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I miss Heathcliff ... I've been playing other games, lately, and I just ... miss him. And Project Moon in general. It's been a nice break, for sure, but it's starting to make me feel icky ...
#Canto VII should be releasing soon and I know that'll draw me back in ... but I'm going to miss Season 4#I liked Heathcliff being the focus character--even if it caused me intense emotional pain--just as much as I liked Ishmael being the focus#I know he'll get stuff in the next Season and events but ... well#I guess I'm feeling a sense of melancholy about moving onto the next chapter--I feel it every Season though#it's the memories and emotions y'know?#scattered pages
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"Open the curtains
Lights on
Don't miss a moment
Of this experiment."
#oh look at them ... they're so cute#r: that's that‚ and this is this 🌇#p: maybe there are still happy answers left for my discovery 📖#a leaf from another's book
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Actually, when you think about it, both "String Theocracy" and "Poems of a Machine" have lines that tie to Limbus.
Which "You" are you going to be?
Hm-mm-mm
Inside the mirror do you see
Someone else in that body?
^ Could be related to Mirror Worlds and Identities.
Tick tock tick tock
No need to overclock
My wish is locked
^ As stated in my original post, could be related to Dante and the Sinners being able to "Overclock" their E.G.O--and, adding to this, E.G.O is manifested based on one clinging to a strong desire or wish.
I get shivers whenever I hear the "tick tock / tick tock / no need to overclock" lyric in "Poems of a Machine" ...
#I love things like this ... it's why you can't just play any of these games once#you have to go back a few times to really connect dots#p: maybe there are still happy answers left for my discovery 📖#scattered pages
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I get shivers whenever I hear the "tick tock / tick tock / no need to overclock" lyric in "Poems of a Machine" ...
#yes I might be overthinking it but also ... *gestures at Dante and the ability for them to cause the Sinners to Overclock their E.G.O*#I am once again revising Angela's tag ... and listening to her songs just make me want to cry /pos#well ... not really /pos but it's not /neg either ... just ... emotions#p: maybe there are still happy answers left for my discovery 📖#scattered pages
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Oh, yes!! After recent things, I currently have a slot open for an ~1800 word fic! It'd be an example for my comm carrd (someday I shall actually open them ... I'm just nervous), so if you want someone to write a (free) ship fic for you, let me know!!
It could also be in the form of an art trade, if you prefer that.
#I do have unpredictable work and my energy is slowly creeping back up but I wanted to throw this out there ...#mutuals only please--all 35 of your should be moots but just to be clear /gen#you can DM me or pop into my inbox (off-anon since my anons are currently off due to ... nervous /lh)#scattered pages
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Good morning ~! I'm not sure what I'll do with my day, yet, but I hope everyone has a good one ~
#man ... haven't done a ''good morning'' post in ages ...#anyway--many things to do and little time to do them ...#I'd like to tidy my entertainment center today ... maybe reread Wings#we shall see!!#because I also want to play more Miitopia ~#scattered pages
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The ever important task of deciding which Heathlock AU I want to think about as I fall asleep ...
#was scrolling my old posts--I've been doing that a lot lately and tend to delete some of mt posts--so now it may be Paradise Lost ...#but also Childhood Friends has been on my mind ...#whichever AU I settle on I know it'll be cozy#because no matter what I'll be thinking of Heathcliff ~#scattered pages#typo
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I love when trauma makes characters messy. I love when characters don't know how to show love. I love when they lash out. I love when they're vile and break down. I love characters who aren't perfect victims. I love when stories don't excuse behaviour but allow you to understand it
#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#p: it is not down on any map; true places never are ⚓#one for the record books!
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Happy to say they are getting along well.
#Beancliff has finally moved into acceptance /lh#his little saga of not liking Plushcliff was so silly ... I love them both#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#LCBeans#scattered pages
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I'm resting up after a long day at work, but oh my goodness am I feeling motivated to do things ... hoping to get some cleaning done, but also I need to finally tackle books I've been putting off reading. And I want to draw some more, too ... I can feel myself slowly feeling more like my usual self, and it's making me so happy.
#been feeling many positive emotions lately which is very refreshing#I had an amazing day at work--even if I came back tired I felt like I was focused and I didn't have any mental/emotional spirals#and it's starting to feel like autumn too ... everything just feels so nice right now#scattered pages
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Bundled up in clean sheets ...
#I am home from work and have a couple chores to do ... but Plushcliff makes everything okay#my little guy ...#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#scattered pages
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I love that poll going around because I've seen three of my trusted friends and mutuals include Fau.st in some way. We don't appreciate racist behavior here, no matter how "pretty" she is.
#I need to update my BYF/DNI because I think I'll probably block anyone who ships with her at this point#I'm just not comfortable with it ... especially after someone I was close to defended the WN dialogue and said it was funny#and also said Heathcliff was a ''stupid man of color who breaks stuff'' when he isn't ... not if you read the actual in-game dialogue#the one bit of ''breaking stuff'' that was ''a problem'' involving him was caused by him DODGING AN ENEMY AND THE ENEMY BROKE THE ITEM#anyway. uh. yeah.#it's not enough to be critical of her anymore#because that was denying it#and telling me to my face the character I consider my boyfriend is stupid#which. y'know. imagine for a moment someone was saying that about your real partner#e: e'en hell hath its peculiar laws 🧪#scattered pages
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Pick an S/I!
#yeah this poll can go here ... since I openly admit Eva and Sherry are self inserts#anyway considering I've had someone say the fandom would ship Sherry × Faust I know EXACTLY what would happen#Sherry would (1) harshly turn her down--I mean‚ she constantly belittles and insults Sherry's ACTUAL love interest and that's reason enough#and (2) she'd be sure to point out how her identity doesn't align with Faust's in the slightest#^ this point is especially important given the anons I got in the past--I will not apologize for being uncomfortable with my SELF insert--#--being paired with someone that contradicts her identity#thank you very much#polls
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I always feel so happy when I fall asleep while dwelling on one character, then wake up and immediately find myself imagining a comforting scenario with Heathcliff.
#it's always so nice ... I get scared I'll lose interest in him but he never lets that fear come true#there's certain things I'm only comfortable imagining with him too--any other character doesn't produce the same levels of comfort/intimacy#like with cuddles or general domestic thoughts ...#he's perfect#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#scattered pages
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Hellbat sent me some new Heathcliff fanart, earlier, and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it ... I miss him so much.
#I call him ''the love of my life'' a lot these days and ... well ... it's true if I'm being honest#I have very specific headcanons about him--including some identity headcanons--that are very special and important to me#maybe someday I'll share them here ... I just get nervous ;;#I did update my carrd a bit today to ask for a tag on any canon x canon ship with him because I've realized he's the only one--#--I really get that jealous/protective over#I feel like my experiences this last year have really cemented him as an ''ultimate main'' when it comes to my faves#I'd like to elaborate on it a bit more when I have more time and don't need to be going to bed ...#for now just know he's really dear to me--words alone cannot properly convey how much I adore him#the Book of Hellbat 🦇#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#scattered pages
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Onto better things ... look at how much damage Ishmael did to Fairy Gentleman during my Mirror Dungeon, last night.
#Yi Sang also got off an 800+ damage attack on a different boss so let's just say I love Sinking now /lh#I actually don't have any status I dislike using--I just suffer from needing to always run Heathcliff so I haven't tried Burn or--#--any specific damage type teams#even though I could with the damage types ... should try it sometime soon#for now though ... ProjMoon give me a Burn Heathcliff ID please ... I want to see why my friends love it so much#p: it is not down on any map; true places never are ⚓#Into the Inferno 🚇#blood tw#tw blood#scattered pages
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Wait ... I can finally say it. I can finally just say that I genuinely hate Fa.ust. The Walpur.gisna.cht scene I refer to all the time aside, she has also hidden logs from Hea.thcliff on multiple occasions, added notes about how what he says in them isn't what actually happens (which seems to lead me to the conclusion this woman doesn't know shit about literary devices, but it's always his logs she comes to make these comments on), AND has made multiple comments about his intelligence--I believe there's one line where she says something like, "That's the first intelligent/correct thing you've said, Hea.thcliff."
Say what you will, it feels like she deliberately targets him.
#I've been suppressing my dislike of her for months ;;#the worst thing is that because she's a ''genius'' everyone goes along with her#and I'm sorry but just because you're smart doesn't mean you're exempt from being an asshole#*heavy sigh*#I had to get that off my chest--it's been weighing on me for ages#e: e'en hell hath its peculiar laws 🧪#scattered pages
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