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I've had a lot of people tell me they don't think they could watch again because of the mental aspects, so I can't say I'm surprised. I think a lot of people weren't surprised when I went into a depression after filming it and it was rough. I am a lot better now, thankfully, though it didn't help that I had a relationship end in the middle of it as well. But I've done great at moving past that as well. Yeah, I had fully planned on taking a whole year off before the strikes happened anyway, I just wanted to focus on my family and playing golf to relax. I'm doing alright though, I promise. I do feel pretty special, thank you, and I'm glad that Spider-Man is your favorite role because that's my favorite role of mine too. @flvrencerpugh

Oh, you're welcome, love, and it did captivate me the whole time! Even though I wasn't prepared for those scenes, you did an amazing job and I'm glad that you enjoyed shocking people. I don't think I could watch it again because of how mentally exhausting it was, but your part was outstanding. It makes sense that it was mentally draining for you, and am not shocked that you went into depression after filming it. Are you doing better now? Though I had heard before the strikes you were taking a long break from acting anyway, so I hope you're doing alright. And you should feel pretty special because it's rare that I like two different roles from people. I've decided finally that Spiderman is my favorite though! @tshollvnd

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That's too bad that I'm in LA right now, mate, or I'd be suggesting we hit up the links before you went to Vermont. But I am going on the Cabo trip, and I was thinking about visiting their course while I was there, and am all for us playing a round there! It makes sense that you've got to focus a lot, which probably helps with the anxiety issue, right? Plus it's good that it's calming, I like the sound of that. I'm going to try watching a few YouTube videos myself and see if I can pick it up like you did. And you're right, if I fail, no one has to know! I'm a huge fan of handmade gifts, so of course we're going to become best friends so I can get myself a hand-knitted sweater! I had a feeling you'd be a Harry Potter bloke and I'm glad for that. However, I feel slightly insulted that you said I'm a Hufflepuff! I guess I can understand it, but I'll have you know I was sorted into Gryffindor. @josephafq

i'm in london for a little while longer -- though i've just agreed to go to vermont soon, so i might not be here much longer. though i was thinking if you're going to be on that cabo trip, i hear they've got a beautiful course and we could always play a round there, yeah? oh, i'm always hyping everyone up in my life, mate, so i'll be doing the same for you. and yeah, you've got to focus a lot to make sure you don't mess anything up and it is calming! i'm not sure i'm a knitting savant -- all i did was watch a lot of youtube videos and go from there, mate. so just give it a try, and if you're horrible at it, just don't tell anyone you tried and you'll be fine. oh, he's my best mate so you're right about that, no matter what i gave him he'd be happy. i love that you're so keen to become my best friend just to get a hand-knitted sweater -- i love it. and a wesley sweater? that can happen, but what house are you in is the big question i have. because i feel like you're a hufflepuff! || @tshollvnd

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Alright, I'll cut you a little slack and say that you might give me a little bit of a challenge. Does that make you feel better? I'm still in LA, so if you want to golf anytime let me know. And I'm all for going out on your boat too, mate, and excited to do some fishing. I didn't think people called other people young buck anymore, but you are old so maybe that's why? I'll hope for the best and that you'll catch something bigger than your 20 pounder, mate. If your fishing show gets picked up, then of course I will wear my Spider-Man suit and make an appearance. I love that you're going to dress up like Bucky to make your show unique, I just know Marvel will love that. Oh mate, I'm happy to hear that you don't use worms. I've no clue what a lure is, but I'm going to assume that's something that's not alive, right? But I appreciate you not wanting to gross me out. @stanbastian

i'm very wounded that you don't even think i'd challenge you a little -- i like to believe that i'm a little better than that! yeah, just let me know when you're in la and i'd love to get together to play a little golf! and you're welcome out on my boat anytime, we can even do a little fishing if you'd like! i did just call you a young buck -- and of course, you would laugh at me using that phrase. i was pretty proud of that twenty pounder, but now i'm aiming to catch something bigger! and you'll be the first to know when i pitch that show and someone picks it up, because i just know they will. and it would fun to have spider-man make a guest appearance, right? will you wear your suit? because to make my show unique, i'm going to be dressed like bucky. and that's alright -- i don't put worms on my hooks anyway, i'm not cruel and use fishing lures. can't have you grossed out while you're on my show, right? || @tshollvnd

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I would very much watch a million more John Wick films, they are timeless and will never get old! If you're making a million more, could I be in 1? I thought I might be a little talented, but having Keanu Reeves tell me I am makes me feel a whole lot better. That's brilliant that you're doing shows in the States right now, mate. And tell me the dates to the ones in Texas and I'll show up to one of them in support! Can I come backstage and hang out with you also? Because that would be the highlight of my life. I've looked into some classic Harleys, but I wouldn't mind looking at an Arch as well since it's your company. How long have you been in the motorcycle business? Really? That's great news! Are you leaning more toward adoption though or surrogacy? You'd be a great single dad and I don't think it matters at all that you're going to be fifty-nine while being one, because like I said, you're immortal. That's great that you had a good birthday, mate, and Bill's good people. You're very right though, it's hard to have a bad time in Vegas. Next time you guys go you should invite me! @keanued

and i'm likely always going to argue with you about being immortal -- might as well get used to that. oh wow, you'd watch a million more john wick films? that's good to know if i start to make a million more! oh come on now, you had to know you're very talented -- you didn't need keanu reeves telling you that! we're doing our shows all over the united states right now, like we'll be in texas in two weeks and then after that, we're going all over the midwest. you know you're welcome to show up at anyone, just let me know which so i can make sure you've got tickets! hey, if you end up wanting to buy an arch, again contact me, because i can get you a deal. that's very true and it's something i'm looking into right now, honestly. i'd been going back and forth with adoptions and surrogacy, so we'll see. i'll be a single dad at fifty-nine, but i like to believe i can do it. i'm a little bit of an old man, just agree with me! i did end up having a great time, thank you, and bill made sure i had a wonderful time in vegas. it's hard to have a bad time when you're in vegas though, right?

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See when I told you that I heard that you're insanely nice, it's comments like the one you just made about golf not being boring, proving what people are saying. Thank you for not thinking that I went around and told everyone I was humble because I truly don't. Everyone who tells you that you're the nicest person is speaking the truth, but I understand not knowing what to say because I have the same problem. I think more than my stomach would drop if I was on the wing of a plane, love. I think it's great that you're into thrill-seeking though and if it makes you happy, it's one of those things you should keep doing. I can't blame your boyfriend and best friends for having small heart attacks, love, I know I'd be constantly worried if I was in their shoes. Though I have no doubt they trust you and know you'll be safe. I would love to jump out of a plane. I'm not shocked that you love jumping out of planes, and that's good to know that I would have to jump with someone my first time. If I ever went skydiving, would you go with me? Help me make sure that the person I'm being strapped to is highly qualified. @anyakined

oh, darling, i'll never be the one to call a sport boring -- i truly believe there has to be something in each sport to make it exciting for someone, and that's all that matters. if it makes you feel better, i didn't think you went around and just told everyone you were humble, so you're still very humble. oh goodness, everyone tells me that i seem like one of the nicest people and i never know what to say, but thank you! once you're high in the air and you're on that wing -- i'll admit your stomach drops, but it's such a rush. and i very much love the thrill of doing things like that, there's very few things in life that compare to that feeling i get when i'm thrill seeking. i think sometimes my boyfriend and best friends have small heart attacks from what i'm doing -- but they also trust me to know i'm being safe and smart. you'd love to jump out of a plane? that's exciting news, because i love jumping out of planes and i say you should just do it. plus, since you've never jumped before, you'll have to jump tandem anyway and the person you're strapped to is highly qualified so you shouldn't chicken out last minute!

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This just proves even more that you two are perfect together, love. I told George that hearing him talk about the girls, and even getting to spend time with the girls, is giving me a little bit of baby fever. Just the thought of having someone look up at me with so much wonder in their eyes sounds amazing. You're doing an amazing job, love, I've seen how good you are with the girls firsthand. I can understand why you'd go through that phase with how many times you likely hurt how cool your father was. Or have people come up to you and tell you they loved your dad, right? I don't think any parent looks forward to their kids getting older, but you've got a while before they reach those teen years anyway. If someone as cool as you is telling me I'm cool, I'll take it. I have been playing a lot of golf lately, though I did send myself on a little holiday. I came to LA to golf here, and I've rented a place on the beach so it's rather nice. I'll also be going to Cabo though, so I'm hoping I'll run into you guys while we're all there! @lilyrosemackay

i wouldn't doubt that he's told you that -- and i was going to say, i'm pretty much just as gone on him as he is on me. but thank you, and i think he and i fit pretty perfectly together as well! oh gosh, having them look up at you with so much wonder in their eyes is the best feeling, it always makes me emotional! and i try to be a great mom -- it's all still pretty new to me, but i like to believe i'm doing a good job! well, we all went through that phase when we were teens, right? because i know i went through that same phase in thinking my parents weren't cool -- especially after hearing my whole life just how cool my dad was/is. though i'll be honest and say i'm not looking forward to my girls' teen years, only because i hate the idea of them being that much older! you're sweet, doll, and thank you! plus you're pretty cool yourself you know that right? and i'm never one to lie either! so tell me, what have you been up to lately? are you still playing a lot of golf, or have you taken yourself on a vacation yet?

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I think sometimes when people turn hobbies into professions they end up being disappointed, right? Especially when they leave one profession for that. I can see why you'd be scared of some of those advanced poses, love, they are intense. But I'll say that after watching the video of you doing them, you do them flawlessly and it's easy to see how you've mastered them. I did enjoy that video, and I love hearing that it's one of your favorites and that you manage to do it every morning. That's very impressive if you ask me. Thank you for offering to give me a hand in teaching me, I've always heard great things about yoga for your body, so I am interested in learning more! It means a lot that you have faith in me, love, and I'll try the scorpion pose first and see if I can do the other one once I master that one, how does that sound? It would make me feel a lot better if you felt bad if I did fall on my face, so I appreciate that. Are you going to be in Cabo next weekend? Because if you are, maybe you can show me some of those yoga moves in person? @lilsychloe

i think it's a solid idea to stick with acting and keep golfing as your hobby, love, especially since you love acting so much! when i first started yoga -- i would look up advanced poses and be so scared by them, so i'm still in awe a little bit that i managed to do the two hardest ones! hopefully you enjoyed the video of me mastering the eight angle pose -- it's now become one of my favorites and i've been managing to do it every morning! but you know i'll gladly give you a hand in all things yoga if you truly want to learn! honestly, i have faith that you could do both if you put your mind to it -- but i think the scorpion pose will probably be the easiest for you. i've seen some of the moves you do in spider man, i'm pretty sure you're flexible enough to do those poses. but yes, if you fall flat on your face, you can remind me that you told me you'd fall flat on your face. and i'd feel awful if you fell on your face too if that'll make you feel better?

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I think I should stay ignorant about who you're distracting for the time being, though it's good to know you've got no problem telling me who it is. Paddy is your favorite? I'll have to tell him that because he's always had a little crush on you. Sounds like you've been all over and I'm glad that you're having a fun time. If you can keep the holiday running, then why go home right? Especially if you're having fun. Though are you going to be going to Cabo? Or are you going to go on your holiday elsewhere? No, I knew you wouldn't stay celibate forever, I guess I just wasn't expecting you to post it on social media. You keep saying I don't want to know the answer, which makes it sound like it's someone I know. It's not someone I'm close with, right? Though I don't believe you'd do something like that. The ripe age of 27? Acting like you've reached old age! It's good to know that you'd have found it so funny had I tripped in front of you and fallen into water. I suppose if you're going to Cabo and we run into each other, maybe I'll trip on air and fall into the water for you. @dayamsc

well, you're probably right that you don't want to know the answer to who is distracting me -- though i have no problem telling you if you do want to know. that's exactly why paddy is my favorite, because harry is always the one being a little shit! i have been all over and i've been loving every minute of it. no, after we left the seychelles we decided to head to the cook islands -- and after the cook islands, we've headed to tahiti and that's where we are now. i'm not sure when i'm finally going to be back home in la, honestly. i guess i can't blame you for being a little jealous, but you had to know i wasn't going to stay celibate forever, right? i'm going to agree again that you probably don't want to know the answer -- but again, i have no problem telling you if you want to know. i had hoped even though i turned the ripe age of twenty-seven, that i'd still be able to do those moves and i was glad that i still can. you've tripped over air in front of me a lot, and it was hilarious every time. but it would have been even funnier had you fallen into the water after tripping, just saying.

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I figured as much that you were teasing me, mate, and honestly, that phrase is still making me laugh. Well, no, he's not that much older than you, but he's still older than you! You probably should have never told me, because you're right I'm likely always going to judge you about it. You only let me down a little though, we'll get you on the green and have you doing a great job in no time. Does Sweden have any nice golf courses? Not that it matters if it's nice, I just wondered. But you're right, you do need help when it comes to the game and I'll be glad to help you out. I'm laughing at the fact that your body is like fuck tennis, and even funnier that your place has a tennis court when you hate the game so much. I'm coming to Sweden for sure to play tennis with you then so I can feel better about myself. Plus it's been ages since I've been to Sweden, so it'll be a good holiday. @alexjhskarsgard

oh, it's alright, i was mostly just teasing you anyway! and it does make me feel a little better that your dad is older than me -- but i have a feeling he's not that much older than me, right? i suppose i should have never told you about my six over par thing since you're going to be ashamed of me for that, i can't believe i let spider man down! that sounds good to me though, and i hope you know you're welcome to sweden anytime. especially if you're going to teach me some golf because it's obvious i need the help. honestly? i have no idea why -- it's just like my body is like fuck tennis, which is funny since my farm has a tennis court. oh, it doesn't matter if you're not good at tennis, i can promise you that you'll be better than me.

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Since I've been in LA playing golf, my golf game has been looking up so maybe I just needed a change of scenery. I haven't had as great of a score as the last one, but I've been doing pretty good and that's good enough for me. You've made me feel a little better hearing you've played on the court with short guys before and didn't walk all over them, that gives me a little hope playing against you! Are you in LA right now? Because if you are, we can do a pickup game if you'd like. And I'd be counting it as a win if I was at least hitting some threes as well. Yeah, I play a lot and I'm always trying to improve my game which is why I play so much. Plus I've taken a year off work before the strike happened, and have been down about some things and the golfing just really helps me feel better. Thanks for having faith in me, mate, and I'm hoping you're right that I'll shine again with a great score like that soon! @nchoult

oh mate, i'm sorry to hear your golf game hasn't been that good -- but i'm sure it'll start looking up, yeah? i'm sure you're just waiting for your next great score is all and it'll happen again soon. hey, you're preaching to the choir mate, because i believe they should have been proud of you too! oh, i've played with some shorter guys on the court before i didn't walk all over them so i wouldn't count yourself out like that! and i'd love to play sometime. i've not hit that many more threes since the last we spoke -- but i have hit some, so i count that as a win. oh wow, i didn't think you played that much but that's cool that you're getting the chance to play so much since it's something that makes you happy. but i doubt it was your one moment to shine -- you'll get another moment soon, i just know it.

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Mate, I'm sure every parent feels like you do when so much goes wrong in one day. Though I say that as someone who isn't a parent, and would have probably had a breakdown if I was a parent and all that happened to me and my kids. It's a good thing that neither of your kids was hurt though, especially your son who fell off the monkey bars! I also don't mean to laugh, but I've seen kids on those leashes before and I've always wondered why people do that to their children. But the bubble wrap might not be a bad idea for your son, especially if he's prone to falling off things while he's with you! I know I was the same way as a child and my mom always wanted to put bubble wrap around me too. I don't think that makes you a bad parent, just a parent who had a lot go wrong in one day and you're just doing your best! @claflinfm

Today has been one of those days where you have to question your abilities as a parent. I've got a 7 year old and a 5 year old, and somedays I feel pretty good that I've managed to keep them alive this long. Though I think that's more because of their mum than me, today is proof of that. It's my weekend with the kids and I decided to take them to the park for a little bit of play. My 5 year old walked off while I was paying attention to her brother on the monkey bars. And then when I was going to get my daughter, my son fell off the monkey bars and took about 20 years off my life. Thankfully not a single child was hurt that day, but I'm starting to wonder if I should put a leash on the girl, and bubble wrap on the boy. Because she's always a runner, and he's always falling off something when they're with me. Does that make me a bad parent thinking like that? Because I think it might. @gonehollywoodstarters

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It's the same kind of thing I went through when I became Spider-Man since getting that role changed my life in so many ways. There are days that I still sit up and wonder what would have happened to me had I not gotten that role, because I don't believe I would be where I am without it. I think it's amazing that Stranger Things opened so many doors for you, and that you're getting to enjoy so many new things because those doors have been opened. Though what favorite brands are you getting to work with? I remember being so excited when I got to do something with Tom Ford. I hope you know though that you got here because you're meant to be here, right? You did a great job as Chrissy! Sounds like you're having a great weekend if it involves cuddling your cat because the best days spent for me are cuddling my dog. My weekend is going great though, thank you. Currently in LA doing some golfing, which is where I'm happiest lately. @gracevandxens

It's been a bit over a year since becoming Chrissy on Stranger Things changed my life forever, and sometimes I still sit on my bed and wonder what the hell just happened. Like, I would've made it one way or the other, I wasn't doing such big blockbusters and my name wasn't on anybody's lips, but I would've made it in the industry somehow, but... Like, how did Stranger Things fastrack that to the point where I'm now getting invited to fashion weeks, and doing magazine shoots and collaborating with my favorite brands, like... I'm just a little nerd who likes to play videogames and play pretend, how did I get here?! Anyways, that's just my Saturday evening thoughts while cuddling my cat, how's your weekend going? @gonehollywoodstarters

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I like the sound of that, because if you don't geek out over Tiger Woods, then you're likely not the mate for me, right? Thank you, I'm glad you agree that I could brag about that for a lifetime if it ever happened! I'll admit that everyone would be in awe at you being there to be my cheerleader and be my caddy! Plus it's sweet that you'd drop everything to show up! I'll admit that I can't find fault in you having that kind of vibe, and it sounds like it's a great vibe to have! Plus seeing how it goes and just celebrating the victories does sound like it'll save you from a lot of disappointment. Is it wrong of me that I now want to see you get into these stupid and awkward things? It's against the law for Spider-Man to feel that way? I'd have never guessed that, but I suppose if it's against the law I'll do better!

That could be a litmus test on whether or not you want to be around someone, whether or not they'd geek out over Tiger Woods. And that's definitely worth a lifetime of bragging if you ever got to play a golf game with him! Call me up the second it happens, and I'll drop everything to be there at the game and be your golf caddy. You'll get a cheerleader and a caddy all in one, basically! Yeah, that's exactly it because there's nothing more discouraging that hyping something up in your head and it goes completely opposite of how you expected. So my general vibe is basically we'll see how it goes, I guess, and then celebrate the victories! Honestly, it's true. The stupid and awkward things I do and situations I get myself into just know no bounds. I'm pretty sure it's against the law somewhere that Spider-Man should ever feel that way, just saying.

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That's great that you two are as close as you are, and I can understand that because I'm close with all my brothers as well. And pretty much it's only been a few times where our competitions have gone a little too far as well, for the most part, it's all friendly stuff. See I wouldn't know what to do if people started pitting my brothers and I against each other like that when it comes to work. Harry is my only brother who's got into acting and thankfully they've never done that to us because I would shut that down quickly too! And I'm the oldest of 4, all my brothers are my baby brothers and I love being the oldest!

A little competition never hurts now and then. Tell me you have siblings without tellin' me, hah. I mean... not everything. Halle and I have always been close so occasionally things turn into competition. It's only been a couple times that it went too far. But only in harmless things. I can't stand it when people try to pit us against each other when it comes to work though. I'll shut that shit down real quick. For real, so you just do you. Somebody always gonna have something to say regardless. Of course! Respect the commitment. Are you the older or younger brother? Or middle?

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I'm starting to think you might be right and I should reevaluate my golf buddies and maybe get some new ones. I need people who are going to hype me up while I'm on the green, not bring me down! And honestly, I stopped talking about it with them that very day, so they really can't be annoyed with me that much. I get this vibe from you that you only hang out with amazing people since you've got such a positive vibe going. Though I also got the vibe that time with you is never dull, so I'm glad to hear that I was right about that. Oh, mate, there are a ton of golf courses I would love to visit for how gorgeous they are! And I think I know what course you're talking about, and that's one of my dream courses to visit! I'd probably play a few games there for loving the view so much. I have been, and it took me a little while to get into it, but I'm glad I did for the peace it brings me. I got into playing because my dad is a huge golf fan and I just wanted to spend time with him away from my brothers because I wanted his attention. But then it became a family thing with my brothers included and glad that we had something like this to bond over.

Your mates certainly did! Might be time to reevaluate your golf buddies if they can't celebrate with you, because then what are they there for?! I can't see you being annoying about it, honestly. If days later, you were still talking about it, then maybe, but the day of is all fair game! I'd hope so, because I definitely hang around those folks because they're awesome, so I'd love to be able to meet them in the middle on that scale, at least. At the least, I can promise the time with me is never dull, if anything. I can at least understand the appeal of golf, like it looks peaceful and a lot of those golf courses are quite beautiful! I saw one once right next to the ocean, almost like the whole course was its own island, and I'd gladly spend a whole day there even being shit at the game. You've been golfing a long time, love! Weren't lying when you said you were an expert. How did you get into playing? You truly can't have too many things to do that are calming that way.

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That's exactly what we did as well because it was so much fun driving our parents crazy! And ain't that the truth, my parents ended up having 4 kids, all boys, so if they didn't want to endure things like that, they shouldn't have had so many of us! I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that way when it comes to my siblings, and it makes me feel better knowing I'm not the only one who does the sibling smackdown as well. I think that's just something that is in the rules that an older brother, or older sibling, has to do! Thank you for keeping me in your prayers, love, I'll likely need them all! I've been in LA for a little while now trying out their courses and I think I've been doing better here, so LA is my good luck charm I'm telling myself. Oh yeah, anytime I'm not having the piss taken out on me or given a lot of gruff by my siblings or mates, I think they're sick.

You've got it spot on. Sibling rivalry tends to turn the household into a battleground sometimes. We practically had a daily contest for who could drive my parents crazier. But if you're not willing to endure what entails having children, then why do you have so many? One or a single pair would have sufficed. Exactly. We'd move mountains them, but at the same time, we're always up for a little friendly smackdown to prove who's boss. Might do, maybe once in a while is fine. I don't want people telling me to shut up when they're fed up. I'll keep you in my prayers, love, I'm sure you'll ace it this time and every other time. Golf is a sport of practice and the more you practice it the better you'll do. You're right about that, if they weren't giving you a hard time, you'd wonder what's up with them.