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smashes head against wall. sorry im never actually here, im not kidding when i say that i have about three to four hours worth of homework every day to do, not even counting actually bloody studying. dont even get me started on my job that im about to start up on the weekends oh my god
#tj posts /#although i *am* getting work done on atkb#literally every morning while i wait for the bus for school i like#open the document and write stuff down#or in the bus back home or school breaks. lmao#i think next chapter is gonna slap. totally#(affirmation) or smth lmao
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IM SICK AND HIGH ON PAINKILLERS BUT HERES CHAPTER 14 LETS GO
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ATKB is my drug. I adore it, thank you.
FOUR MONTHS LATER BUT I HOPE THE NEW UPDATES STILL MAKES IT YOUR DRUG <3333
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Hey there, are you okay??
i mean yeah well you know uh ah o hehoh e
#YES IM OKAY HELLO#i had to move to a new pc and phone some time ago and. forgot the passwords for my tumblr LMAOOO#bless the soul of my best friend Alex#he saved my ass tho it took some time#anyways im back this time (i swear im not gonna ghost my tumblr again)#had a fun summer and now im back on the grind w school and fics </3#HOPE YOUVE ALL BEEN WELL#MISSED THIS PLACE though im barely on LOL#blame my anxiety for it as well#(it hates social media)#tj gets asked qs /#anonymous asks /
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HAHA did i say the end of the week? how about more, anyway chapter 11 !
next chapter is written out for traitor knows best <3 just gotta edit it and hoping to upload it by tomorrow night!
#a traitor knows best /#tj posts /#if the ending seems rushed no it doesnt#i would like to apologise for the fact that i keep dissapeaaring but i apologise too much#its hard atm to find a balance between my hobbies and social and work lives so :(#it doesnt help that my headmates need time out as well guh#anyway ill be back soon thank you for anyone reading this i appreciate you so much <3
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dear lord sorry for disappearing once again. exam season has begun and i need to finish several essays etc etc, new chapter dropping by the end of this week though!
#i am so. so tired#tj posts /#not ignoring any messages just exhausted#and my free time has been taken up by playing games/writing fics for other ships
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1.5k words for the next chapter 🥳 hoping to hit 3k by the end of tomorrow!
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okayyy apparently she doesnt have a little sister as far as i can see, but honestly. i might just give her that for this scene bc LOL
ay updates on atkb? hope youre alright <3
yes hi!!! im alright, got caught up with studying and my irl social life @_@ have a little tid bit of the chapter- still a wip, ofc, so i might change some stuff :)
#also for some little angst im planning for the... subplots i guess? that the others r dealing w#atkb!spoilers#a traitor knows best /
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@thesexythighsofthebatman
right??? i used to watch gameplays way back in the days and fell in love with it! its got such a wonderful charm to it- really makes me feel things. it helps that the artstyle is incredible, i really do love the 2d cutscenes!
currently replaying it, trying to get all the collectibles i missed in my first run. cant believe i missed some- which were SO obvious.
ok i will admit, i have been playing alice madness returns as well(when im not suffering because of bloody economics) and been brainstorming a hp au with draco being the focus, aaaa with other drarry and other fandom fics. if i could only plop the stories out of my mind and into the word documents sighs
#tj posts /#doesnt help that i immediatelly thought 'oh what if d was in alices place' after i finished it HBWDHBDHW#still brainstorming for it and wondering if i wanna give it a shot other than the like. little tidbits i wrote for it
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ok i will admit, i have been playing alice madness returns as well(when im not suffering because of bloody economics) and been brainstorming a hp au with draco being the focus, aaaa with other drarry and other fandom fics. if i could only plop the stories out of my mind and into the word documents sighs
#tj posts /#absolutely overwhelmed with wip ideas but at least i have time to write them out!#even if its a bit too much at times lol
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ay updates on atkb? hope youre alright <3
yes hi!!! im alright, got caught up with studying and my irl social life @_@ have a little tid bit of the chapter- still a wip, ofc, so i might change some stuff :)
#atkb!spoilers#tj gets asked qs /#anonymous asks /#im going to the library wednesday so i can study + get some progress done on atkb <3#just wanted to get another change of pov bc it felt like it was needed#after d's breakage ykno?#cant remember if pa nsy had a sister or not and i added it there so i might take it out if she doesnt LUL
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@input-output-efficient i am <33 and im much better, ty <3
oh my god i cant wait to see what it will be - though no pressure, of course!
(and they will be, trust me. even if draco might get a break every now and then, his peace will be shattered wuite easily lol)
You know what? I’ve waited this moment for so long. It’s really hard to find someone to talk about malfoycest these days. I’m glad I crashed upon your Lucius/draco fic on ao3.
Here’s my thought. you just exposed the ultimate form of malfoycest; no love, no affection, just pure lust and immorality and in-betweens; the most realistic and canonical way to start an incestuous relationship. i think my sickening desire is at the top level, my tapeworms gladly gobbled down all the nutrition, I’m on all four ape shitting on every words you typed. Thank you and fuck you.
I can’t describe the feelings of seeing draco slowly leaving his denial stage on every chapter while lucius doesn’t even moving from being a sadistic asshole. That’s the juice. That’s the juice.
Not to be creep or anything, but I think you should check my profile. I draw a LOT of them. I also offer you a friendship…moreover, i see you’re ok with fanarts of your fics, I’m thinking about making one for ATKB..ehehh..love and peace ;_;
OH MY GOD 😭 please your support for my fic is so absolutely amazig gahhh thank you <333 i will gladly check your profile - ill give a follow from my main @maybe-im-mental-bruv !
also if youre ever gonna make some atkb fanart i WILL cry (out of happiness) youre too nice <333
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Weird Thoughts on Lucius' Visuals
Well, i knew Lucius from a supposedly porn comic series on Deviantart. That's just fucked up to think about sometimes.
Let's talk about Jason's Interferences. Yes, he's potentially yassifiedable for being a slick and dramatic character in the books, but he's not supposed to have long hair...You know the L'oreal memes, basically all the hair-related memes...those are my tween-age cornerstone lmao.
Movie Lucius look is mostly based on Jason Isaacs' Preferences. This image's authority is questionable, it's not mine either, but i think it resembles what i imagined in the books
He's a racist character, Jason thought, which makes clear of him to not dressed like muggles (or pretty much like Arthur Weasley and possibly other protagonists). This later shaped his major movie looks. He asked for longer hair to distinguish him from Draco, he also asked for exaggerated coat, and of course, THE CANE! Yes, Jason Isaacs literally carried the whole Lucius' character on the screen. He designed his character, played his character, even asked JK to make a final statement for Lucius in Deathly Hallows because he's supposed to not appear anymore, She granted it eventually.
For me it's very obvious. I love to see artists being passionate about their lifeworks. I didnt blame Jason Isaacs for being a good looking person and i understand some fans really foreseeing it first (i am too honestly). But i think that is the ultimate juice about Lucius' character on the screen, It's just really cool...
Oh if only i have better words to explain all my love for him arghh..it's just not enough..
Move on to the fanarts. Most of them are either gay looking or daddy looking like the image i showed you earlier. There's no hate on that...i might have some preferences, but more on that later..
I noticed some platforms/regions have their unique visualization styles. Tumblr is just being tumblr, so is twitter, instagram, they actually have quite similar artist culture. Deviantart and Livejournal archives was obviously legendary. TikTok is also unique for being a short video platform, i've seen numerous Lucius/Jason edit in thirst trap manner, which i happened hard consuming it. Russian fans are likely prone to rare ships like malfoycest, Chinese fans are surprisngly active on hp fandom despite being shown only in mainland platforms, and i've seen some good stuffs coming from Japanese hp artists. I'ts questionable whether there's actually official anime illustration of Harry Potter in japan or if it's just being a regional trend. but i often seen him being drawn in white hair instead of blond (Draco and Narcissa is still drawn blond anyway). i don't know why i liked it...
Personaly i want to see more of Lucius in dynamic clothing (very much like Draco) which explain why i love him in Deathly Hallows part 1 so much. in this case i'd refer to Pelegrin-tn and Opalchalice. their photo manipulations are my favorite.
As for my personal art direction, you'll often see me keeping his stubble from DH and umm in other case might be his post-azkaban mental instability...for noble purposes...HAHAH, but i also have a thing for making his hair wavy rather than straight, i did also love to imagine his hair cut shoulder-short like Severus.
that's really pretty much it from me..
#ABSOLUTELY OBESSSED WITH THIS POST#its so interesting to see the different interpretations and designs of lucius#the one in my mind definitely follows the movie because HELLO? ITS SO GOOD#and like. a light stubble#also 'true yassification' literally crying and screaming#long post /#lucius malfoy#your art is icnredible btw im going to spam reblog in a while thats a certain fact
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You know what? I’ve waited this moment for so long. It’s really hard to find someone to talk about malfoycest these days. I’m glad I crashed upon your Lucius/draco fic on ao3.
Here’s my thought. you just exposed the ultimate form of malfoycest; no love, no affection, just pure lust and immorality and in-betweens; the most realistic and canonical way to start an incestuous relationship. i think my sickening desire is at the top level, my tapeworms gladly gobbled down all the nutrition, I’m on all four ape shitting on every words you typed. Thank you and fuck you.
I can’t describe the feelings of seeing draco slowly leaving his denial stage on every chapter while lucius doesn’t even moving from being a sadistic asshole. That’s the juice. That’s the juice.
Not to be creep or anything, but I think you should check my profile. I draw a LOT of them. I also offer you a friendship…moreover, i see you’re ok with fanarts of your fics, I’m thinking about making one for ATKB..ehehh..love and peace ;_;
OH MY GOD 😭 please your support for my fic is so absolutely amazig gahhh thank you <333 i will gladly check your profile - ill give a follow from my main @maybe-im-mental-bruv !
also if youre ever gonna make some atkb fanart i WILL cry (out of happiness) youre too nice <333
#please the 'thank you and fuck you' FELT#and *i* am the writer#sometimes i look over atkb and think 'hey op what the fuck?' HAHA#please your ask is absolutely amazing i would print it if i could#tj gets asked qs /#input-output-efficient#ooooh cool url!
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heres a little doodle of atkb draco i did today :) back from my break !
#tj posts /#a traitor knows best /#a bit rusty with my art. havent drawn in quite a while#poor baby hes so tired :(#im back from my break now <3 might dissapear here and now though as i am back studying. guh
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apologies but im gonna extend my little break. me and my mother had a very terrible fight and i will need to stay off the internet for a while
just wanted to give ahead up i will be off for a few more days! two days, or until the weekend. got some exams, and my brain is absolutely fried from studying so much.
#why do i still keep contact with her i have no idea#tj posts /#i am alright cosidering everything but also mentally in shambles so.#will be thinking about atkb in the mean time
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just wanted to give ahead up i will be off for a few more days! two days, or until the weekend. got some exams, and my brain is absolutely fried from studying so much.
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