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( OOC. )          hey guys.     arlo here.     i’m really sorry i haven’t been active lately,  i’m back to working & it’s hard to muster up the energy to post much.     i’m not on hiatus but i’m not really going to be posting much?     maybe i will when the spirit moves me.     stan is very much still present in my life.

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      and as the world comes to an end       i’ll be here to hold your hand   —

                                       ‘CAUSE YOU’RE MY KING AND I’M YOUR LIONHEART. 

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I want out, I'm beyond sick of this world, someone get me out of here, stars above, lord above take pity on me for once in your goddamn life

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i’ve really spent years pretending i’m not thirsty for love

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3:00 am // finding hope

photo by aral tasher

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cough syrup // young the giant

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vibe check! (bursts into tears)

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going to bed sad and waking up still sad is a different type of hurt

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acoustic cover of me crying

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CHARACTER  TRUTHS !

BOLD :    always  /  often.     italics :    sometimes. none :    rarely.     strikethrough :    never  /  does not apply.

1.     SMOKING :    the  action  or  habit  of  inhaling  &  exhaling  the  smoke  of  tobacco  or  a  drug. 2.     binge  drinking :    the  consumption  of  an  excessive  amount  of  alcohol  in  a  short  period  of  time. 3.     drug  abuse :    the  habitual  taking  of  illegal  drugs. 4.     NAIL  BITING :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  anxiety  /  tension. 5.     LIP  BITING :   a  common  body  language  sign  of anxiety  /  tension. 6.     NIGHT  OWL :    a  person  who  is  habitually  active  or  wakeful  at  night. 7.     early  bird :    a  person  who  rises,   arrives,   or  acts  before  the  usual  or  expected  time. 8.     negative  attitude :    a philosophy of approaching life with criticism & pessimism. 9.     positive  attitude :   a  philosophy  of  approaching  life  with  optimism  &  confidence. 10.   SWEARING :    the  use  of  offensive  language. 11.   superstitious :    an  irrational  belief  that  an  object,   action,   or  circumstance  not  logically  related  to  a  course  of  events  influences  its  outcome. 12.   inspecting  fingernails :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  boredom. 13.   SCRATCHING  NECK :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  uncertainty. 14.   FOOT / FINGER  TAPPING :    a  common  body  language  sign  of stress  /  impatience. 15.   nose  touch :   a  subtle  body  language  sign  of  deceit. 16.   flipping  hair :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  craving  attention. 17.   twirling  hair :   a  common  body  language  sign  of  flirtation. 18.   CRACKING  KNUCKLES :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness. 19.   hands  behind  back :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  confidence. 20.   finger  pointing :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  authority. 21.   hands  on  hips :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness. 22.   HANDS  IN  POCKETS :   a  common  body  language  sign  of  mistrust  /  reluctance. 23.   FREQUENT  TOUCH :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  warmth  /  familiarity. 24.   throat  clearing :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  rejection  /  doubt. 25.   JAW - CLENCHING :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  hostility. 26.   EYE - ROLLING :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  irritation. 27.   HEAD - TILT :    a  common  body  language  sign  of  interest. 28.   WHISTLING :    to  emit  a  high - pitched  sound  by  forcing  breath  through  a  small  hole  between  one’s  lips  or  teeth ;   usually  to  a  tune. 29.   HUMMING :    to  make  a  low,   steady  /  continuous  sound  like  that  of  a  bee ;    usually  to  a  tune. 30.   perfectionism :    refusal  to  accept  any  standard  short  of  perfection. 31.   photographic  memory :    the  ability  to  remember  information  or  visual  imagery  in  great  /  near  perfect  detail. 32.   paranoia :    a  mental  condition  characterized  by  delusions  of  persecution,   unwarranted  jealousy,   or  exaggerated  self - importance,   typically  worked  into  an  organized  system. 33.   exaggeration :    a  statement  that  represents  something  as  better  or  worse  than  it  really  is. 34.   intuitive :    using  or  acting  based  on  what  one  feels  to  be  true  even  without  conscious  reasoning ;    instinctive. 35.   quick - witted :    showing  or  characterized  by  an  ability  to  think  or  respond  quickly  &  effectively. 36.   interrupting :    breaking  the  continuity  of  a  conversation  with  one’s  own  statements. 37.   doodling :    to  scribble  or  make  rough  drawings  absentmindedly. 38.   irritable :    having  or  showing  a  tendency  to  be  easily  annoyed. 39.   gambling :    to  play  games  of  chance  for  money ;    to  bet. 40.   travel - sick :    suffering  from  nausea  caused  by  the  motion  of  a  moving  vehicle,   boat,   or  aircraft. 41.   SENSITIVE :    having  or  displaying  a  quick  &  delicate  appreciation  of  others  feelings. 42.   MELANCHOLY :    a  feeling  of  pervasive  sadness,   typically  with  no  obvious  cause. 43.   chewing  gum :    the  exercise  of  chewing  flavored  gum  which  is  not  intended  for  swallowing. 44.   fidgeting :    to  make  small  movements,   especially  of  the  hands  &  feet,   through  nervousness  or  impatience. 45.   skeptical :    not  easily  convinced ;    having  doubts  &  reservations. 46.   neat - freak :    compulsively  obsessed  with  cleanliness. 47.   gossiping :    divulging  personal  information  about  others. 48.   prim :    feeling  or  showing  disapproval  of  anything  regarded  as  improper ;    stiffly correct. 49.   ABBREVIATING :    giving  others  nicknames  /  shortening  names  /  giving  pet  names. 50.  having  a  catchphrase :    having  a  sentence  or  phrase  typically  associated  with  a  specific  person.

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Anyone // Demi Lovato

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But I don’t wanna go there, so I tell myself that it’s alright if we don’t end up together cause you’re mine right now. I don’t mind if we don’t get to forever cause you’re mine right now

Mine right now // Sigrid