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over a million likes and everyone in the comments talking about how they’d rather talk to an ai because it meets their emotional needs, this is the new epidemic.

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oh how i desire an intellectual equal

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People have written a lot of touchy-feely pieces on this subject but I thought I’d get right to the heart of the matter

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is there a name for feeling inexplicable rage whenever someone makes the simplest grammar mistakes? There should be because at this point this is like a fundamental human feeling of mine. Just fucking put on autocorrect for the love of god. Please. Spare my poor fucking eyes

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5000 notes by end of september and ill try to start eating consistently and enough again

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amazinggg ahhh hehe

we can be smart and annoyed at the world together hehe

intro for y'all

I'm Lennox or Raine

or nox if you know me

I use any/all pronouns

academic shit and other stuff

but like not studying

idk

oh well if you find me have fun with this

my gf: @thoughts-of-insufferability

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fuck i wanna be mean to people now

but like so so specific, I don't want to hurt anyone who hasn't done anything wrong I wanna hurt people who've hurt me I wanna use everything I have against them no matter how morally fucked up it is please just let me punch my bullies they deserve it they're children yes but I'm a child too I don't deserve this let me humble them even more I know they don't actually believe they're better but they're making me want to prove it even more even though I'm aware that they already know, they all know that I'm better than them that's why they're acting like this but please let me fucking do something

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"oohh but you're naturally smart you had it all handed to you in school."

I didn't have anything handed to me, I did it all myself, it just wasn't hard.

Also, handed to me by who? My parent's genetics? Yeah! But if that's your problem with me you should have a problem with your parents fr

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Probleme die die Welt bewegen, wirklich 👏/sarc

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CAN EVERYONE JUST STOP BEING FUCKING WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD?

@aesthetic-writer18 BABY (you're literally one of the only ppl who aren't wrong about smth rn istg)

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Hey everyone, I made a redesign of the sapiosexual flag because the original ones kinda sucks (green-brown-blue one is awful, but I also don't like the white-pink-cyan one)

I think purple, blue and yellow is fitting for a sapiosexual flag because they also have a meaning about intelligence and/or wisdom

so um can we please make this the official sapiosexuality flag😔

(English is not my main language so there might be grammar mistakes)

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I don't want to see sexual tension, I want to see sapiosexual tensions.

Give me two highly intelligent people who always felt isolated from the general population cross wits with their equal.

Have them marvel at the fact that someone speaks their language. Have them shiver in excitement at the thought of someone having a counterargument against something they said. Have them feel the jitters of anticipation as they wait for another conversation. Have them feel the satisfaction of being right.

Give me "Your reasoning is incorrect" instead of dirty talk.

Mind fucking over the general one.

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ohh okay

yeah i guess that makes sense

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hehe yess

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okay so uhm one thing that I do with new paras(that I don’t tell anyone) is ask them how they would kill me, or in general how they would kill someone

because you either get like a morally „right“ answer of „as quick and painless as possible“ and then there’s the whole idea of but have you asked me how I want to be killed? Then how morally right is your way if I’d hate it? Is it still morally right if it’s just right by you and not by me? or you get the interesting one of „messy, bloody and kinky“ which is always fun and then I get to let them expand on how exactly they’d do that and get off on it lol

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(Oh shit I spelled it wrong 😔😨)

ooooooo okay bet I love this conversation (that's not concerning is it? morals are so disgustingly complicated, I love them)

but oohhh okay I see

well on the topic of how you would kill someone, doesn't it depend on the circumstances and who they are first of all?

cause like be so fr, if it was a bully it's on sight

but if it's your mom, how would you then?

and I think the question, is rather then how YOU want me to kill you, but rather what way could I kill you while feeling the least amount of guilt?

like if I kill you, I don't want to feel so bad I end up killing myself, that's not fair to me(hypothetically) just cause that's how you wanted me to kill you

I think people are usually comforted by the fact of it being a quick and painful death bc then the person they killed can't really lodge a complaint yk?

I've thought many times about how I would want to die(BECAUSE IVE BEEN ASKED BEFORE) and I'm the end I always come back to the conclusion of either a gun, poison, or asphyxiation

A gun could be quick and painless depending on where the bullet lands

poison is hit or miss, if you get a neurotoxin it could be painful, but if you get one that kills you slowly and over time maybe it wouldn't be so bad, or unless you find a fast acting one

I mean by that logic just eat a food you're allergic to atp

but then asphyxiation could be a nice way to go, it's poetic in a way if done right

but I went off on a tangent

I guess the ultimate thing is that you and the person you're killing (voluntarily) would have to compromise somewhere

and I mean if they're asking to be killed and you do it how you want to, can they stop you? that's another question— are you willing to force your way of murder unto them? cause that could be the moral question honestly

cause I don't think the killer is wrong for doing it there way(as long as it's not like some jack the ripper type shit(unless they want that) or anything that's innately really cruel like torture)

but I do think the person dying should also get somewhat of a say (maybe at the very least the weapon used? or maybe how long it takes? idk it's a case by case basis honestly)

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oh okay very interesting (nope not concerning at all same to be honest)

oh yeah definitely, I usually ask the question in a way of like "What way of killing someone would you enjoy the most/what way would you hate the least?"

and okay, good perspective, definitely also important, and I know where you're coming from. I think this is a topic that both the potential victim and the potential killer usually would approach with some kind of self-centered attitude, the victim wants a way that's maybe the least painful for them, or the most comfortable, or the most enjoyable, while the killer wants a way that makes them feel the least guilt and leaves the least permanent damage on them for the future.

I definitely agree, I think a quick and painless death (despite all the fantasies) is something I'd want too, if only for my own comfort.

Oh okay, interesting, me personally I'd like to be something similar to euthanized, basically put to sleep, since it's very peaceful. (if that's not an option I'll take a paraglectic with a fast working poison or sleeping pills)

For the context here, for some unknown reason, you have to kill me (or like the victim/person in the scenario) , this is not in either of our controls, you just have to. the only thing you can do is change how you do it, and that's the moral dilemma. But definitely also interesting to think about, you're right!

Yes I agree, a compromise would probably be the best option.

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okay so uhm one thing that I do with new paras(that I don’t tell anyone) is ask them how they would kill me, or in general how they would kill someone

because you either get like a morally „right“ answer of „as quick and painless as possible“ and then there’s the whole idea of but have you asked me how I want to be killed? Then how morally right is your way if I’d hate it? Is it still morally right if it’s just right by you and not by me? or you get the interesting one of „messy, bloody and kinky“ which is always fun and then I get to let them expand on how exactly they’d do that and get off on it lol

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(Oh shit I spelled it wrong 😔😨)

ooooooo okay bet I love this conversation (that's not concerning is it? morals are so disgustingly complicated, I love them)

but oohhh okay I see

well on the topic of how you would kill someone, doesn't it depend on the circumstances and who they are first of all?

cause like be so fr, if it was a bully it's on sight

but if it's your mom, how would you then?

and I think the question, is rather then how YOU want me to kill you, but rather what way could I kill you while feeling the least amount of guilt?

like if I kill you, I don't want to feel so bad I end up killing myself, that's not fair to me(hypothetically) just cause that's how you wanted me to kill you

I think people are usually comforted by the fact of it being a quick and painful death bc then the person they killed can't really lodge a complaint yk?

I've thought many times about how I would want to die(BECAUSE IVE BEEN ASKED BEFORE) and I'm the end I always come back to the conclusion of either a gun, poison, or asphyxiation

A gun could be quick and painless depending on where the bullet lands

poison is hit or miss, if you get a neurotoxin it could be painful, but if you get one that kills you slowly and over time maybe it wouldn't be so bad, or unless you find a fast acting one

I mean by that logic just eat a food you're allergic to atp

but then asphyxiation could be a nice way to go, it's poetic in a way if done right

but I went off on a tangent

I guess the ultimate thing is that you and the person you're killing (voluntarily) would have to compromise somewhere

and I mean if they're asking to be killed and you do it how you want to, can they stop you? that's another question— are you willing to force your way of murder unto them? cause that could be the moral question honestly

cause I don't think the killer is wrong for doing it there way(as long as it's not like some jack the ripper type shit(unless they want that) or anything that's innately really cruel like torture)

but I do think the person dying should also get somewhat of a say (maybe at the very least the weapon used? or maybe how long it takes? idk it's a case by case basis honestly)

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Yes, I definitely agree, I think a lot fo times this idea of "prejudices keep me safe" can be used to hide hate, exactly like you said, in a lot of cases, racism and homo or transphobia

And yeah definitely, stereotypes are an important part of how we view the world, because it simplifies it, and for all their knowledge and boasting, humans do want things to be simple.

I agree with the part about when stereotypes are okay and when they aren't, I think that makes a lot of sense.

imma copy what I wrote alr and paste it and I'll send you yours too so we have them to refer back to (and then I'll respond to that)

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okay so

stereotypes are usually harmful, because they can perpetuate a lot of untrue and mean things about people, especially back in the day when lots of caricatures were made of different cultures(Rn I'm talking specifically for America) especially with how black people were portrayed

but that's only one type of stereotype that people talk about, and even though racial stereotypes are very important and a main problem when it comes to the topic in general(it also plays into some other stereotypes as well) I think we need to talk more about the stereotypes we make off of how people dress

cause I think that plays a BIG decider into where you fall into in the world, and everyone is guilty of it, including me

For instance, when people say "don't judge a book by it's cover" it's a true statement, but at the same time it's also bullshit

because how else do you decide to talk to someone or not? how do you decide if they're dangerous or not? if you think you'll mesh well together or not?

every single human interaction is based off of sizing people up one time or another

for instance, if there were three girls standing right in front of me, and I had to choose one of them to be my friend, the first thing I'm going to do is look at them to see if one of them seems more likely to mesh with me or not

but then because I do this, I'm putting them in a box, just based off how they look(this has to do with stereotypes stay with me)

like I'll be honest, if I was new at school and I saw a white girl wearing Lululemon, I would immediately peg her as someone I didn't get along with, based PURELY off of stereotypes of both race and how she dressed

for me at least, when girls are like that at my school, they're usual fake mean girls who talk shit about people behind other's backs

like the new versions of Regina George

so now if I see a girl like that, I'll usually assume they're like that and distance myself, because 1. we would have absolutely nothing in common and 2. why would I involve myself with someone who would "probably" be mean

but at the same time, when others do it to me, I'll get upset and say "why didn't you just talk to me, I'm nothing like *insert whatever stereotype/assumption they made about me based off how I look*)

and this is what I'm getting at

stereotypes are harmful, but they're also what match people to other people of common interests

cause if you group yourselves based off of these, you usually think you'll get more friends of common interest bc you're more similar

even though sometimes that's not always the case

Sounds good!

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yes i definitely agree, I think a lot of times stereotypes and the reactions we have based on them are kind of defended, mostly by oppressed people saying they use those assumptions to keep themselves safe, which while valid, can also turn into ahte and prejudice really quick.

I think the word stereotype fist quite well, although I'd also add associations and maybe even prejudices, which I think isn't quite the right English word but in german it means Vorurteile, basically the same exactly thing we're on about here, assuming a certain type of person or other trait based on a physical or other trait.

So yes you're absolutely right, I also think that this leads to a few things.

It leads to people staying in their own groups, you never learn that those prejudices can be wrong, and so it's a circle that's very hard to get out of.

Could also potentially lead to actual hate, since some people justify it as "keeping themselves safe" that can very quickly reveal itself as a prejudice of a group of people being viewed as particularly violent, for example I think this would be pretty easy for racist white people to say.

that's all I can think of right now!

(that's yourpart to copy and paste)

(yup Ik hehe)