toddkax-is-canon
toddkax-is-canon
KAX'S BLOOG
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toddkax blog... yume! doubles DNI. respectfully
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toddkax-is-canon · 2 months ago
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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Imagine you and your f/o getting lost in each other's eyes !
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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My f/o laying on top of me like a weighted blanket would fix me
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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Your f/o is your biggest cheerleader.
If you battle depression or any disability, they'll celebrate each tiny step like cleaning up, groceries, even getting up on bad days. They're here to remind you about your meds/water, to sit beside you on bad days no questions asked, to hold your hand through scary things.
If you're struggling with work/school they'll be sitting beside you to help you solve the problems, or be there when you need something warm to drink. They'll converse with you, complain about your boss/teachers if they frustrate you, listen as you explain a topic you struggle with to them (rubber duck method, google it/nf)
If you're traveling far away, they're here to chatter, be by your side, and making the most out of any situation, even if you two get lost god knows where. Imagine them cuddling you on the train/bus/airplane at night, with you two looking out of the window and dozing off.
They see you, and they love you. They want to see you thrive, but they're here for the whole journey, not just the easy parts.
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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Oh my ggood
definitely don't imagine your f/o reading aloud to you. don't imagine being tucked into their side, their arm draped around your shoulder, fingers tracing patterns on the crown of your head. also, don't imagine having your head laid on their chest, listening to their heartbeat and the soft thrum of their voice as they read the words from the page. don't imagine how the soft glow of light from the floor lamp that hangs above you casts golden contours over their profile. don't imagine how warm they are or how good they smell. definitely do not do that.
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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Todd wakes up before me, and I mean like before me. Like when I wake up he's already showered, got dressed and prepared breakfast for both of us. He won't dare to eat before I get up, because he feels like it'd be rude (I literally dgaf but he doesn't listen ♡♡). He normally cooks something simple like potatoes or sausage for breakfast, since he cant cook very well. He would cook bacon or pancakes but he knows I don't like them, and he doesn't want to make two different meals since I might wake up and he'd feel bad making me wait to eat.
Me and Todd take our meds together, me being my adhd and autism, him being... just autism. I commonly forget my night ones, so Todd reminds me. He always tells me to set reminders on my phone, but I never listen to him. (😭)
Todd loves messing with me. When I do my makeup everyday for school, he'll pester me on how I don't need them, and smudge my makeup just to annoy me. (It's also how he cheers me up, like when I'm feeling insecure about my weight, he'll tease me in a way that doesn't bring me down.)
If it's a schoolday/workday, he's NOT happy with me. I already struggle getting up but like imagine getting up with puppyboy3000 whining at you like a mutt and on the verge of tears cause he's gonna miss you (just for him to LITERALLY TEXT ME while im gone). He always jokingly offers to help me cheat when i have a test, but obviously never plans on giving the answers to me. He packs me lunch, and he always puts a cheesy note about how he loves me and hopes I have a good day.
If it's like a weekend, he'll tackle me right back to bed right after we eat. He lays with me for a bit, while we chat and cuddle. He'll put on some YouTube documentary on something we both had no clue about as background noise, but we both end up getting really invested in the video most of the time. When we decide to get up (normally around 11am), we commonly just stay in. Our home days include:
1. We'll play video games together, or if he wants to play single player games, I'll just watch while chatting with him.
2. I'll let him nap on me while I play on my phone, some stupid mobile game, or ill text my friend.
If It's a schoolday, and im getting home, he's immediately at my side like a mutt, asking how my day was and asking if I'm hungry. He likes to draw when I'm away, and I like to draw at school, and we show eachother all of our doodles. We'll basically do what we do on weekends (video games, cuddles) until it's what we deem 'bedtime.'
Nights are a little hard for Todd, but we have a routine to keep a sense of comfort running. It's around 11pm or 12am when we go to bed, and we'll run a bath. We sit together in the bath, on opposite sides. I'd wash his hair first, then he'd wash mine. Basically, we'd take turns washing eachother down. He always teases me on how I get all misty-eyed and soft.
After that, we get dressed together, except I normally borrow some of his clothes to sleep in. We sleep in the same bed, and he'd put on some dumb show like House MD or Young Sheldon, but this time it was actually background noise. We'd hold eachother and 'watch' until we both fell asleep.
our home is a mess. not a food mess, but like craft mess. Most of it is me surprisingly. i mean sure Todd is terrible about leaving out clothes and cigs but i am a nightmare when it comes to my crafts. I just have all my shit in the middle of the living room for my junk journal and sweet boy is just fine with it because he loves me ♡♡.
Our decor / furniture is really random. Because its clear I was going for a vibe, but Todd just sometimes buys things he likes without thinking whether it fits at all 😭
I really like having like 30 different mugs, and Todd just has two. It's clear which ones are whos because mine are all like Lisa Frank colorful and his are like faded so the patterns just GONE.
he knows i LOVE LOVE LOVE skating, but he also has NO clue how. Sometimes I'll ask if we could go to the roller rink as a date, and he agrees nervously LOL. The whole time, he just wobbles around and trips on me while im elegantly gliding across the floor like an expert 💔
After we both tire out, (he tires out first, and he just stands by the wall and chats to me when I stop next to him.) we'll sit by the little dispensers and buy like stupid toys and gumballs while eating the shitty cardboard-like pizza from the rink, sipping on slushies we (he) bought.
I think his age regression would likely be involuntary and start after his first mission with Jack (he was a little scared of the amount of gun violence used.) And he doesn’t know why he does it and likely wouldn’t know about it as a coping mechanism/ trauma response and just think it’s something “weird” he does :<
he keeps it private bc he’s afraid of people taking him less seriously than they already do or using it to make fun of him or something. It even took him a while to admit to ME that he was an age regressor.
i think the age he would regress to would probably be around 5-6, but could fluctuate depending on the day hes been having. all that really matters to him is getting to enjoy being small and safe in his CG's arms! (Me)
POKEMON!! he doesn't remember much about his childhood but he remembers pokemon dolls and watching the show. Since he's trans, he also remembers being forced to have monster high dolls, but he'd never play with them. Whenever he's little, he makes me turn on pokemon for a bit (he has screen time... I can't let a TODDLER have so much screen activity!!)
Playing with bugs!!!! he wasn’t allowed to play with bugs when he was little without getting yelled at or being called gross since he was a girl, so when he regresses he’s able to let himself have that time to play and be curious without punishment. he would go looking for caterpillars on a rainy day and just hold them for a little while and I'd have to stand in the rain for him :,)
I don’t think he really uses onesies or kiddish pajamas, but he definitely uses a pacifier. for sleep he likes to sleep in bigger shirts and some soft pants. (Maybe even one of my old shirts //w//)
He doesn't regress for long, maybe a couple hours, but if you ask him, he'd say it felt like the whole day.
He loves loves LOVES to cook but he's absolutely dogshit at it. Like he's always cooking meals for me and it's like burnt or something. I'm sorry Todd you asked me to be honest.
He really likes to attempt whatever I'm interested in. Like he'll try to scrapbook like mine but he's not that great at it 💔💔
He also really likes to sing. He's actually surprisingly REALLY good at it! Like imagine Todd singing Taylor swift and hitting the high notes better than Taylor herself can. Yeah that's him
He's really bad with words. Not like stuttering (although he does that too) but like "code box" (safe) "body cleaner" (SOAP??)
He really likes soft music, like cavetown and Alex g, but also likes Taylor swift and like Olivia rodrigo . (Fag)
He really likes cats, like BEGGED me to get one. We have a 2 year old cat named Galli (French in Latin is gallico. I'm French teehee)
Todd can't keep his mouth shut for SHIT uncle Jack tells him to keep a secret as soon as he gets home he's dumping paragraphs into my ears. He'll do it about anything too because why has this faggot made a pokemon oc AND WHY IS IT SO INTERESTING?
Todd will act like really dramatically whenever someone mentions a topic that makes me upset because. Like. Why is this idiot covering my ears and glaring at someone everytime they mention weight loss or beauty standards.
Our song is sailor song!!! We both listened to it before and then we started singing it together and now it's like a song we associate with eachother ^_^
I associate Todd with a mutt, obviously- because look at those PUPPY EYES!!! He's so adorable, and his curious, yet soft nature reminds me of a pup.
Chores would be really really time consuming for both of us. He doesn't like to clean and neither do I. I think he'd put like music on and make it a competition since I'm super competitive. Like who can put away more dishes 3 2 1 go!!
He's the boss KING of correcting people when they misgender me. This bitch is like "oh hes a boy, not a girl" EVERY time someone calls me a she. Always amazing at comforting me and calling me a boy. Loves loves LOVES getting me masc clothes ♡♡
Todd 100% smokes but 100% hates when I even mention smoking or wanting to smoke
Todd loves loves bugs and we have like a fucking beetle on our dresser named junie. This fag literally has a little terrarium. Also we still kept his spider Poppy.... cuties (junie and poppy DONT get along.)
We steal eachothers clothes 24/7. On a date he'll be wearing my baggy jeans (they look not-baggy on him ♡♡) and I'll be wearing his shirt (absolutely huge on me)
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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for those of us who have an f/o with trauma;
just know that they're so grateful for you. they don't know where they would be in their healing journey without you. you've done more for them than you could ever know. the way you help them through their emotions and bad days, the way you accommodate their needs to make them comfortable when something is upsetting them. they're so lucky to have someone like you in their lives
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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reminder that ur f/o is only attracted to u so there’s no possible way they would cheat on u/ leave u <3
like they literally think ur the hottest person ever..
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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I'm sick rn. Where are the cameras
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your f/o taking care of you when you're sick >>>>>
giving you cough syrup, getting you anything you need, trying every home remedy to make you feel better.
"let's get you some tea. how about a popsicle to make your throat feel better? do you need a blanket? a hot compress?"
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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MY INTRO!!!
KAX / JESSE / HOWDIE !!!
HE / THEY / IT / XE !!
UNSHARING TODD ALQUIST YUME !!
DNI todd alquist yumes. I hate doubles, respectfully
AUDHD, RSD, GAD, EDD - pls be patient
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toddkax-is-canon · 3 months ago
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imagine smooching your f/o's face a million times until they're dizzy and have hearts spinning around their head and they can't walk straight and instead stumble out of the room and oh my god they're so in love. they're so in love with you what did you do to them. help them
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