theveryst4rvingcaterpillar

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hi so the "friendly reminder to log your dinner!" is actually not friendly at all and is in fact a war crime

[theveryst4rvingcaterpillar]

hey so unsurprisingly that didn't turn out as well as I hoped

perhaps brainfog is not the accessory to success i thought it was

exams in 4 days, planning on going in overconfident and undercompetent wish me luck xx

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sometimes it feels like everybory else are the ones with an eat!ng disorder, not me.

tell me why everone obsesses over what i eat more than i do?? didnt think it ws possible but here we are

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TMI ALERT

i haven't pooped in almost a week send help please

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turns out my chronic tummy aches were because i have celiac disease....oops

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am in fact on my period! what acute senses i have

hey sorry to all my irl friends who i think i freak out a bit by talking about how i really need to puke 24/7

and sorry to that little kid on the street who saw me curling up in to ball like a crazy person after i smelled street food and it made me nauseous and ravenous

probably just on my period!

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and so is living smh

eating is so overrated.

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because who am i if i dont atleast have 5 used tea mugs in my bedroom?

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OK that's not entirely true, i still love spending time with my friends (aka the kindest ppl in the World™)

nothing even tastes good anymore. i've been trying to ignore but it's just not the same anymore. i don't think I can ever go back. Food only ever tastes good in my imagination, in my memory but when it's in my mouth, i just want to spit all out.

The worst part is ive deluded myself in believing it's because ive had some big awakening, cracked the formula, but deep down i know it's because I don't feel anything anymore.

[theveryst4rvingcaterpillar]

nothing even tastes good anymore. i've been trying to ignore but it's just not the same anymore. i don't think I can ever go back. Food only ever tastes good in my imagination, in my memory but when it's in my mouth, i just want to spit all out.

The worst part is ive deluded myself in believing it's because ive had some big awakening, cracked the formula, but deep down i know it's because I don't feel anything anymore.

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just saw a picture of me that my friend posted on her story after we went camping 😽

guess what ill be doing for the next five days! (difficulty: extremely hard!)

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hey sorry to all my irl friends who i think i freak out a bit by talking about how i really need to puke 24/7

and sorry to that little kid on the street who saw me curling up in to ball like a crazy person after i smelled street food and it made me nauseous and ravenous

probably just on my period!

[theveryst4rvingcaterpillar]

oh golly feeling very honoured rn, I'll try my best :

looking at this always fills you with joy:

little kids being friends and taking care of each other and old people with great fashion sense

what is your favourite smell?

mmmmh melting butter and the smell of Christmas (idk if that makes sense) and the smell of rain right before it starts to pour

what sound makes you the happiest?

waking up at boarding school to the sound of teenage girls laughing together, makes me know im stepping out of bed to a wonderful day. The sound of windchimes on my grandparents' porch! and the sound of music from another room as you fall asleep

describe your favourite flavour:

food comes with so much baggage that i can never fully enjoy it so perhaps a cig shared with a friend?

tell me about your favourite thing to hold / touch:

a friend's coat or jumper while they rummage through their bag or tie their laces

I can't think of anyone to tag but anyone join in!

tag game!

the 5 senses edition

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▪️looking at this always fills you with joy. what is it?

▪️what is your favourite smell?

▪️what sound makes you the happiest?

▪️describe your favourite flavour:

▪️tell me about your favourite thing to hold/touch:

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▪️looking at this always fills you with joy. what is it?

I have a particularly goofy looking stuffed duck that always makes me giggle

▪️what is your favourite smell?

cedar or pine, smells like a sexy lumberjack and i love that. also citrus!!

▪️what sound makes you the happiest?

i love going outside late at night when it's quiet and just listening to the waves crash and the earth is still

▪️describe your favourite flavour:

i love peppermint - when you take a deep breath in and it is just so cool and soothing. i also love spicy foods, i guess i crave intensity

▪️tell me about your favourite thing to hold/touch:

i have one really squishy blanket that feels so good to snuggle in with my husband. it is nice to feel close and safe together

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i'm tagging @ashh-is-spiraling555 @adderallanomaly @codenamejustine @depressedoldersis @stayathomegirlfriendblog @will-i-find-my-place-in-the-sun and open tags!!!

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and for my next trick!! i will eat till my tummy hurts for my first meal in 2 days because

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nothing makes me crazier than ads. nothing makes me crazier than a platform trying to block my adblock. i will exact my revenge one day tho you guys don't worry.

confession: i don't have Spotify Premium and all the ads are the reason I'm like this (insane)

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forget studying for my future im omw to fight for my right to party

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exams in 4 days, planning on going in overconfident and undercompetent wish me luck xx