thestudyobsessed

[thestudyobsessed]

I FEEL VERY GUILTY

No, this isn't a murder confession...kinda is tho. It's how i let down my mom, my dad and myself. I'm a girl that life didn't care to bless with good things that people normally have..like a stable income, happy family, healthy parents and so on. To get these things, i gotta work twice as hard for it which i why i chose the traditional way, school. I managed to get into an engineering university to study electrical engineering and it is very tough.

I could just quit...but i made a promise that i would push to my very best abilities and graduate, with very good grades and probably means of income by then.

I am at the brink of giving up...i feel guilty for sleeping, resting because at the end of the day, life is a competition..like it or not. And to make it out alive you gotta fight for yourself like there is no tomorrow.

I have decided that I will be using this guilt to my advantage. I will be working till (i dunno a nosebleed? K-dramas have their way 😂). This is another promise that I'm making, i will make myself and my mom proud. Happy.

Which brings me to the fact that i got to this realisation 5 weeks before finals. Thank God it's not too late, here i will be posting daily from today to keep track of my progress. Every minute of my day till finals will be used to the most advantage for ME. I will utilize everything i have and go all out on it.

THIS IS MY WORD. YOU'RE GONNA SEE ME SUCCEED

[thestudyobsessed]

THE STRESS IS STRESSING

But all that matters is that I'm trying my best with all i have.

Let's pray that i make it out alive out of that exam hall tomorrow

[thestudyobsessed]

Pulling an all nighter to study 😭

This wasn't how i thought i would start posting but i got a big exam that i haven't started studying for (because of the stress)

So i finally gotta start studying for it sooo i got to pull an all nighter....i know I'm a random person but wish me luck and pray for me to the best of your abilities. Luv ya!

Exam: Mechanics statics

Time remaining: 9 hrs

Will update you my progress later on 💜