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Oh, I’m sorry to hear that. I understand though, hope whatever your going thought now gets better, have a great day

It's getting better fortunately, not too much to worry about. You also have a fantastic day!

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I like your art, have you thought about taking art suggestions/ideas? Just curious

Multiple times, but I don't think I'm in a good place mentally to do that, not right now

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Get me out of this fucking job 🥀

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why can't i just stop thinking and do something for once??? I just feel bad about my dog, my health, the future, the anxiety and the shame

my only options for tonight right now are being awake the whole night crying, using sleep to numb myself until i have to get ready for work or just panic

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everything is so quiet my ears are fucked

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these bots are quick dawg lmaooooo

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i just wanted to air some thoughts, i never had an space where to be real. i always wanted to do art like drawing, music or youtube but like everything never did it i do care if people read these post but i these past months i have been wanting a place to be genuine if youre reading this let me tell you, if you have some untreated condition just cut the bs and get treatment. it just keeps getting worse everyday

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i just need some drive and motivation. maybe even get medicated for my adhd this is no way to live my soul is rotting

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today is my grandma's birthday, i always had trauma when it comes to family gatherings, autism or whatever butit was always common for me to stay at home for any celebration or birthday. this time i wanted to go since i have felt more confident this past year. at first it was nice yeah, but as always i felt so lonely and uncomfortable of being there, even staring at anything just felt super wrong and i just felt like a creep that doesn't fit in. im not super bummed about it, i know im kinda antisociala and just dont like reunions and that there's nothing wrong about. just the self concious and sadness that got the better of me today i just left the place without saying anyone goodbye and came home to cry and accidentally hurt my left ear

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here's an scene of liz and janet taking the bus with the only spare change thye have. the idea i had was that another character would disrupt the scene out of no where, but i couldn't come with other character to fill the scene so i just put perfect cell

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i havent draw anything in almost 2 fucking years dawg wtf i feel like im searching for crumbs on my folder hahaha

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this one is janet

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an oc, her name is liz

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i dont think that im in a really bad place rn, so many things have been amazing. even with small things like finally taking some agency on my life and starting hrt things have been so much better but man if i dont have any useful skills lmao, im scared of being a quitter all my life i dropped off college 2 times nd now i just want to quit this job but what other thing can i do

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why did i gave up so quickly onn so many things all i do is rot and work a job that brings me anxiety every morning. it doesnt matter if i had a really pleasant time on my days off as soon as i wake up the next day i feel so sick

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i like to think that i got a little better at drawing just by making like 100 sketches of her for 2 years, drawing her was always so fun