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Explain This (Written By: Christopher Thompson)

The thoughts never end and the story is forever changing. I want more from you, but the story never explains it. Deep in thought and that may never change it. Friendship and love, some how they mix and we as human beings can't explain it. Woke up from a nightmare screaming, loosing you, now that might be forever changing. If it is real is it everlasting? If love and friendship can mend memories, then why are we fighting each other like enemies? I don't understand. Since the pain in your eyes won't explain it, maybe a kiss from my lips can change it. If I walk away don't expect for me to explain it. The fire in your eyes and the passion between your thighs ignite my imagination. Let's just face it, we're human beings and love is a devoting emotion. So let's just make it this one last time, for the sake of our greatness. Memories and madness, the scratches on my back just lead to sadness. Missing the love we shared is one thing; but the soft tone of your voice and the color of your eyes speak to my soul. Missing you when you are gone, leaves me no other choice then to fire up and leave myself gone. One bullet to the dome, I hope you remember me. I wrote this out just to share my memories.

Loving you is what killed me

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When It Sets In (Written By. Christopher Thompson)

See when the rain falls and the pain comes the memories of a distant friend set in when the rain drops touch your skin…It’s real all the thoughts within, can love come back and are we still down till the very end? When it sets in can I call again? Can I tell you how I miss you and all your selfless ways? Distant lover how I miss us and our first time making love in the rain and when it sets in all I see is something to gain everything we ever did was for love and all it’s complicated ways…When it sets in mistakes were made but we fought for it and we played harder like we were Michael Jordan in the last shots I mean 4th quarter game wining last shot…See when it sets in our love was real it made me reveal how I truly feel but the real wasn’t enough see the truth is when the rain drops touched my skin I knew it was over so I knew the storm had to begin…See when it sets know the pain is deeper then that cut to the skin everything worth winning is everything I lost at the end…See when it sets in tell love I’m down to fight for it but I need to be sure I’m a win…See when it sets in and the rain drops touched our skin it was done I knew it was over with us because the storm began without letting the sun in but the question remains can love come back and are we still down till the very end? When it sets in can I call again? Can I tell you how I miss you and all your selfless ways? Distant lover how I miss us and our first time making love in the rain…See when it sets in your nothing but a distant friend lost in what used to be but know you’ll always be special because the rain won’t stop until I let you in…See when it sets in all I ask is love promise me that you won’t come back unless the rain drops stop and you promise me a win see I love you but I know the truth and reality is, it is what it is when the rain drops fall and touch our skin and this is pain when it finally sets in…Everything earned but nothing was gained when it sets in just call me pain…Everything but my fucking name

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Clams Casino- Numb 

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First Time Back (Written By. Christopher Thompson)

Unreasonable doubt amounts to unmeasurable fear. What if I fail? What if I succeed? How will they feel? Will it matter that memories faded and love became jaded? What if all the possibilities I ever had become nameless? My first time back should feel shameless. I let my mind slip into a place that brought shame in & I lost focus and forgot the game plan. No reason to hate me now, just show me the same game plan. Every line written connected to something from within. I learned that the heart’s unmeasurable, heartbreak is unforgettable, but all pain is accepting. So it seems to me, you’re too busy trying to make count for sins when you can’t afford blessings. Remember you won’t get in, you have to remember that. If it really matters you will do it from within. Take pride in it being the first time back. When you understand your purpose in life, you deliver better understanding. Your purpose is right, if being you does not have to be an act. I let it loose, so now it is no longer a fight for me. It is putting up its best fight for me. No longer do I ask myself to define what art is; because every line written came from a heart ache, a pain that caused more than a heart break. See it’s simple, I want you to see what I see, hear what I hear, feel what I feel, and fear what I fear. And when it’s all gone, remember moment after moment and cheer after cheer. I did it from the heart & that’s what made it unfair. So now that I understand pain and it’s placement, my first time back is our first opportunity at greatness. Me & this writing has always been a unfair relationship. I hated this shit, I couldn’t come to her when I needed it.  It’s just every word reminded me of time wasted. I look at you now and ask myself. “Damn will I ever miss the hatred?” It’s the first time back I hope you all learned a little something from that.

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The Formula(Intro To First Time Back) (Written By. Christopher Thompson)

All I see is value and all I hear is hunger. These are simply the sounds of what define you. Hard work and what having a grind can do. If you got a hustle, don’t ever let it define you. Don’t ever put the past behind you, always put it besides you. This is a reminder when its your time, that your roots made it through to shine too. The neighborhood, the block, and the streets can’t even define who? You. Making a way, is making way, for you to live tomorrow but remember the struggles of today. Staying committed and grinding sometimes leads to overtime pay. But who are we to say the rich don’t sleep and the broke can’t pay. Sometimes it’s the darker fantasies and deeper mysteries. Every problem won’t be solved and every solved problem ain’t always right. So don’t get discouraged when you can’t always sleep at night. Just remember every battle ain’t always worth every fight…The formula

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Love & Drugs (Written By. Christopher Thompson)

Let’s get higher then we’ve ever been. I’m talking love and drugs, now that’s a double sin. Making love underneath the moon as I imagined. All I want to do is swim deep within you. As we get higher the lust becomes freakier. All I can feel is the rush; your touch becomes my leader. I listen to your body bang, its words speak clearer then your moans and screams. As I said before, let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs now that’s a double sin. Kissing, rubbing, and fucking just like the dream, that’s all it’s ever been. But tonight love laid its path & we partook in this sin. Good strokes make your body shake. Sucking and licking your breast, taking the pain away from your body ache. All I want to do is watch your body celebrate. Now let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs, now that’s a double sin. Work my way down your body frame, I make it to pleasures gate and in my mouth is the key to make your body break. Now let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs, now that’s a double sin. Stuck my tongue in as deep as can be then I slowly put my lips on it. Kissing it gently, making sure those lips want it. So let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs, now that’s a double sin. As the night falls further in, all I can feel is my tongue going deeper in. Your knees buckle and your toes start to curl, it’s just you and me inside your world. Making love isn’t easy, but it’s worth it now. Let the drugs work out they’re purpose. The moonlight continues to shine on our surface. Stars in the sky wish us luck because we’re going deeper then we’ve ever been. Making love and fucking, no difference. It’s all about the ambition; it’s just more of a purpose. As I surfaced I took another hit, the weed good and the Vicodin 800 milligrams! You take me higher then I’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs, now that’s a double sin. Pussy itself can make life better. That’s when sex is better then love and you’re able to feel life itself in every stroke. I’m high, so the emotion is felt. I’m in touch with every motion that’s being felt. So let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs, now that’s a double sin. We are one now, no longer individuals. Synced and in motion, it’s past feeling, it’s spiritual. Better then it has ever felt making love. Took us higher then any drugs we’ve ever felt. See when the cameras off, I’m passionate about the love I feel. I fucked you good, then great, put your love on a plate and then ate. You’ve brought me fantasy and faith. So let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs now that’s a double sin. Making love is heaven sent the rush of your love is my medicine and for this one time let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs now that’s a double sin. Loving you isn’t easy but it’s worth it. I’m your body’s pleaser and its purpose. Every time I’m in you, I’ve commended you. Your pussy is better then anything on any food menu. I call you the pleasure shack; all I want to do is love you and never have to take it back. So let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs, now that’s a double sin. Double cup sipping purple potion; It’s the dedication to you that got me caught in this commotion. Your love is my drug and your body is my habit. I’m at ease when it’s you and me; we’re so high we’ve reached another planet. So now you know let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs now that’s a double sin. Us together, it’s beyond pleasure. Making love underneath the moonlight, call us stars, because when it’s you and me we shine bright. Now let’s get higher then we’ve ever been, I’m talking love and drugs, now that’s a double sin…

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Ace Hood-Hallucinations Instrumental