tylerjetbinkley

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So I was talking to this guy one day and he says out of thin air.

"Its not as if I am a violent criminal, and all these tax payer dollars being taken from the homeless sleeping in the heat and in the coldness."

I said "what are we?"

He said "humans, distracted and distrusting when we are alone. Beautiful and kind only once. And mostly and forever stronger in numbers than in ideals."

I said "Speak for yourself."

He said "yeah that's the problem I nevermean to but all these tax dollars could be spent housing the needy and lost, the once strong but failed tried and true; just like me and just like you."

I finally asked "what tax dollars?" He said all the ones I dont pay.

I then saw him fumble to pick the key to his car over four or more keys for four or more cars.

Convenience is easy to take over our better humanitarian understanding of sharing and we disillusion ourselves with fantasy in ignorance of those walking by in pain.

If simplicity and hard work can take daily pain for another I wouldn't mind a job at target or home depot to smile with another person rather than ignore them as they fight for basic life emanates.

I am no saint and I am not Christian but I try to be first inside before out.

Im going to take all the time in the world to be genuine, it will be worth it; it has to be.

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This kid on the bus just said after the football players practiced at his high-school gym locker room is smelled like "hot celery" hahaha

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"Bitter or Better:

Bitter with an "I" for me, myself.

Better with an "E" for everyone else." -Anonymous

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I have been not using Tumblr for about two years but I am back with more links to my music and hopefully some more paintings.

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This ones close to done too.. My phone camera is not the best it blurs at all distances...

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Its done it will look best in a den or library low light possibly fire light

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Newest painting I'm working on

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It looks like my eyes are Ron weisley's eyes from Harry Potter

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Quarantine is kind of awesome you get to fuck with people on Grindr like you're actually going to hook up and it feels "riskay" but that's always the same shit on Grindr anyways.. Some BS shit.. being gay is way over rated... Quarantine perks cont.: you get to keep it simple and spend most of your hours watching, you tube, listening to music and watching porn, in which ever sequence of time you care to. You don't have to work if you have to protect potential ailments to family members so you're on no clock to adhere to; if it wasn't for all those people getting sick this would kind of be a great thing. I guess that just means I am very lucky to have my health and the people in my life to support my well-being. Thanks to family first and work second for helping me get through this time talk about getting a lucky break at this time in my life. I guess the only thing I truly want beyond the great life I have is someone who could bring up a new chapter in life that could help me show my gratitude for this time in the form of balanced love and support which I could then shine with so my family and at people at my work could tell I am happy to be there, but I know to "hold the line, love isn't always on time." This morning I feel anxious I had bad dreams all night periodically waking up thinking about this or that and I realized I just need someone to tell me to "shut up" and roll their arms across my chest. Anyway I want to love myself more so everyone knows not to misjudge my borderline tendencies, not like anyone really does or cares because I believe most people I come in contact with realizes I'm a harmless weirdo that means to help, though my past can be off setting to one's opinions I've always been one to look on the bright side because once you've had it well you can make it well again with commitment and support. One thing I have noticed is that I need to notice more about others I might comment on your hair being especially nice but maybe I should ask more about people to try and get to know them more, I tend to stick to my business but it might be hurting my potential for something special like meeting someone that believes in me. If I could understand this world more I hope I can learn to communicate what I know and how I feel so I can get what I need and help others on the way to reaching my own goals. That's all that's important.

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Look, listen and wait. Your desires will be answered in time and in these times you may demonstrate your grace poised in patience.

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I can't wait to get laid, like actually some good sex 😃

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