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I am so in love with this artwork. I want a painting of this ❤😍 © to the owner

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This kid just have something that can make me laugh really hard everytime! Love you Lorenz 😘

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i can’t fall in love with you

I was having a conversation with a girl in class one day when she casually asked me, "Why aren't you in a relationship?".

I thought about it for a second, and then simply said, "Honestly, I just don't want one." She looked very confused, and I could tell by her expression and long pause that she didn't really understand my answer and wasn't quite sure what to say. She simply responded, "Why?"

Class began right after that so I didn't get a chance to answer, though I'm not even sure what I would've said in that moment. However, I couldn't stop thinking about the question.

"Why?" As if something was wrong with me because in this moment in my life I am choosing to be alone.

I was slightly offended because honestly, I've never been happier than I am right now. But as I replayed the conversation over and over, I began to understand why my response may have been equally as puzzling to her. We come from a generation that thrives on Instagram relationship goals and casual hook-ups. Everyone is so focused on finding the one that they will settle for just someone. And for a long time, I was this way, too. After a three-year relationship and a few flings that were doomed from the start, I made a drastic change and decided to start dating someone new. Myself.

And let me tell you, she's great. *flips hair*

She taught me that it's okay to be selfish. Because when will I ever be at the age again when it's okay for me to pack up and move 400 miles away? There will come a day when I will have a spouse and a family who will depend on me, but for now, it is vital that I'm making decisions based on no one but myself. I, for once, can do whatever I want.

She taught me that I don't need another half. The problem with everyone searching for their other half is that in doing so they are in turn claiming that they're only half a person. I don't want another half; I want another whole.

She taught me not to settle. I spent a long time finding my identity in other people. Who liked me, what they thought of me, etc. The problem with this, if you haven't figured it out already, is that people will disappoint you. If you are deeply rooted in who you are and who God has created you to be, then you should know what you deserve. Do not let people convince you that you are too picky, because you are the one who will be living with the consequences of a settled relationship if you do.

She taught me how to be genuinely happy and to make sure that that happiness stemmed from no one but myself and the blessings that I have been given. Having someone to add to your happiness is beautiful, but you do not need to look for someone to provide it. Because how do you expect to ever be happy with someone else if you can't even be happy with yourself?

She taught me that it's okay to laugh at my own jokes and sometimes eat ice cream for dinner. To sit and watch sunsets alone and sing to myself in the car. I'm 23 years old and will never be younger than I am in this moment. My life does not begin when I find someone who loves me, it began when I started loving myself.

I know that God has already written me a beautiful love story and will one day send me someone who will encompass all the things I've dreamed about having in a man. But as for right now, I'm way too busy falling in love with myself to even consider falling in love with you.

By: Kalli King

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Dapat nung graduation ko pa ito ipopost kaso naisip ko na mas magandang ngayon nalang. Hindi lang para bawas isip ng message kundi dahil ito na yung best gift na maibibigay ko sainyo today. HAPPY 27 YEARS OF MARRIAGE PAPA AND MAMA.💑💍 I really want to take this opportunity not just to express how much we love you but also how thankful we are for everything. Thank for all the sacrifices, nakikita namin lahat yun kahit hindi nyo sabihin. Thank you for working so hard to give us good life,pansing pansin naman sa pagtaba namin ni kuya.😂 Thank you for understanding and accepting our failures and weaknesses. Thank you for always being there to support and cheer us. Thank you kasi kayo yung naging magulang namin. Kuya and I may not be as expressive as others but we really assure both of you that we sincerely appreciate every single thing youve done for us. PA&MA lahat ng ito para sainyo at dahil sa inyo. Someday we will repay and give the life that both of you deserve. Mahal na mahal po namin kayo! Konti nalang kaya wag bibitaw, kapit lang 😊😘❤ P.S. Kuya hindi man nagwork yung plan A dont worry marami pang letters sa alphabet. Im proud of you.. libre na pala hahaha 😚😂

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I  KENNAT!!!!!! ANG SARAP PANUORIN NG BATANG TO! ANDAMI KONG TAWA MGA 264374983965483501398584319510 HAHAHAHAHA

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Siguro kailangan mo nang magbago.

Magbabago ka hindi para maging lesser na tao kundi para maging better for someone na deserve mo.

Ititigil mo na ang pag-iyak sa taong hindi ka naman pinapahalagahan. Sayang ang luha. Kawawa ang mga mata. Magbabago ka para sa taong tunay na magmamahal sa ‘yo at sa taong hindi ka kayang nakikitang umiiyak.

Magpapahinga ka sa lahat ng nakakapagod na effort na ginawa mo sa taong kahit kailan, hindi ka na-appreciate. Sa mga oras na nasayang, sa mga pangarap na walang pinatunguan.

Lalayo ka sa mga taong umaasa kang magbabago pero wala pa rin talaga. Lalayo ka dahil hindi mo na nakikita ang respeto at pagmamahal. Lalayo ka dahil binabasura ka lang kahit wagas mo naman silang iniibig. Lalayo ka dahil pagod ka nang masaktan.

Siguro kailangan mo na talagang magbago. Magbabago ka hindi para sa kanila kundi para sa sarili mo.

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Ang galing ni Lord! #baguio2016

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the "ME" time! #baguio2016

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Dont give up on us baby,were still worth one more try😭🙇

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Goal: To create more happy memories!!!😊

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You are all welcome to my mansion😂 #baguio2016

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🐴 meets 🐶 #baguio2016

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"One Day"

One day, you'll remember the girl who loved you so much that she forgot to love herself. You'll remember her when you wake up, when you eat, when you're about to sleep. She will be your greatest nightmare. You will be the one crying, and she will be the one happy with someone else.

One day, you'll regret losing her. You lost the girl who did everything for you. You lost the girl who was always there for you when no one else is. You lost her because of your ego. You lost the girl who stayed by your side even if you threw harsh words to her. You lost the girl who tried to understand you when she needed you and you were not there.

One day, you'll realize that she was the one for you. The girl who stood by your side even if you don't appreciate her. The girl you chose to let go because you're full of pride. One day, you'll realize that the girl you screwed up and left for another girl, was the girl who kept on fighting and defending you when she hears gossips about you.

One day, you'll see her happy and contented with the life she have when you left her. She will thank you for letting her go and for making her realize she is worth of something so much better, that there is someone out there who is willing to do everything for her. She will look into your eyes with no feelings for you at all.

One day, when you see her, you will feel like you've been stabbed in your heart a millions times for giving up on her. And when that day comes, no matter what you do, no matter what you say to her, it will not make sense because she was already done spending years of her life trying to make you love her as she loved you.... But you didn't.

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The Artidope 2012 Batangas State University

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Taking a little break from writing letters for a while.

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A LETTER FOR MY PARENTS

Papa,Mama..

Thank you may not be enough to repay all your hard works and sacrifices but still i want to say it. THANK YOU! for giving Kuya and I a better life, for giving us everything. Thank you for working so hard for us, I know at some point I did not understand your work and I’m sorry for that. Thank you for doing everything just to send us in school, even though we did not graduate on time but still you did not gave up on us. Thank you for always being there to support us in our decisions. Thank you for always waking up early in the morning to cook and to wash our clothes. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

Sorry for being too stubborn. Sorry for being too selfish on some things. Sorry for the lost times. Sorry for not graduating on time. Sorry for not being open minded on the decisions you’ve made. Sorry for not being able to say how much we appreciate every single thing you’ve done for us.

Kuya and I are so proud of having both of you as our parents. You have been a blessing to others by touching their lives. We just could not ask for more. Everything that we have and everything that we are right now is all because of you. All the success that we are cherishing right now are for both you. 

Mahaba-haba pa ang lalakbayin natin, pero kapit lang. Unti-unti naming susuklian ni kuya lahat ng pagmamahal nyo samin. Bibigyan namin kayo ng buhay na matagal niyo ng dapat naranasan. 

MAHAL NA MAHAL NAMIN KAYO!

P.S.  I really intended to write here para di nyo mababasa, kasi nahihiya ako. Hindi nga kasi ako showy di ba? hahahahaha