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Lack of time and desire for gardening updates. =^.^=

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Mallows

Some are from a flower mix, and one is a "weed" that appeared on the lawn and stayed there. The ones by the fence are growing higher and higher.

July - August, 2025

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Cat? <3

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Phytophthora infestans

I said I would be transporting tomatoes in a wheelbarrow this year. So. Two wheelbarrows have already been transported. XD

Phytophthora infestans has caused rot, and 90% of them are going to be thrown away. The reason for this was a very rainy summer with cool nights. I didn't use any sprays.

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Fixed (Tennis racket grip) ^^

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Hibiscus moscheutos

Bought quite recently. Now they are thriving in such surroundings.

16.08.2025

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New things in the yard

30.07.2025

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My room and the snow falling outside...

02.02.2025

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Creation is a testament

“Creation is a testament to happiness and respect. Throwing away creation is a sign of doubt and contempt to your self.”

~ Golgaaryol, 23.02.2025

Working on passion is a reflection of the meaning of life. The things that have flowed from creativity have always been carriers of the soul.

Writing that it has no meaning was doubting the meaning of one's own life, so it was invalidating oneself.

from

Extinguishing One, Ignites Another

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My tomatoes

Unfortunately - a twist of fate - when I finally made a watering barrel, I don't have to use it at all; It rains almost every day, which causes the tomatoes to rot.

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It's almost beautiful. Almost, because almost all of them are turned toward the neighbor.

(23.07.2025)

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Moment

I think about how meaningless my life is I see an insect on a flower And the world stops for that moment

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Cetonia aurata

(7.08.2025)

I'm creating a collection and it will be available on Patreon with free access.

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From the things that stuck in my memory. I followed the creation of these drawings and the depth behind this story. I still remember.

Rest of the collection.

Do not remember what the names were.

They are not in chronological order, sorry 😅

Was still new to drawing Avali during that time, so there were anatomical inconsistencies along the way. Each of these drawings had personal challenges/experiments to explore new drawing skills, before stress caught up and got me downed.

Avali species by RyuujinZERO.

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Not many read through the Walls.

Being an actor in one role is like resting on your laurels or in disappointment after playing one scene.

Playing multiple roles requires talent, development, adaptation, and flexibility.

Awareness about the actor and the role played. So many people find this fact easy to bear.

Breaking the Fourth Wall changes the meaning of the role played.

What can an actor do when abstraction meets realism?

Keeping an open secret could maintain so much meaning.

The masks fell.

What's next?

Will you be able to renew your character? And the false world that fell apart like a broken mirror?

Or will you change the theater? Trying to deceive another unaware people.

Faith, it's nice for them.

It's so hard for me.

It's all just theater.

What I despise is not the world of fiction, but the faith in its existence as divorced from realism.

After all, art is about being noticed as a real being.

Not many read through the Walls.

~ Golgaaryol

from; https://www.deviantart.com/qahnareen/art/When-the-psychologist-is-the-enemy-1066216406

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I don't know when I'll get back to drawing. It's hard to find new projects; I'd like to finish old ones, but I can't. I'm suffering from severe weakness, and take a lot of medication and painkillers, but no longer have the energy to do anything after work.

After the death of Of The Wilds, I decided to create more profiles. What's holding me back from publishing my writing is… the lack of a cover.

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Cherry and oxheart tomatoes, and pattypan squash. (12.07.2025)