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the way my fic writing goes, usually, is I hear a song in an opportune mindset, and it inspires a vibe I need to force my characters through
then there's last night, where I went to a concert of a band I've been listening to for approximately two decades, and I hear not one or two but three entirely familiar songs that make me go, Oh, so this is why I'm writing about this dynamic
#kiitos vaan taas toni wirtaselle ansiokkaasta psyykkeenhallinnasta#hölmöintä on että oon kuunnellut noita kaikkia biisejä lukemattomia kertoja tänäkin vuonna#mutta ilmeisesti sit en kuitenkaan tässä viimeisen kuukauden sisään kun vaadittiin kokonainen stadionkeikka yhteyden valottamiseksi
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(bangs fist on table) i want him sweaty, whimpering, overstimulated, moaning, sniffling, twitching, squirming, whining, gasping, bucking his hips, drooling, begging (swipes papers onto the floor)
NOW
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Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980
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sometimes i feel myself actively fucking up a social interaction in real time. like a sim.
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"i unfollow if our media interests no longer align" I still follow moots haven't spoken to in years and have learned the entire story of deltarune, mouthwashing, that one ninjago lego show, continuations of media I havent been into since 2018 and many others. I don't need a summary of something I just need Mutual to be insane about it on my dash
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He’s got those big wet eyes and you DONT wanna see him on his knees crying??
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thinking about “the five stages of grief” by linda pastan and “miss you. would like to take a walk with you.” by gabrielle calvocoressi
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they say grief comes in waves — indeed; i keep on drowning
#jenni vartiainen laulaa että surua pitää vaalia varoen ettei se menis hukkaan#jenni vartiainen ei varmaan oo osunut tuohon hyökyaaltoon ajaessaan vilkkaasti liikennöidyllä moottoriliikennetiellä#vaan huutoitkeä voi näemmä silmät aukikin ja liikenneturvallisuuden vaarantumatta#tekis mieli myös sanoa etten tiä miksi tää sykli on taas päällä. mutta tiän kyllä varsin tarkkaan#ja jos olis sillain ihan rehellinen itselleen niin tahallaanhan mää sitä ruokinkin#sillä on myös niin että kun goo goo dolls lauloi että you bleed just to know you're alive niin tätähän ne vissiin justiinsa tarkotti#ja kun apulanta lauloi että konfliktin vanki vai konfliktin syy niin tää ei todennäkösesti oo se mitä ne tarkotti mutta on se silti sitäkin#vaan. niin. miten on tarkotus oottaa jotain sellasta mihin ei ees kykene uskoon#joo just sitä tarkotan. onhan se. mutta ei huolta: kun ei muuten niin iskälle sitten#sillä mistä sinä jäit paitsi sen annan itselleni — sinun vuoksesi; sinun nimissäsi#ja leikin että se riittää#ja sillain kai sitten#dear diary#oh also yes the — and the ; are specifically for all those who think they're a sign of using generative AI#because nothing — not even grief so overwhelming it makes me want to die — can drown out my hatred of such inexcusable idiocy#so i guess that's also how; out of spite
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Henry's no longer just a blacksmith's son - he's the master of a legendary forge. Legacy of The Forge, the second story DLC for Kingdom Come: Deliverance II, is coming 9 September 2025.
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TIP ON HOW TO GET OVER YOUR FEAR OF THE DARK:
presidentjesus:
As soon as you turn the lights off start masturbating. No monster wants to see that shit. While doing it, stare at the corner and whisper, tenderly, “this is for you”.
And then the shadows growl at you and say, “Mine. You’re all mine.”
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the difference between dean and sam is that while they both create false narratives about who they are and what role they play (in their family/the apocalypse/the grand story etc etc), dean is the only one out of the two who is aware that a role is being played. sam also says things about himself and his story that don't match up with what we see play out on screen, but he's fully in denial of it being a narrative that he's constructed and not reality. the audience might have fallen for the facade dean has painstakingly crafted to protect himself, but sam has fallen for his own facade. which makes good tv actually
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what if we admitted to each other that it's not always really romance that we want. What if we admitted that what we're really craving is intimacy and society taught us romance is the only way to get it.
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REBLOG IF YOU HAVE STRETCHMARKS
This way people can see they’re not alone. I have them and this would help me see that.
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it’s so crazy how many mid movies r made every year that u wouldve never learned abt if ur mutual didnt want to fuck an actor that plays in them
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This is bugging me because everyone keeps asking us this and making me feel underprepared. For context, I fly out a week from today for Scotland. For the last two weeks, people have been asking me if I've got everything packed yet.
I typically don't start packing until 2-3 days before, and when I tell them this, they look at me like I'm nuts.
Am I really that unusual?
#i pack the day before#if i leave in the evening then i'll even pack on the day#but almost always my trips start in the morning-ish#i might do laundry 2-3 days before if needed and if i remember
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