thefirstamazonalexa

[thefirstamazonalexa]

𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝑨𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒍𝒚 𝑪𝒖𝒕𝒆 𝑺𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 : Sugawara Koshi

𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 : Pure fluff

𝙎𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮 : A cold y/n who would rather avoid making unnecessary connections finds herself as Karasuno’s manager with Kiyoko. When y/n joins, she feels herself being stared at by a certain 3rd year...

His smile was a normal. He gave it to everyone and often. He was someone I perceived as a caretaker. Someone who always takes care of others while silently neglecting their own needs. I had seen it all before. The underlying stubbornness and ignorance to one’s own problems. That’s what I saw when I looked at him. His brown eyes that shined with his smile hid his deep rooted problems. He was someone to befriend but to never get too involved. It was rude perhaps judgmental but I viewed most people in that light. I had already enough with those close to me. I was not prepared to sign up for a deep relationship that was full of struggles. That was until his gaze remained on me. I would often help Kiyoko with her manager duties as I had also known a bit about volleyball. Being introduced to everyone was when his gaze started. From then on it continued. Not always but when rotations began or I’d speak up to the team he would look at me with such fascination. As if there was something he wanted to say. As if the world had stopped moving and changed into a movie where that one moment in your life that affects the rest was happening right at that moment. Looking at me. I found myself being drawn to those shiny brown eyes. You see he didn’t smile at me nor did he frown. He gave me an expression that I couldn’t necessarily describe in words. We ended up locking eyes many times to which I had one day finally gained the courage to speak to him. “Hey Sugawara could you pass me the ball?” He flinched at the sound of my voice and gave me his signature smile as he passed the ball to me. “Thanks” I smiled. I wasn’t sure why I had talked to him when there was really no need to and I wanted to avoid making it worse. As I began to walk away once I put the ball in the basket I heard the familiar voice. “Umm hey y/n?” “Yeah?” I turned around coming up with a million different questions he would ask in my head. “Would you be interested in going on a date? You know the one with food and some flirting.” His words were clearly said from nerves which made me laugh “yes I know what kind of date you mean.” His ears turned red from my reaction and the realization of his obvious statement. I turned back around. It was the best to avoid such a situation. It could end with us on bad terms and make an awkward atmosphere in the gym, or we end fine but never talk to each other again, or we both delve into a toxic relationship. It was best to avoid such situations. “What kind of food?” Before I knew it the words had come out of my mouth. I could tell he was trying to think. He would most likely go with a cliche restaurant or something homemade. Things I personally had no interest in. “Chicken nuggets?” He stated doubtfully to which I laughed. “Let me know the date and time” he was someone different. Someone difficult but someone unique. Someone who would take me to get chicken nuggets when everyone else would be going to nice restaurants. The days passed and I found out more. We were the people that would do stupid things and get scared if we were gonna get caught. We were the people that would talk about nothing and everything in the car. We were the people who had stupid inside jokes that no one understood as we laughed our asses off. “I guess it was worth it” “huh?” He glanced down at me confused by my words. I turned to lay on my back beside him as he brushed his hands through my hair. “When you asked me out that day in the gym I was going to reject you” “what actually?” He looked at me in surprise as he leaned on his elbow to sit up more. I laughed as I continued “yeah I was going through all the ways it would end up going and then I got to the one small chance that it could end well” he continued to look at me. It had been a year and his gaze was the same. It was a look that was meant for my eyes only. His lips curled into a genuine smile as his hand grazed my cheek. No words were exchanged but in that moment I knew he loved me. A feeling like no other.

[thefirstamazonalexa]

𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑷𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑹𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝑻𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 : Tsukishima Kei

𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 : slight cussing, angst

The rain poured down on the roof of the gym making hard clanks as the grey clouds filled the sky. Feeling the humid and cold breeze brush through my hair I took a deep breathe taking in the smell of the rain. Walking inside the gym, I found the familiar figures of the karasuno boys practicing. “Hey I’m sorry to ask you for so much help” kiyoko came up to me giving me an apologetic look. I shook my head giving her a warm smile’ “no worries! I don’t mind.” She smiled back in return gaining the attention from both Tanaka and Nishinoya. I had always found myself trying to help the manager and the volleyball team in any way. After all being Tsukishima’s girlfriend, it felt like I would bother them if all I did was watch or awe at Tsukishima and his blocks. I was happy to help and the team seemed to be warming up to me over time. I was finally starting to feel like a regular rather than some outsider. It was a warm feeling until I caught Tsukishima’s glare. I know he wasn’t necessarily happy about my being here but we never spent much time together and this was the only way to somehow be with him more. “ you can go home now” turning around to see the face of the cold voice Tsukishima glared piercing through me. Tanaka chimed in, “Hey Tsukishima! What the hell are you saying to your GIRLFRIEND” Hinata was seen behind him agreeing with Tanaka’s words. Tsukishima just gave them a glare that made Tanaka more pissed and Hinata shiver. To try and calm down the tense atmosphere I smiled, “guys calm down now, Tsuki was just being worried about me since it’s raining outside.” Once the words came out of my mouth it was too late. Tsukishima’s anger was felt by everyone as he looked at me. I flinched realizing my own words and he began to speak in a calm tone’ “y/n, never call me that again.” I looked down embarrassed that his team was here to witness this moment and hurt that he would be so offended by things that should warm his heart. My throat hurt and I felt like crying and yelling at him at the same time. “Hey-“ Daichi was about to tell Tsukishima off when I looked up with a smile “sorry about that Tsukishima, actually I do have a decent amount of homework so I’ll head home now.” I grabbed my bag as quickly as possible trying to get out of the gym that seemed to be strangling me.

Leaving the school I began to run in the rain, as if I was trying to run away from all the issues we had. We had been going out for 8 months now and yet there was only once when we held hands, he would never let me hug him, and I had yet to meet his family. All these things created a big pile of issues that I so desperately was trying to avoid. The fact that he had never once said he loved me, the fact that the rare times he would touch me it never felt like love. Were we even in love? Was there ever love in our relationship? Tears that blended with the rain began to fall from my eyes as I ran in any direction I could. The rain only worsened and my shoes could no longer run in the water. Losing my balance after sliding on a big puddle of rain I fell. I sat there looking at nothing in particular lost in thought as the cold rain continued to numb my skin. How did it turn out like this? This wasn’t what I wanted. Suddenly everything I had shoved away with a smile began to come to surface. All the glares and cold comments, pushing my hand away from his. It all came in a loud sob. I didn’t know what to do. If I went home I would be bombarded with questions and have to explain what happened. I couldn’t go back to the gym since I still have yet to figure out how to face him. I decided on calling my friend “hey can I stay at your place? It’s been....” my voice cracked as I suppressed the urge to remember the hurt I was feeling “pretty sucky” texting my parents that I wouldn’t be home tonight, I made my way to my friends house. She was sweet and didn’t ask any questions except if I was okay and if I wanted to talk about it. The way she looked at me told me she was dying to know but I couldn’t. I could barely handle letting myself feel the emotions from the issues that came from me and Tsukishima’s relationship.

The weekend passed by in a flash and we were at school. Walking into class I felt myself growing more nervous of what he would say. Tsukishima and Tadashi talked as Tsukishima walked up to my desk “wow don’t you look great today” he smirked making a snarky comment. I froze. So what? Was he going to act like nothing had happened? Or maybe he felt like it was nothing worth remembering. I felt the heat rise in my body and my eyebrows furrow. I didn’t spare him a glance and grabbed out my textbooks. It must have surprised him when he stood there speechless for a minute. Tadashi was seen wearing a worried look on his face from me to Tsukishima then me again. “Hey what’s wrong with you?” Oh this set me off. I slammed my textbook down looking up at him with a glare “I’ll leave that to you to figure out which of the shitty things you’ve done to me pissed me off the most” I then grabbed a pencil from my bag and continued to ignore his presence. Before he could say anything the bell rang and he was forced to return to his seat.

While I didn’t feel like going anywhere near the gym after the last incident, I promised Kiyoko I would help her. Walking in, I made a smile in hopes to try and make the atmosphere lighter. Everyone seemed to be normal except for the fact that Tsukishima never took his eyes off me from the second I walked in. I was setting the chairs up when I heard his familiar voice “seriously y/n. I need you to tell me what I did otherwise I’ll never know” I laughed at his oblivious comment “what you did? You wanna know what you did? You treat me like I’m a bother all the time, embarrass me in front of your teammates and get upset any time I try to touch you or call you by any sort of nickname.” His honey eyes widened at my outburst. The whole gym went silent and everyone was staring at us. At this point I felt my care fading away. I had so desperately tried to keep it together. The facade that I was ok. That we were ok. It was slowly breaking. “Y/n I-“ “Save it Tsukishima. I don’t want to hear your excuses or fake apologies. If you couldn’t tell how much you hurt me or how much I cared-“ I felt myself growing numb as I continued to speak, “then maybe you don’t deserve me at all” perhaps this was the moment that Tsukishima had finally realized things were done. Any inkling of love had now turned into sadness and regret. Did he regret it? Maybe he was relieved I was the first one to do it. I’ll never know but one thing I did know for sure was the look of despair he was wearing as I walked out of the gym for the last time.

[thefirstamazonalexa]

𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝑲𝒊𝒏𝒅

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 : Hawks/ Keigo Takami

𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 : pure fluff

(Side note: y/n works at UA as an assistant teacher with Aizawa)

Being with Hawks was pretty normal during the first few months being together. Sure he was more on the clingy side, but it was nothing you’ve never seen before. But now... you sighed at the light emitting from your phone. “Is it that time again?” Midnight asked knowing what my face meant. I nodded. “Sadly” while Hawks was fine for the most part, there were still times during the spring after where he would become unnecessarily clingy and possessive. The notification of 5 missed calls was the first sign that his feelings were awry. As I headed to class A I heard the familiar voice of my not so loving boyfriend. Opening the door I met his famed face. He was bragging on about something that was clear but he stopped when he saw your figure. “Ah! Baby!” He smiled walking over to you to wrap you in a hug. Normally you would push away his public affection in front of students, but you learned the hard way that this was not the best option. Not unless you wanted a whole day full of pouty Hawks. He wrapped his arms fully around your body his wings surrounding you as his deeply inhaled your scent. At first you didn’t understand his need to be constantly touching you. You figured that it was just his personality but over time realized it was his way of keeping his scent on you. He beamed at you as you nonchalantly asked “what are you doing here? Don’t you have pro hero duties to be attending to?” He put out his bottom lip in a pout “come on honey~ I just wanted to have some alone-“ before he could finish you kicked him in the stomach sending him speechless as he clenched his stomach. “Your only interrupting the class” you glared not in the mood to deal with his unnecessary pushing. He looked at you once more standing there silently as you and Aizawa continued your regular class. You turned your gaze to him clearly giving a look saying that he should be gone by now. He only looked down as he fidgeted his fingers. He stayed this way as he went along with the class. Sighing you gave up and let him do this as you ignored his presence. Eventually the students began to converse with him and any chance he got he would happily smile towards you. Even if you had given in, that wouldn’t end his clingyness and so you deemed the actions of giving in not worth it. After class had ended his arms were firmly wrapped around you waist. He rested his chin on your shoulder as he hugged you from behind. “Since when did you get so close to that erasure dude?” “What you jealous?” You asked remarkingly. His grip on you tightened as he pulled you back into him even closer and he moved his head so it was buried in your neck. “I need your love and affection” while this was very annoying it was also adorable that he could get this way with you. You laughed slightly before patting his head. “Wanna fly home?” His eyes lit up as I rarely offered it since it was never a fun ride for you. In a matter of minutes you were home and he followed your every move. Huffing you knew he wouldn’t get off you for the rest of the night. Turning around to look at his grinning face you spoke, “turn around” he did so immediately as he casually asked “why?” You pushed his shoulder to sit down on the floor as you sat on the couch. Gently you began to touch his wings. He jumped at the sudden contact as you continued to gently run your hands through his feathers. He moved away from your hand as you looked at him wondering if he was uncomfortable. He turned around to face you before burying his face in your stomach and his hands enveloping your waist. You smiled as you began running your fingers through his feathers again. He was clingy that’s for sure but he was your clingy bird and you wouldn’t change it for the world.

[thefirstamazonalexa]

𝑮𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 : Kenma Kozume

𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 : Pure fluff

Dating Kenma wasn’t the worst thing ever. Sure he wasn’t one for initiating physical affection especially in public and he was never one to be open about his feelings with words either. But, knowing his expressions was a dead give away. Like when I would wear something cute and dress up he’ll look at me and look away and back at me again which meant he thought I looked pretty. Much like a cat, his eyes relax when he is comfortable and happy. It wasn’t so bad and he never rejected my attempts at physical affection when we were in private. It did take some time for him to get used to me invading his personal space. I had figured I would take it back a bit when Kenma had made it very clear with a hug from behind and a kiss on my cheek that he had gotten used to it and to not stop. Everything was always great with Kenma. Except for the times when he’s super into gaming. Just like any other gamer, they can’t be bothered to hold a conversation with someone let alone spare time to look at you. At first it was fine, until I ended up spending 2 hours watching him play and curse loudly when he’d lose. There were no words between us and I sighed as I left the room to go get water. Walking down I was met with his mother. I waved happily as she spoke. “Is he gaming?” I nodded with a sigh “that boy never knows when to stop especially with his girlfriend over” I smiled and laughed in response “it’s fine. I know Kenma” I said that but I was most definitely not feeling that way at the moment. I wanted his attention especially since it was our time alone. Going back to his room he didn’t spare a glance and that made me irritated. Pouting with my cheeks puffed I set down the water bottle and walked in front of his screen. His eyes flinched from the lack of blue light and he looked at me. I kneeled down to be face to face with him and moved his arms “what are you doing y/n?” Slowly I adjusted myself to sit on his lap and wrapped my arms around him resting my head on his shoulder. To this he jolted a bit before easing into my touch and continued his game. This quickly became a routine ever since. It was our thing where we were both most comfortable and happy.