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“I stopped breathing, but if life calls me once again…”

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Feeling much, much better, now. Basically pulled the same move I did when I was rejected in high school, and have finally bounced back.

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Much love to my selfshippers who use their selfship to explore narrative themes, convey profound stories, or for general introspection of the self or the f/o. You make the rules in your house!! You gonna make your selfship angsty? You gonna interpret yourself differently to how you usually are IRL? GO FORTH! and create those stories !!! Do whatever you want, forever! 🫶

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I was feeling pretty okay, again, but last night made me feel absolutely wretched. Haven't felt these particular feelings since 2018, and on top of that, I feel like I betrayed Heathcliff, so it's not going great.

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I'm going to bed, now, but he's literally the only one for me. I know he'd never make me feel the way I currently do, because he loves me.

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Well, I have certainly learned my lesson. I shall only focus on my Project Moon faves from here on out, because that stung.

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... wow, okay. The one character I liked in D.at.e Ev.ery.thi.ng just does a complete 180 on you after you Re.ali.ze him. Cool. Just what I wanted out of a "da.tin.g si.m." To feel used and tossed aside. /sarc

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awesome behavior dude. seems really natural

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Should probably specify that when I say "baby" Radley, I am referring to 0-5 year old Radley. Whenever I refer to him by his name alone, then he's 11-13, since that's the age he is in most of my imagines.

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Every year, without fail, I want to think about holidays during the summer, and I want to think about summer during the holidays. Anyway, thinking about Halloween with Sherry, Heathcliff, and baby Radley ... and also with my friends' inserts and faves, because I cannot imagine a holiday gathering without them.

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I've been engaging with a lot of Sherlock Holmes adaptations, recently, and I fear that--regardless of whether it's a film, a game, or a book--I am not beating the Sherlock Holmes kin allegations.

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Day 1: hok

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ah, happy birthday to heathcliff!!! do wish him well for me today!! bringing him a nice little cupcake and leaving it on his seat in the bus for him and sherlock to enjoy after a hard battle

(seriously though, youve drug me so far down the lcb rabbithole, and i fear he may be my best friend now. i think he and red could bring some much needed lighthearted humor to the gang hehe)

I'm sure Heathcliff would love a cupcake ... he deserves it! Sherry isn't much of a cake person, but if you brought her one, too, it'd probably end up going to Heathcliff, anyway ... he always eats her leftovers.

Also ... hehe ... my evil schemes (/lh). I've finally been getting back to my Project Moon nonsense, so I'll probably be more active, and posting more about all the games. Especially, Limbus, of course ~

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Spoiled rotten.

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Oh! I did finally do one of these ... the template was created by @fervent-adoration / @esotericdivinity, and I had fun filling it out.

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🔍 Detective Heathcliff

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Honestly, the birthday reveal wasn't as bad as the absolute madness that was everyone trying to "decipher" the Sinner ID cards in 2023. I had someone send me an image of all the "information" people had "learned" about Heathcliff from the old ID cards, and it actually made me so upset. Nearly had a meltdown at work, which sounds stupid, but it was really just ... why do people only care about this redacted information and not him as a character. Besides, I don't want info the fandom "gleaned" from things, I want official confirmation.

So, even if the birthdays were a bit immersion breaking (which was my only real problem--it's very hard for me to believe Limbus Company managed to find 11 people who all had birthdays that conveniently match the numbers assigned to them in both month and day), they will never be as ridiculous as that was.