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Seeing Red [Songs 1 - 14 on the SCM Music player]

Moonlite by Nicole Dollanganger

"Got you mounted on a wall in the back of my mind, " he said "I just can't forget, try as I might I've got this photo I've tried to burn, but it don't light I stay on the drink and you stay on my mind As you were when you were laying just like a two page spread From a magazine in a negligee on the bed By the window in moonlit flesh So gaunt your skin looked blue and wet You were my girl, my thing, my pet To do anything I wanted with"

"I wanna hold you in my hands Like a porcelain decanter Take off the lid and fill you up with liquor Smash you against the wall and let you fall to pieces in my hands" He said, "I love you so much I can't stand you and

"I got you mounted on a wall in the back of my mind And this piece of your soul caught in a thirty-five millimeter slide I see right through you like lace lingerie when I hold it to the light And my girl, I pray you can feel my eyes Going right through you"

And the drunker he got, the truer he spoke He said, "I pray to God, you know I keep a piece of you locked in my heart With memories I can bend into any shape I want And I put you over the bed Or I break you in half instead Sometimes, you're my girl and sometimes, bitch, you're dead"

Turning Me Red by Ramsey

Something feels different about you But I think I like it, it's great Need something to put me to bed now 'Cause you got me lying awake Baby, I just might come over And get in your bed right now Baby you can't get enough And you're turning me red right now

I don't think I saw this shit coming The way you been touching me You could do it again and again And it's still not enough for me Oh maybe I knew this would happen I knew you would poison me Maybe I want it to end but depend On the way that it touches me

Loving the heat of the moment You're getting me going, you're getting me Turning me red, keep turning me red Loving the heat of the moment You're getting me going, you're getting me Turning me red, keep turning me red

Keep turning me, keep turning me Keep turning me, keep turning me red

I'm stuck in the heat of the moment You're getting me going, you're getting me

Tell me again what you think about When you wake up in the morning Tell me again who you're missing What you're missing, yeah Was I kissing your neck, did it feel good Will you let me know it? Keep this shit up and you just might Hear me say that I'm yours now

Tell me again, I'm awake 'cause of you And it's four in the morning Tell me again that you want me But do you want me like I want you? Tell me again, do you want me Do you want me, do you want me? 'Cause I want you, I want you I want you

Keep turning me, keep turning me Keep turning me, keep turning me red

THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MIND by Bad Omens

I made another mistake, thought I could change

Thought I could make it out

Promises break, need to hear you say

You're gonna keep it now

I miss the way you say my name

The way you bend, the way you break

Your makeup running down your face

The way you touch, the way you taste

When the curtains call the time

Will we both go home alive?

It wasn't hard to realize

Love's the death of peace of mind

You're in the walls that I made with crosses and frames

Hanging upside down

For granted, in vain, I took everything

I ever cared about

I miss the way you say my name

The way you bend, the way you break

Your makeup running down your face

The way you fuck, the way you taste

When the curtains call the time

Will we both go home alive?

It wasn't hard to realize

Love's the death of peace of mind

When the curtains call the time

Will we both be satisfied?

It wasn't hard to realize

Love's the death of peace of mind

You come and go in waves

Leaving me in your wake

You come and go in waves

Swallowing everything

Are you satisfied?

Love's the death of peace of mind

Mind, mind

When the curtains call the time

Will we both go home alive?

It wasn't hard to realize

Love's the death of peace of mind

When the curtains call the time

Will we both be satisfied?

It wasn't hard to realize

Love's the death of peace of mind

Granite by Sleep Token

Sulfur on your breath

Granite in my chest

You won't ever have to talk about it

You'll never wanna talk about it

Fury too damn late

Reason dislocates

And you'll never have to talk about it

You'll never wanna talk about it

I was more than just a body in your passenger seat

And you were more than just somebody I was destined to meet

I see you go half-blind when you're looking at me

But I am

Between the secondhand smoke and the glass on the street

You gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave

You say you want me, but you know I'm not what you need

But I am

When you sit there acting like you know me

Acting like you only brought me here to get below me

Never mind the death threats, parting at the door

We'd rather be six feet under than be lonely

And if you had a problem, then you should've told me

Before you started getting all aggressive and controlling

You only drink the water when you think it's holy

So keep an eye on the road, or we will both be here forever

I was more than just a body in your passenger seat

And you were more than just somebody I was destined to meet

I see you go half-blind when you're looking at me

But I am

Between the secondhand smoke and the glass on the street

You gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave

You say you want me, but you know I'm not what you need

But I am

Well, I was more than just a body in your passenger seat

And you were more than just somebody I was destined to meet

I see you go half-blind when you're looking at me

But I am

Between the secondhand smoke and the glass on the street

You gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave

You say you want me, but you know I'm not what you need

But I am

Cult Leader by Cute Whore

I never really wanted you

I never really wanted to, but

I never should have followed you, or your ways

You would always catch me in your gaze

I never really asked for this

I just took my chances, yeah

I never tried to run away or escape

'Cause I got no where else to be anyways

I never tell you 'cause you won't believe it's true

But it's hard to fake it, baby, when I'm lying next to you

Now I feel wasted and I don't know what to do

Laying naked in the tub waiting for you

I never really thought of you

I never really thought that you could

Livin' in the deepest parts of my head

What's the point of beating hearts

If we're dead, dead, dead

You're inside my brain

All the things you said, said, said

I look into your mind

But all I see is red, red, red, red, red

I never tell you 'cause you won't believe it's true

But it's hard to fake it, baby

When I'm laying next to you

Now I feel wasted and I don't know what to do

Laying naked, making one last call for you

And how long would it be?

'Til you let go of everything you made with me

I never tell you 'cause you won't believe it's true

But it's hard to fake it, baby

When I'm laying next to you

Now I feel wasted and I don't know what to do

I close my eyes, the water's turning red for you

Sunlight On Your Skin by Cassyette

Girl, let's watch the rain as it's falling down

Girl, let's watch the rain as it's falling down, down, down

Girl, let's watch the rain as it's falling down

Sunlight on your skin when I'm not around (Yeah)

Shit don't feel the same when you're out of town

So girl, let's watch the rain as it's falling down, down, down

I can't stay long for you in this weather

Your acid tears melt my umbrella

It's been so long since we saw the sun

And now we're stuck on the dark clouds together

Totally feels wrong

We carry on and we stay under these dark clouds forever

Girl, let's watch the rain as it's falling down

Sunlight on your skin when I'm not around (Yeah)

Shit don't feel the same when you're out of town

So girl, let's watch the rain as it's falling down, down, down

You burn, I burn almost every time

We made a home in the state of mind

We're on fire, not a match made in heaven

'Cause we're fucked up, drunk, queer, out of luck

I'm sufferin'

I'm so in love and I'm falling down

Girl, let's watch the rain as it's falling down

Sunlight on your skin when I'm not around (Sunlight on your skin)

Shit don't feel the same when you're out of town (Shit don't feel the same, baby)

So girl, let's watch the rain as it's falling down, down, down

Clawing Demon by Satin Puppets

{My bones break when you try to escape from my rib cage, closed tightly.}

(Strashnyy smotrish) {literally: “Scary look.”}

Hollowed eyes covered in webs

Wings of feather ripped to shreds

Tarantulas nestle inside my head

Silken thread binds me from speaking the truth

My flesh is your walls, my throat is your roof

{You use my dreams to throw me, lured to the ocean

Spiders are whispering again that you put in my head

I am poisoned by your venom

Crippled from pain

You cannot run away from yourself

I’m one with you}

(Strashnyy smotrish) {literally: “Scary look.”}

Hollowed eyes covered in webs

Wings of feather ripped to shreds

Tarantulas nestle inside my head

Silken thread binds me from speaking the truth

My flesh is your walls, my throat is your roof

(Strashnyy smotrish) {literally: “Scary look.”}

Hollowed eyes covered in webs

Wings of feather ripped to shreds

Tarantulas nestle inside my head

Silken thread binds me from speaking the truth

My flesh is your walls, my throat is your roof

(How could I let you invade)

(Vine of ginseng, winded vein)

(Malignant design a foundation of pain)

(My threads are unraveling, torn at the seam)

(A puddle of blood under the moon beam)

Petrichor by Cassyette

I wanna be reborn

Petrichor, on the floor of your mind

I'm sorry for this pain I caused

The rain I left behind

Petrichor, we're left paralyzed

A battlefield of vortex we shattered from the fight

I've got an ache in my heart

Can't fix this hole in my head

Didn't think we could restart

Maybe we're better off dead

Dead in the water

'Cause we ain't like we were bеfore, yeah

Lock up your sons and daughters

Thеre's no one left to trust no more

I'm caught in your spiral

Can't find the cure

Ready for revival

I wanna be reborn

Suffocating, living in regret

Medicate me 'til there's nothing left ('til there's nothing left)

A perfect storm for suicide

A look into the other side

Tear me apart and I'll paint the walls red (I'll paint the walls red)

I've got an ache in my heart

Can't fix this hole in my heart

Didn't think we could restart

Maybe we're better off dead

Dead in the water

'Cause we ain't like we were before, yeah

Lock up your sons and daughters

There's no one left to trust no more

I'm caught in your spiral

Can't find the cure

Ready for revival

I wanna be reborn

Wake up from your slumber at the gates of Hell

Break the lock and burn down your cell

The earth is quiet but the Mother's well

Internalize your healing

Eye of the storm will let it pass

Pick up the pieces, broken glass

Rain will fall but grow the grass

I wanna be reborn

Dead in the water

'Cause we ain't like we were before, yeah

Lock up your sons and daughters

There's no one left to trust no more

I'm caught in your spiral, in petrichor

Ready for revival

I wanna be reborn, I wanna be reborn

Lilith by Halsey & SUGA

The more that you have, the more that they take

Well, I'm perfection when it comes to indiscretion

Might fuck around and just succumb to my aggression

I taste blood and it’s turned to an obsession

Baby, I'm confessin', yeah

You got me thinkin' that I was too mean

Well, everything that I say, I believe

Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve

And change like a season, reason for nothin'

I am disruptive, I've been corrupted

And by now, I don't need a fuckin' introduction

I've been gone 'cause I been on this road too long

You know I get too caught up in a moment

I can't call it love if I show it

I just fuck things up if you noticed

Have you noticed? Tell me, have you noticed?

I get too caught up in a moment

I can't fall in love if I show it

I just fuck things up if you noticed

Have you noticed? Tell me, have you noticed?

I got a problem doin' things I'm not supposed to

But you did anything I told you

'Cause you'd let anybody with a body control you

And you know it, too

You got me feelin' like I been too mean

And everything that I say, I believe

Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve

And fuck like a demon, do it like nothin'

I am disgusting, I've been corrupted

And by now, I don't need no help to be destructive

I've been gone, yeah, I been on this road too long

I know you get too caught up in a moment

You can't call it love if you show it

We just fuck things up, yeah, I noticed

Yeah, I noticed, hear me? Yeah, I noticed

Step out of the moment

That's been trappin' you in all this negativity of hatred and insanity

Don't dwell on the past, it's time to make a change

Look around, believe in what you see, I have returned to Hell

You know I get too caught up in a moment

I can't call it love if I show it

I just fuck things up if you noticed

Have you noticed? Tell me, have you noticed?

I get too caught up in a moment

I can't fall in love 'cause I'm focused

I just fuck things up if you noticed

Have you noticed? Tell me, have you noticed?

The more that you give away

The more that you have

More that you give away

More that you have

The more that you give away

The more that you have, the more that they take

Mist (Acronychal Remix) by Seileen

[Instrumental]

Close To You - MirrorMask OST Cover

Why do birds suddenly appear

Every time you are near

Just like me They long to be

Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky

Every time you walk by

Just like me They long to be

Close to you

On the day that you were born

The angels got together and

Decided to create a dream come true

So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair

And golden starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the boys in town

Follow you all around

Just like me They long to be

Close to you

Puppeteer by Satin Puppets

Folded puppets in a chest, Satin static, lost in manic

Monstrous, tooth-filled, mouth-stretched grin

Crumpled rotting from within

Precious demons of my dreams

Let me pick and tear your seams

He draws up the strings

Maddened puppet master sings

His taunting voice rings and rings

Hollow soulless eyes and face

Murdered me without a trace

Symphony of disgrace

Falling into fiendish madness

To disguise the tears of sadness

Helpless creatures flail their arms

Lifeless robbed of all their charms

He draws up the strings

Maddened puppet master sings

His taunting voice rings and rings

Hollow soulless eyes and face

Murdered me without a trace

Symphony of disgrace

Precious demons of my dreams

Let me pick and tear your seams

He draws up the strings

Maddened puppet master sings

His taunting voice rings and rings

Hollow soulless eyes and face

Murdered me without a trace

Symphony of disgrace

Escape from the Puppet Chest by Satin Puppets

Cotton knees, silk ribbon tied, I fall back inside

Confined in this wooden chest, As the mites infest

Weary vessel, corpse so grim, Bugs upon my skin

All the vines have made a bed. Blossoms wither dead

Waning under your spell

Never leaving this hell

Drowning inside a well (of bones) Never leaving this hell

Gleaming eyes look back in fear, From my puddled tears

Scabbing palms and fractured wrists, Splinter covered fists

Shrieking echoes never flee, As they escape me

Voice box muted, muffled cries, I am paralyzed

Waning under your spell

Never leaving this hell

Drowning inside a well (of bones) Never leaving this hell

Interlude by Flower Face

Here we've got angel, he's sick in the head

And he sells all my love for a hole in the wall

I think maybe he'll kill me someday

Hold me down baby and choke out this fantasy

Love is a trap door that leads to a hole

I am a liar and a thief and I know what I've done

Ais playlist on repeat while I pretend that I'm going to finish any of my WIPs before his birthday on the 18th

I'm taking it off private and putting it out into the universe in hopes it may serve my fellow procrastinators well. And also just for people to hopefully enjoy.

🐙

#ais

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