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think i blacked out last night. definitely cried abt an ex. almost texted them. 3/10 overall

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i’ve ran out of weed. i’ve resorted to digging through old pens i haven’t fully extracted to see if anything has settled over the many moons they’ve sat (2 have a little)

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there’s too many social media apps i need to make an all-in-one social media for only queer people.

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taking my spiro with emergen-c with throat coating tea chaser cause i feel like shit and ass

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found hot leather pants at the thrift and went into the ladies room and was SO brave abt it in the theatre

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need rachel sennott bad and found out she’s 29 like FUCK all my famous crushes are hitting their 30s and smth about that makes my delusion just unrealistic enough to make me sad like if she was 22 i’d have a chance for sure. we’d meet in the club obv.

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i’m going to twist my nipples clean off if they stay this sensitive :(

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wondering why i thought i was going to die sunday but i forgot i had ~13 shots saturday night 🧍‍♀️

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going through and deleting old notes to organize my spaces and finding this from aug 11, 2023. HELLO? like did i make this 2 weeks after my break up?? was i that deep in the pits

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2 months ago i was terrified of the idea of taking any medication with long term effects,, i barely take medicine when im sick,, and now im giddy abt doubling my hrt life is so beautiful

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one of my favorite things to do in the club is ask complete strangers for their opinions on my outfit but specifically if it’s giving twink or lesbian and everyone i asked last night said lesbian >:)

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let me give you some characters for my story

madi - girlf of boyf

ryan - :/ boyf of girlf

okay so ryan is the guy that my first girlfriend cheated on me with. he had been dating madi for a while and i never got around to telling her until at least 6 months after it happened i was losing my mind for little bit. and by then it was too late? it felt vengeful at that young age. then he died. madi still has the date of that with a heart and dove emoji, im assuming that’s what it is at least. and its like, way too late by this point yk? but being a bystander to this haunts me a little.

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tinder has me under review literally the minute i replied to a gorjus girl abt plans for tonight but im taking my estrogen with alc and hitting the club so fuck it i guess !!

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i got passed my tinder ban and i’m gonna be evil again

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follow up, the email was real. outlook congratulated me on nothing and i need a copy of the survey to take it :/

im so good at my job FUCK. got an email, almost everything was good, not a fishy from address, everything looked right. but i just didn’t like the way it looked, and there was a line that said don’t forward this email. which is crazy. so i reported it as sus and got a good job box! where’s my raise !!!

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im so good at my job FUCK. got an email, almost everything was good, not a fishy from address, everything looked right. but i just didn’t like the way it looked, and there was a line that said don’t forward this email. which is crazy. so i reported it as sus and got a good job box! where’s my raise !!!