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Sighs and pulls out my clown cowboy hat to return here.

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KAYCE WAS NOT USUALLY ONE to dwell on a decision before he took action. He preferred to live and do in the moment, accepting whatever consequences came later. Better to ask forgiveness than permission. That's how he'd ended up in trouble more often than not, how he'd ended up saddled with a child when he was little more than a kid himself, and that's exactly how he found himself in this current predicament with Eve. Another split second decision made in the heat of the moment, only to be plagued with guilt come morning.

On some fundamental level, he can acknowledge that he has done nothing wrong. He was a year into his divorce, living a life separate from his former wife, who had clearly moved on, and therefore was not unfaithful in the technical sense of the term. Yet that did not erase the shame he felt over their tryst.

Eve was right, he didn't do this often, not for almost ten years now since he'd been married. And therein laid the source of his guilt. He was out here repeating his past as if the outcome could be any different. Once again caught in a one night stand, with a woman who--if he squinted--bore a very slight resemblance to his ex-wife, and for all he knew, could've ended up pregnant just the same as the last time he'd been in this situation.

At the very least, Eve didn't appear to regret what transpired, in fact she seemed to be perfectly at ease. There was a small comfort in that, and he finds himself relaxing just a little bit at the notion that maybe he hadn't made as big of a mistake as he initially thought when he woke up that morning. "Truth be told, last time I did something like this I ended up married with a kid." He admits sheepishly, meeting her gaze with a slight smile. "That's not what I'm expecting now--" He adds quickly, rubbing a hand through the back of his hair, mussing it up even further. "But I guess you could say I'm out of practice."

there is an odd level of guilt that settles across his features. if it hadn't succeeded in making her feel weird, eve may have laughed about it. after all, those puppy dog eyes were mastered with a skill she could not rival. instead, she is fairly quick to turn her back towards him, and tend to cleaning up their makeshift campsite. staying in the woods overnight had been the plan, but sharing the night together was something spontaneous. when her belongings are gathered and moved to her saddle, she eventually casts her eyes to him, smile pulling at the corners of her parted lips. he wasn't going to let this go, was he?

she heaves a sigh before finding a place to sit. what was there to talk about? they slept together. it was all in good fun, wasn't it? ever since they met, eve couldn't deny a certain level of attraction towards him. a man who could carry himself, a man with a dark past, a man carrying a name that people feared. every aspect of him played into the night unraveling the way it did, and there was hardly any regret settling in her chest.

❝ what is there to talk about, kayce? ❞ a legitimate question. ❝ we had ... fun. together. and one might argue that it was a smart decision because it kept us warm. but, i don't think it needs to be talked about ... it's not anything serious. you don't ... do stuff like this? often? ❞ of course he didn't. that's why they were having this talk in the first place, right? @untamedson

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*approaches the raccoon with a piece of bacon in an attempt to tame*

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Just a heads up, I portray Kayce as being divorced from Monica. Kayce and Monica began the divorce process at some point during their separation in season one/two. Considering they never really discussed the issues which led to their separation in the first place, the fact that Monica lowkey manipulated Kayce into believing she forgot who he was after her head injury, how Kayce is very self destructive and involved in a lot of illegal stuff revolving around his family's ranch, and not to mention how one of the two of them essentially cheated on the other one, I feel like there's a lot that never gets addressed that fundamentally should split them up. Plus, when they do get back together, they go right back to doing the same stuff they did before (cough cough Kayce lying to Monica all the time) which led to the problems in their marriage in the first place.

How the divorce effects Kayce and how much he still carries that weight depends on the timing, or at what point during the overall y/ellowstone plot we're interacting in (basically what season we're operating in). I portray the divorce as being instigated by Monica herself, with him being initially resistant to the idea for a long time. He did fight for them to stay together, because at the end of the day he really does love her, but eventually he caves and goes through with it, mostly for Tate's sake since their constant fighting is not healthy for him.

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"They say the stars shine brighter in Montana."

Luke Grimes for Country Living magazine

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This is a private blog for Kayce Dutton, from the show Yellowstone. Thank you for taking the time to read my rules, and while I’m pretty open about things usually, there are a few rules that I have. If you have any questions, do not be afraid to send an ask for clarification! This blog is rated 20+, do not follow if you are below the age of 20.

written by: Maya, she/her/hers pronouns, 25+, discord is available upon request for mutuals only

Some roleplay guidelines:

Due to the mature nature of the tv series, this blog is rated 20+.

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Now that all that shippy stuff is taken care of, I am always 100% down to roleplay friendships, partnerships, frenemies relationships, etc. Just hit me up with ideas, I love plotting things out and getting a dialogue going about what’s to come.

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Honestly? Duplicates don’t bug me at all, I know some people can be sensitive to duplicates, and that following/seeing duplicates around gives them anxiety and that’s perfectly fair, I completely understand. Personally however, I don’t mind following//being followed by duplicates of the same character. Everybody has their own unique flavor to add to their character regardless of the source material. If you’re a duplicate and unsure of whether or not you can follow me, consider this an invitation to come and say hi so we can gush about our character together.