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now for my new tav, an asmodeus tiefling great old one warlock!

i haven’t gotten past the shadowcursed lands with her yet so no jaheira in these pics

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photo mode with my storm sorcerer gith (resist) durge! her run has been completed for a little while and i just kept forgetting to share anything

below the line is act 3 dark urge spoilers

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i’ve been quite obsessed with photo mode since it came out tuesday and i wanted to share some of my favorites!

(some of) the companions

next post will be my current tav i haven’t shared anything about and my githyanki durge i also never shared anything about like i said i would

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i’ll be seeing paris paloma in concert in march and the fans normally like to make things called fairy messages to trade in the queue.

i had an idea for it that was to do with my photography and some lyrics of her songs so i’ll likely be sharing those when i’m done “assigning” each picture to a song

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free

“is this how it’s always been? to exist in the face of suffering and death and somehow still keep singing?” - free, florence + the machine

with a lot of the current events happening recently, i’ve been very anxious for a multitude of reasons. this song has always been one of the few things that helps ease my anxiety.

i decided to go with this picture because as i mentioned before, the snow feels like home to me and it feels safe, which is exactly the feeling i’d prefer over consistent anxiety. this picture has become a new favorite of mine and i’m very proud of it.

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22

“it might be over soon” - 22 (over soon), bon iver

my birthday was january 27th and i turned 22. it feels kind of crazy to me as i feel like i haven’t been 21 long enough. i had this song on repeat because everything went by so fast and happens to also have the same number in the title as the age i turned.

i struggled to choose a picture for this song because i wanted something to represent the song while also something i like a lot. i decided to lean more on to the “what i like”. i think it also still gets the message across.

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rings

“there are rings within rings within rings” - things behind things behind things, bon iver

i’ve had this song on repeat for a little while and then i remembered i had pictures like this one. i felt that for a more literal meaning of the above line, it fits.

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home

“am i home?” - mothership, aurora

i really love the snow and it’s so comforting. it makes me feel, well, home in a sense.

i’m surprised at how well this one came out and it’s definitely made its way into my favorites very quickly.

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as good a reason

“and spite’s a good reason to take his power” -as good a reason, paris paloma

my first photography post and it’s of what i believe to be american pokeweed. it’s poisonous so i felt that it was fitting to title it after the song “as good a reason” by paris paloma.

i’m excited to start sharing my photography here! :)

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so i’ve heard of people saying that they’ve found some voice lines from their tavs and durges but i’ve mainly only seen people talk about the one when you see the githyanki before the mountain pass. i found a different one last night and i don’t know if this is a common one or not but i wanna share it bc it was my first time coming across this!

please give credit if you share it

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i created a new character after completing my paladin run, a githyanki durge sorcerer. i’ll share more info about her as soon as i figure out for certain who she’s romancing bc it was supposed to be a laezel one but then at the tiefling party, she also romanced shadowheart sooooo we’ll see i guess. she’s my first character that didn’t follow my “plan” i guess bc it just didn’t seem like her the more i played so i had to make some adjustments.

i’ve had the itch to create more new characters bc i’ve had a few in mind like a githyanki cleric, evil run (durge and non durge ideas), and i wanna start a run playing as one of the short races. but with my gith durge being in the underdark currently, i’d rather wait until she gets further in the game before i start a new game otherwise im afraid i won’t go back to hers. she’s my only ongoing game currently.

i have a drow ranger who’s run i never finished (i shared about her in one of my tav intros) and i think i decided that at some point, im gonna start her run over. but i have so many ideas rn that i don’t think i’ll get to it soon. knowing all i do about the game and knowing a bit more dnd lore, at some point i wanna replay my first few runs.

i had to remove their files from the game files tho bc i had an issue with my computer and it was also slowing the game down a lot. at least i have all of their info written down.

i also started a couple multiplayer runs with a few friends, ones a dragonborn durge and the other is a tiefling. im thinking of trying to play them in a solo run at some point but i have no concept of the dragonborn’s backstory. she just kinda exists currently.

anyway. that’s enough of my 1:30am ramblings.

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yet another bg3 run completed

i completed my selûne paladin run last week.

the final battle always makes me so stressed and anxious and then a good ending is so bittersweet.

i had to replay the inside of the portal part so many times bc companions kept dying.

any other things i want to happen for my characters means i have to write them and i have so many ideas but not enough energy and motivation.

as for rhia’s (tav) life from here on out? i didn’t think that far but she’s happy with shadowheart

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updates

it’s been a little while since i’ve last posted. life got a little hectic soooo here’s a couple updates

joined a dnd group for the first time and we had our first session a while ago (haven’t played in a bit tho)

got a camera (i hope to post pics as soon as i figure out how to watermark them)

i might share some info about my dnd character but truthfully i’m still working on her character. i’m excited to play her tho!

i’ve also finished a bg3 run and started a new one so i hope to share stuff about the new one soon

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another play through done

i’m gonna miss my chaotic little monk 🫶

imrae (tav), karlach, and wyll went to avernus. in my headcanon, they’ll also “take care of” mizora, if you catch my drift, and karlach will get her heart fixed.

the epilogue always gets me. i love seeing how all the characters have grown on their own

i love listening to the song “how far we’ve come” by matchbox twenty while playing the final boss fight and the epilogue. i feel like it fits perfectly and kind of like, wraps everything up so to speak?

“i am well. i trust you are too. we deserve it, after all, don’t we?”

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the best of Astarion | HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAP ♡

bonus:

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this just made me think of “gortash if he slayed”

he was ✨slay✨ed 💁

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he was ✨slay✨ed 💁