normal reactions to negative experiences

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pens & markers in sketchbook

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I do mind, resent really, years wasted with my own neurotic living and my dull mind.

Anne Sexton, from ‘A Self-Portrait in Letters’ ⁠— W. D. Snodgrass, c. 6th October 1958

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Vampyros Lesbos (1971) dir. Jesús Franco

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but I knew how to dress it up

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just because things could’ve been different it doesn’t mean they’d be better

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Julieta (2016) dir. Pedro Almodóvar

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no morning colder than the first frost / no friends closer than the ones we've lost

Rain in Soho by The Mountain Goats + birds on a telephone wire

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Sandro Botticelli, Scenes from Dante’s ‘Paradiso’ featuring Dante and Beatrice in Paradise, c. 1480-1495

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𝙽𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟸, 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟷 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

[ID: November 2. Vague hope, vague confidence. END ID]

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Jennifer S. Cheng, So We Must Meet Apart; “August 24, 2018”