two-times-10

[two-times-10]

main character——ideas——>

flaws;

- was handed everything in life by their parents and feels like they can never live up to the child they deserve/live up to what their opportunities afforded them

- average at everything (wishes they were remarkable at something)

- quitter/procrastinator with a crippling fear of failure

- constantly riddled with guilt about anything and everything

-hates their younger self for not applying themself at school

- never proud of themself in academics

- gets bored of things easily/doesn’t stick to things for long

- worst fear is being late to things (early is on time, on time is late) (plans 15 min buffer time in every situation in case of delay)

- control freak; if someone is doing something that they believe could be done better they won’t speak up but if there is the opportunity to take over they will

- sees their controlling nature as a virtue/thinks it makes them better than others (but is self aware that it is not always a great trait)

- uses guilt and fear to motivate themself

strengths;

- has a “i will complain and whine the whole time but will ultimately get it done and do it the best i can” attitude

- EXTREMELY strong sense of justice

- headstrong in the sense that they stick to their beliefs but are always open to learning more about people’s perspectives

- chronically “putting themself in others shoes” and golden ruling themself into moral dilemmas (ex. i want to be angry at the food worker for making my order shitty but also I know how it feels to be a service worker and how shitty it is but also I paid money for this)

- always wants to do good, and be a good person to the point of analyzing their actions constantly for pros and cons and what situation benefits both them and others equally

- solution oriented/there’s always a solution

- follows their head slightly more than their heart; in the sense of what is logical and what will benefit us in the long term versus how we feel in the moment

- extreme planner/always looking ahead for next steps and solutions to problems that could arise; prepares for worst case scenerio

- honest with friends about sceneries but in a constructive way not honesty to the point of cruelty

- extreme rule follower but if they see others bending the rules, they will slightly loosen up (sometimes/situation dependent)

- extremely self aware of their emotions and actions