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I’ve been up to stuff you probably wouldn’t approve of…think I need a punishment

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mmm, yeah? elaborate an' i'll think 'bout it

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I’m meeting up with my friends tomorrow !! I’m taking it as an excuse to dress up nice and pretty

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hah, y'wanna show me yer lil outfit?

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respondin' t'asks in a bit, kiddos. promise. 'til then, how 'bout ya tell dad what you've been up t'the past couple days?

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Brutal tough love needed:

Like real solid advice from someone who doesn’t give a fuck.

I been in a marriage for several years with a man, who only acknowledges me affectionately for sex. Has an extremely intense sex requirement list. Who now wants to add a third person saying it’ll help with my request for non-sexual affection because to him I’m not worth the effort.

I have PTSD from some shit I won’t go into, this is a punchline for him. I stopped seeing my therapist because after every appointment I came home to hear. “Here we go.. trauma.. ohh My mommy used to try and auction me to older men… an I never got over it boo-boo.” The line kills me.

Most days I want to just expire because I wonder if I’m too broken to be worth anything.

Even if I touch him, he jerks away from me and makes fake spasms and squeals. “Trauma oh my trauma.” He says mental health is fake and all I do is seek attention.

Part of his sex requirements is that I wear a tail during, even if it hurts. He said he is more than happy to force it in. That if I don’t wear it I don’t love him. I am humiliated constantly because he makes me do things he laughs and makes fun of me for.

I honestly can’t do this anymore, and I can’t just leave.

Be blunt.

Be ruthless.

Tell me what I should do?

alright, well. y'asked me fer my honest opinion so i ain't sugar coatin' it even though this ain't gonna be pleasant t'hear.

that man doesn't love you. it's not even a matter of he does but he doesn't know how to show it — he just doesnt. the way you've described it to me, sounds like he sees ya as nothin' more than a sex object, cause y'dont treat someone y'love like that no matter how skewed yer perception of love is. he's a grown man and knows his basic right from wrongs, don't he? y'know how many times it's a fuckin' lie when a man asks to bring a third person into the relationship? i'm not discreditin' a real polygamous relationship cause they're fine, but if i had t'guess this man's intentions, it's the start of the end of yer relationship. he's either gonna phase y'out or thinks he just found a way t'cheat on ya right t'yer face so he can have his cake an' eat it too.

but guess what, kiddo. great thing is, men are replaceable. and y'wont have t'look hard t'find someone better than him. any man who would use yer trauma against ya, force sexual acts upon ya, emotionally abuse ya, or any of the other shit hes doin' to ya does not need access to ya in any sort of capacity.

i know a big part of marriages stayin' together despite treatment like this is because y'made a promise and yer tryin' to honor it and not give up but let me tell y'somethin'. there's a very real chance that man will never change and yer just gonna waste what time y'have left tryin' to finish the job his parents clearly never did. y'aint a babysitter, yer s'posed to be a wife. y'deserve better. i know it, you know it, hell HE prolly knows it and just hopes y'never come t'yer senses and settle fer what he's givin' ya.

fuck that, fuck him. leave him, baby doll. so what if y'don't find a man right away and y'have to spend some time alone. use that time to recharge, t'heal, t'prioritise yerself. y'aint losin' much, i promise. but he's losin' what could've been a great fuckin' relationship if he'd known how t'act right. thats all y'gotta tell yerself. if you leave, you win.. remember that 'kay? and i know y'said y'can't just leave, but what's stoppin' ya? serious question, not bein' sarcastic. we'll figure it out, long as yer willin' to try

love ya. do what ultimately makes y'happy, but i want t'see y'do better fer yerself

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FISHiguro. 😒🙄

yeah, what's up kiddo?

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you always seem to attract such nice people on here that you (for the most part, i think) get along with, but i want to know if there's any type of person you don't want to be around? 'n specific too !! also i love you sm, i'm gonna take a very loving bite out of you<333

[you too admin!! ilysm and i hope youre doing alright, sending you sm love(*σ´ｪ｀)σ]

mm, i haven't met anyone on here yet who i haven't gotten along with but i guess if i had t'describe someone i'd hate... prolly someone who never has anythin' good t'say. always complainin', always lookin' t'start an argument, always the victim in some way or 'nother. like shit, i get there's a lot of things in this life t'complain about, but if y'aint gonna do sum'n to fix it and ya just wanna sit here and bitch, shut the hell up. y'know? and 'specially if it's someone who takes every damn thing personally like yer life revolves around them an' therefore everything ya do will effect them. y'breathe wrong near them an' all of a sudden they're cryin' and expectin' y'to apologise. grow a fuckin' backbone, lol. and i ain't just talkin' about people who are sensitive — sensitive is fine and cute, it's victim complex chronic complainin' main character syndrome type people that make me me wanna punch 'em in the mouth

[MWAH MWAH ilysm and i am sending you so much love back!! ]

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now where are those kisses I was promised :P

ah, yer right. my mistake, kiddo

pulls y'close and presses a smooch t'yer lips

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currently having an oral fixation…can i…can i suck it til i fall asleep? :333

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'course, baby doll. could never say no t'an offer like that

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I am officially off my period and now can and WILL be dicked down 🤍 can you put me in a mating press please <33

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hah, woulda put y'in a matin' press even while y'were on it, baby. but sure, since ya asked nicely

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You make me sound so pathetic … and I SOMEWHAT am, sort of. You’re lucky I find you so handsome and I’m not apposed to having my head resting on your thighs for a few hours.

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yer pathetic in a cute way, s'don't be ashamed

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Its one of the hardest colleges to get into, im a genius so it was easy for me im also studying psychology-bambi

mm, harvard? stanford? baby doll, i'm realisin' now i dont even know that many colleges. hah. yer talkin' to a man with an eleventh grade education. either way, m'proud of ya. tell me if i got one of 'em right

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coming back home from vacation in a few hrs, i'm so sad 💔

poor kiddo, did ya at least have some fun?

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first few weeks of college and im already tired </3 I need a break already :(

poor kiddo, y'got this though. yer a smart one ain't ya? s'how y'got there in the first place. make yerself a lil schedule and give yerself a few hours each day t'unwind and do sum'n you like doin' so y'dont burn out

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You should be honored! You're the one I like to be a brat to the most. Everyone else gets nice and sweet 🍬. You bring out my inner brat. Now... chewchewchews your hand

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yeah yeah, real honored that y'chose me t'constantly be the one t'have to beat yer ass. hah. m'just playin' kiddo. keeps me on my toes, don't mind it

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Sorry I been gone so long bubba,but guess what college I got into!!-bambi

mmm, there's a lot of colleges baby doll. how 'bout y'narrow it down fer me a lil? don't have t'give yer location away but just the general area

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Yeah yeah you’ll need me on a leash. Bet you’d have a lot of fun with that wouldn’t you. >:(

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heh, yeah, i would. yank y'round and make ya sit at my feet fer entertainment. wave m'cock in yer face and watch ya drool 'cause i haven't given y'permission yet. got me laughin' just thinkin' about it

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i got my period, would you still eat me out?

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sure would, m'a grown man. little blood don't scare me none