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@MTV: .@anthonymackie's emotional support friend at #SDCC? Sebastian Stan, obviously!!!

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saw the nanny diaries for the first time last night and all i gotta say is

HARVARD HOTTIE SUPREMACY !!

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recently discovered that jake schreier directed paper towns after watching paper towns (i love john green if you must know) and uh wow jake wow

thank you for my favorite marvel movie, jake

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take your time and take care of yourself!! love to you and your stories, and my dm's are open if you need to talk or fangirl in peace <3

i just want to let everyone know that i'm not leaving, i'm not deleting my account, i'm not going to stop posting!!!

i just need a major hiatus because ive been really unmotivated to write, i have so many good requests that i will get around to writing because i refuse to leave any people who took the time to request not receive what they wanted from me

i still love you guys alot, i will be back soon with many fics to share <3

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he had no right to be so stupid, cocky, adorable, sweet, and hilarious all the same time

like, we get it, chris, you’re perfect … 🙄

people after watching the new fantastic four movie are RUNNING to johnny storm fics, i hypothesised this....

but 2005 johnny storm on top :p

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as someone who’s now watched both 00s fantastic 4 movies—yes. 2005 johnny storm is the best part of that movie and just the best johnny honestly

people after watching the new fantastic four movie are RUNNING to johnny storm fics, i hypothesised this....

but 2005 johnny storm on top :p

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girly i get it lol

take your time and take care of yourself before your readers :)

i’m here if/when you get back

the idea of writing a fic right now makes me want to fling myself off a cliff, GUYS IM SO SORRY !!!

i'm becoming irrelevant and thats my fault

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the breakfast club changed my life when i was 13

still my favorite movie

marvel's changed my life this year

thunderbolts* is my favorite marvel film and the first i got to go see in theaters

if someone makes this, yOU WILL HAVE ALL OF MY GRATITUDE AND HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD

I need a Thunderbolts* Breakfast club au so bad.

We even got the perfect stand in for vice principal Vernon

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highschool!bucky x reader where their relationship starts out as a teasing friendship and develops into something more, where bucky is entirely whipped and passing her notes in glass, taking her to get her coffee after school, and copies her homework?

Can I do you one better? 1940's high school Bucky. Ugh, I'm weak!

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The first time Bucky Barnes spoke to you, he stole your pencil and called you a nerd.

“The point’s too sharp,” he said with a grin, twirling it between his fingers like a magician with a coin. “You tryna stab me or write notes?”

You’d rolled your eyes and grabbed it back. “Maybe both.”

From then on, that was your dynamic—banter in the hallway, bickering over shared lab equipment, playful glares across the room when he copied off your test. Bucky was a flirt by nature, with a grin that didn’t quit and confidence he hadn’t yet earned. But he was kind. Smart, in that lazy-boy way. And frustratingly charming.

Especially when he started passing you notes.

It started in Miss Ellery’s class—History, third period. You sat two rows apart. One morning, folded paper flicked onto your desk like a pebble skipping water. You opened it cautiously:

“Bet you can’t name five presidents without looking.”

You looked up to find Bucky already smirking, pencil balanced between his lip and nose.

You wrote back: “Bet you can’t spell ‘president.’”

From that moment on, your notebooks were filled with margin notes and folded squares. Doodles of sleepy stick-figure teachers, tally marks of imaginary point games (“+1 for snark, -1 for smugness”), and occasionally—when he thought you weren’t looking—really sweet things.

“You looked real pretty today.” “You laugh at my jokes even when they’re bad. I think that means you’re stuck with me.” “If I asked nice, would you let me walk you home?”

You never answered that one out loud. But the next day, when school let out, you were waiting at the front gate with an extra cup of coffee from the corner diner—black with one sugar, just like he always ordered.

That became your thing too.

Coffee after school, his shoulder brushing yours as you walked down the block, sleeves barely touching. He always carried your books, even when you insisted you could handle them. And if you were running late, he’d wait by your locker, leaning coolly against the metal with his tie half-untied and a grin like trouble.

“You always this much of a softie, Barnes?” you teased one afternoon.

“Only for you, doll,” he said—and even though he tried to sound casual, his ears flushed red.

He started copying your homework somewhere around mid-November.

At first it was subtle—just a glance over during pop quizzes, a whisper in study hall. Then it escalated.

You’d slide your notebook over with a dramatic sigh, and he’d scribble frantically while mouthing thank you with big, ridiculous eyes.

“You could do it yourself, y’know,” you teased.

“I could,” he agreed. “But then what excuse would I have to talk to you for an extra ten minutes?”

He was ridiculous. And honestly? You adored him for it.

Winter came, and the snow blanketed Brooklyn like powdered sugar. Your walks grew longer. Your notes, softer. The teasing didn’t stop—it never would—but the edges dulled, melting into something gentler.

And then one day, he kissed you.

You’d just handed him his coffee, and he was holding it with both hands like it might warm more than his fingers. You made some dumb joke about his hat being crooked. He grinned, took one step closer, and leaned in like it was the most natural thing in the world.

It wasn’t a dramatic kiss. No music swelled. No fireworks. Just his lips brushing yours on the street corner, quiet and sweet and a little shy, like he was asking a question without saying a word.

When he pulled back, he whispered, “Been wantin’ to do that since you corrected my spelling.”

You laughed—because of course that’s what he’d say—and kissed him again.

After that, the notes didn’t stop. But they changed.

Now they were tucked into your locker before first bell:

“Meet me at your stoop after dinner?” “You left your scarf in my bag. Smells like you. Not giving it back.” “I like you in that blue dress. Real distracting. You’re lucky I like failing tests.”

He was still cocky, still trouble, still every bit the fast-talking boy you’d rolled your eyes at freshman year.

But now he held your hand under the lunch table. He whispered things during roll call that made your cheeks burn. He walked you home even when it rained, draping his coat over your head like some half-baked gentleman.

He was yours. And entirely, hopelessly, whipped.

Even Steve noticed.

“Didn’t think I’d see the day,” he said one afternoon as Bucky skipped gym to sit beside you on the bleachers. “You’re really gone, huh?”

Bucky didn’t even look ashamed. Just smiled and leaned closer to you.

“Gone?” he said. “I’ve been gone since she let me copy her French homework.”

You elbowed him. He kissed your cheek.

And somewhere between detention slips, shared milkshakes, and long walks home, friendship had turned into something far more dangerous—and far more beautiful.

Love. The kind with ink-stained fingers and snow-damp hair. The kind built in classrooms and stolen glances and margin notes he still kept in a box under his bed.

Because if you asked Bucky Barnes, he'd say his favorite subject had always been you.

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hiii

currently reading: the nanny diaries, so i can watch the movie with cevans and scarlett

last song: rhiannon by fleetwood mac is playing right now

last movie: we have always lived in the castle (i did not like :( )

last series: loki

sweet/savoury/salty: sweet

tea or coffee: iced coffee all day, baby

working on: this random script i started and i’m ignoring my novel

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We Have Always Lived in a Castle (2018)

Starring: Taissa Farminga, Alexandra Daddario, Sebastian Stan Running Time: 1 hour, 38 minutes My rating: 2.6/10 Link to Watch: We Have Always Lived in a Castle

This movie wasn't really my thing. I get that some people are probably more into horror or thriller stuff than I am, but... even with that aside, I didn't really enjoy this. It's weird, and I personally found the main character to be pretty unlikable. Sure, it doesn't help that Sebastian plays a bad guy with no redeeming qualities, but it's just not really my cup of tea. That being said, I can see how someone with different tastes than me could enjoy this. But this is probably my least favorite thing I've watched for Sebastian.

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Law & Order (2003)

Starring: Sebastian Stan, Ty Burrell, Jerry Orbach, Jesse L. Martin, S. Epatha Merkerson Running Time: 42 minutes My rating: 4.4/10 Link to Watch: Sheltered (Season 13, Episode 22)

First of all, very, very weird to see Phil Dunphy not smiling. I don't normally watch Law & Order, so I really just watched this episode for Sebastian. No regrets here. It's a fair bit campy and overdramatic, but short enough that I can both get past it and enjoy the episode. It's okay, it was his first role, and I did like watching it. The glasses look really funny on him, but he looks like such a small sweet baby that you can almost forget the fact that he murdered four people and didn't even know who three of them were.

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Gossip Girl (2007 - 12)

Starring: Leighton Meester, Blake Lively, Ed Westwick, Chase Crawford Running Time: 6 seasons (107 hours, 30 minutes) My rating: 6.8/10 Link to Watch: Gossip Girl

SO. Here's where I'm at with this---I have not seen the entirety of this show. It is dramatic and intense and hilarious and otherworldly---and I adore it for its sense of escapism. While the show did not end until 2012, Sebastian only appeared in episodes from 07 to 10. I love his character, even though he's not the best developed from this crew. Carter Baizen, my goodness. This is a fun, guilty pleasure kind of show, but I'd definitely recomend it.

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Ant-Man (2015)

Starring: Paul Rudd, Evangeline Lily, Michael Peña Running Time: 1 hour, 58 minutes My rating: 7.35/10 Link to Watch: Ant-Man

This was great!! I can honestly say that I did really love this movie. Paul Rudd is easy to like, the movie is well made and fun, a little too much action for my personal taste, but it doesn't take away from the film at all. Michael Peña is a true joy and I adore him (he's also in the Martian, another movie Seb's in), and I was engaged the entire time. I will say, to those who choose to watch this movie for Seb---HE IS BARELY IN THIS. I don't mean one or two minutes of screentime. I mean 7 seconds in an after credits scene with no lines. Honestly, this should not count as a Sebastian movie. I couldn't even find a gif of him in that scene that was useable (I found one but there was a link problem). That aside, this is adorable and I love it.

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Avengers: Endgame (2019)

Starring: Robert Downey Junior, Josh Brolin, Chris Evans, Scarlett Johansson, Chris Hemsworth, Mark Ruffalo, Jeremy Renner, Brie Larson, Paul Rudd, Don Cheadle Running Time: 3 hours, 1 minute My rating: 8.9/10 Link to Watch: Avengers: Endgame

When it comes to this movie, it is hard to say anything that hasn't already been said. This is one of the most renowned and talked about Marvel movies out of the entire MCU, and it deserves its place there. It's a great movie. One of my favorite things about the use of the time travel was how they did actually bring up the reason why they couldn't just go back and kill baby Thanos---that's a plot hole that's bothered me in almost every movie with time travel involved---and also the Hot Tub Time Machine reference. May Sebastian Stan movies live long and prosper. Anyway, this broke my heart, I bawled like a baby multiple times (specifically when Nat dies and when Peter is watching Tony die. Surprising how it wasn't Tony's death that got me but the reaction the people around him had. Also, Nat deserved a funeral and I will die on that hill), and I would definitely reccomend this to anyone.

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Avengers: Infinity War (2018)

Starring: Robert Downey Junior, Chris Evans, Tom Holland, Scarlett Johansson, Josh Brolin, Chris Hemsworth, Mark Ruffalo, Elizabeth Olsen, Paul Bettany Running Time: 2 hours, 29 minutes My rating: 6.9/10 Link to Watch: Avengers: Infinity War

Here's where I'm at with this movie---it's a good movie. I get it. 100% necessary for the story development and for the MCU. Personally, I kind of think of it like Deathly Hallows Part One from the Harry Potter series; it's necessary to have it in order to set up for the big climatic moment, but the climatic moment will always be remembered as better than the setup for it. That being said, I did love this movie. I've seen it twice and I am fully a fan of it. I'm not too much of a CGI fighting gal, so that wasn't appealing to me, but still overall a phenomenal piece of artwork.