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This feeling of being an utter disappointment and an embarrassment is excruciating. I know this is how alcohol affects me and every time some shit like this happens, I just want to beat myself up for taking that first sip to begin with. I need to become stronger. I need to understand and know that alcohol and I are NOT a great mix. This has to be the last time. IT HAS TO BE.

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This is a story of a circus.  But not just any Circus.  Le Cirque des Reves, which translates to The Circus of Dreams,  is just that, a place where dreams are on display and tangible.  

The true beginning, before the creation of The Circus, is the beginning of a game between two rival magicians. Prospero the Enchanter calls upon his adversary to start a new match with new players, one of which is Celia Bowen, Prospero’s daughter. Alexander, Prospero’s opponent, whom is often only known as A. or the man in grey, picks his student at a later date and begins this young man’s lessons in a much less dramatic manner of magic than Prospero the Enchanter’s, but no less stunning and overwhelming.

The Night Circus, The Circus of Dreams,  is a playground of talent between the two competing students when they reach the appropriate age.  However, it becomes so much more than that, and not just for the players.

I dont know if you believe in magic, but I do, I believe in the everyday magic of kindness and selfless giving. I also believe in a sort of fate, a predetermined course that our lives follow as we make our choices. I believe that the good and the beautiful parts of life must hold magic within them to create such joy within me. However, this book fills me with the desire to see this place, this circus, to walk through the black satin hangings into its land of stars and experience that childlike wonder that permeated this book for me.

Just as I am obsessed with this story and the secrets it has been whispering to me during my bedtime reading, The Circus of Dreams dazzles the attendees to become infatuated with its call and go to great lengths to be a part of this enchanting place as often as possible. It creates an evocative delight for all the senses of the circus goers and I can only recommend that you join them as well to experience the charm of somersaulting kittens, ice gardens,  and off course, some delicious chocolate mice.  

By the end of this wondrous tale, I am crying and dramatically sighing in turn, This Circus not only influences everyone in the book, but this reader as well. I am left feeling a little sad at its completion but overcome with a grand sense of joy that I was able to experience this gorgeous work by Erin Morgenstern.  

Thank you for reading my review and happy reading!!!

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I have waited ALL FUCKING YEAR TO POST THIS

Santa is coming tonight.

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I feel like shit. And I hate this feeling. But what’s even worse is that I could have avoided the situation if I didn’t drink alcohol. Nothing good ever comes from drinking and I know it, but I always fuck it up. I just can’t drink anymore. I know I’m an alcoholic and I know that alcohol destroys me, and I need to not put myself in situations where I could be tempted to compromise that.

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a trio of witches and their familiars

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Bad Janet dropping bombs!

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We Exist- we go waaaaaay back

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