thechaoticblues

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1 year since you've been gone, love you so much

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why tomura reads like a sexual abuse survivor

ive noticed that a lot of survivors - including me - easily read tomura as a csa survivor. ive decided to try to put these impressions into words, mostly for myself, but also for anyone curious as to why he��s so frequently read this way, or why i personally write him as such. i will mostly be elaborating on the reoccurring sexual assault imagery and csa survivor traits tomura exhibits.

triggering themes ahead, including discussed child sexual abuse, incest (sibling and pseudo), trauma and its effects, and sexual assault imagery (from the bnha manga itself). also spoilers for the most recent manga arc.

Afficher davantage

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it's crunch time baby!! haven't been ti my economics class all semester but we're allowed notes so i'm trying to crunch down an entire semester onto paper. bright side is: after this week i should be done with all my summer classes,,,, and have a week off to work on fics !! yippeeee !!

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i would like to thank my biggest supporters !! adderall and cymbalta for allowing me to get the last chapter out !!

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Folie a duex and Dabi

Okay WOW so. finally posted this fic that i know im never going to finish but used to love so dearly at one point. I just want to info dumb my ideas that i had for it. so at least SOMEONE that's alive can appreciate my big brian.

first things first, I feel like Pete Wentz WROTE folie a duex knowing that Dabi would exist in the future. So much of the lyrics just fit him so fucking well. One of my biggest Dabi headcannons is that he was a bookworm. There aren't many free things a recently dissowned and pressumed dead teenager can do for free other than go to the library. I was hoping for in the fic dabi to eventually get into poetry as a coping method. since i myself am not a poet i was gonna pretend fall out boy lyrics has his poetry. here are some BANGER fall out boy lyrics that r sooooooo dabi:

"My head's in heaven, my soles are in hell Let's meet in the purgatory of my hips and get well"

TELL ME THAT ISNT SOME SMUG SHIT DABI WOULD SAY. IM SO MENTALLY ILL BUT LETS FUCK!!

"And I want it so bad I'd shoot the sunshine into my veins I can't remember the good old days"

any opioid addict dabi headcannoners in the chat?

"My mind is a safe And if I keep it then we all get rich My body is an orphanage We take everyone in Doing lines of dust and sweat Off last night's stage Just to feel like you"

tell me to my face that the orphanage line isnt some fucked up shit dabi would say. also "going lines just to feel like you" tell me that doesnt incapsulate his attitude to precious little hero hawks. tell me

"I'm coming apart at the seams Pitching myself for leads in other people's dreams Like buzz, buzz, buzz Doc, there's a hole where something was Doc, there's a hole where something was"

IM!!! COMING!!! APART!! AT!!! THE!!! SEAMS!!!! do i have to say anymore??

okay that's it for now, i have an entire google doc full of these but it's too much to put on here

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i did it :3

theoretically if you best friend and also beta reader had to just do happen,,,,, yknow,,,,, die. would it,,,,, yknow- theoretically- be fucked up to tag the fic he never got to beta read "No Beta We Die Like My Beta Reader"

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theoretically if you best friend and also beta reader had to just do happen,,,,, yknow,,,,, die. would it,,,,, yknow- theoretically- be fucked up to tag the fic he never got to beta read "No Beta We Die Like My Beta Reader"