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I really just wanna slit my fucking wrists

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Nobody:

Literally nobody:

Me watching a Mia Maples try on video to trigger myself WHILE eating chips: 👁👄👁

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staying in touch with people is so fucking hard when your brain is screaming that you’re better off dead

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how the fuck did i turn into this.

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god bro why do I HATE myself so much

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I HATE WHEN PEOPLE ARE LIKE

“Just eat healthy and you wont want to starve or purge” like ok I could eat one almond and still want to purge that because its nOT ABOUT FOOD ITS A MENTAL ILLNESS

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so you just binged..

what are some safe alternatives to purging?

- make some tea with ginger, cinnamon, lemon juice, and castor oil. go for green tea or a probiotic digestive tea. it’s easy on the stomach and expells the food quickly and safely. a natural alternative to laxatives

- safe amount of laxatives. do NOT overdo it with laxatives, you run the risk of ruinging your stomach lining and posibly developing hemorrhoids. also, if you take too many, you’ll be on the toilet for hours, shitting and crying, this definitely raises eyebrows. if you have trouble swallowing pills, they make chewable laxative chocolates that taste halfway decent and do the job just as well.

- intese cardio workout. do lots of russian twists, crunches, blanks, leg lifts, and anything else that you wish. it doesn’t expel the food, but it speeds up your digestive system and gets it out quicker, while also burning off the calories you took in

- taking dietary pills. the prescribed amount. I cannot stress enough how dangerous it is to abuse or misuse pills. this gets rid of extra waste, including water weight and bloating, and speeds up your metabolism, while making sure your body takes in the vitamins it needs to survive, so you’ll get rid of the fatty stuff and keep the stuff that keeps your body running

as always, stay safe. i dont promote eating disorders or anything, but i do support those that have them. if you ever need anything my inbox is always open. <3

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“boys like thick girls!” “you’re not fat, just thick!” “trust me you have the best body type”

DONT LIE TO MY FACE BITCH I KNOW IM FAT

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having naturally big breasts while having an ED is!! not!! fair!!!! ladies I am trying to evict you👀

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I genuinely want to die because I ate twice today. I don’t want to get better I want to starve till I can see my bones.

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i feel ✨repulsive✨

ate so much im so bloated and fat and i feel like i ruined my progress even tho thats not even possible but it just ~f e e l s~ like i did

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i’m so depressed i wish i could just vanish

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oh well 👊🏻😚