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Growing up is actually all about realizing people don’t inherently dislike you and it’s a bit odd to assume they do

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"How did you figure out you're asexual" Somewhere deep in my Google history is the search phrase 'is there a sexuality where you don't like anyone'

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I like to think that regardless of whether Batman knows Cap is a kid or not, he notices he has a really hard time sitting still during meetings and is fully prepared to deal with that

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1. Little Hurricane/Vani

2. 07/27

3. 🤷‍♂️ dont really have a concept of time or keep track of those things

4. Alice In Wonderland, Kingdom Keepers (Series), Tunnels (Series) Beast of Noor, Frankenstien, Dracula, The Legend Of Sleepy Hollow. Lots of stuff🤷‍♂️

5. Boobs.

6.🤷‍♂️ i dont really get crushes. Not really into others sexually or romantically aside from one person. But hey! Theres a exception to every rule (like the awnser is my partner and only my partner)

7. See number 6

8. 🤷‍♂️ society always ruins those somehow, i wanted to be a mortician as a child. But all those math classes; and like i would rather work with the dead than the living. And id have to do both! I wanted to be a veternarian. But like having to put a animal down seeing them in pain/struggling. No thanks. Plus again people arent kind when they are greving always. Do you know the suicide rate for veternarians. I wanted to be a artist. The problem is people again. Act like they own you and your work cause they paid you. And its like NOPE. Thats my baby i put my blood sweat and tears in. You can have your money back i wont do anything for you. Plus guess what ruined art. Society. Capitalism. Its not about passion and art its about moooney!

Fuck

That

9. Being alive, regaining my sanity, apotheosis

10. Who my dad is, what i am

11.

Sorry its just high key

When my moods are rapid cycling and look like this

You want me to have highs and lows? Bish so many high key every day

12. Greece, UK, Ireland, Salem Massachusets, New York, New Orleans

13. Getting "constructively Psychotic"

14. Youtube, Discord, Pintrist

15. Only need one word. Hurricane

16. My personality / the amount of effort/work i put in/ creativity and kindness

17. Art, sewing, ghosts, growth

18. Math, Time, Patience, Communication

19. So i had this friend. SUPER SMART but when it came time for tests shed panic and become a giant mess even though everyone knew she had it covered. I let her borrow this mcdonalds toy. Said it was "lucky" it wasnt. I just had it in my bag. But it was all she needed. She borrowed it every test the whole time we were in school. I gave it to her when we graduated. Lauren if your reading this ever which doubtful you will i hope it served you well lmao (also i totally got the idea from space jam. AND IT WORKED THE POWER OF PLACEBO)

20. Blood can be a substitute for eggs

21. My best friend/Boyfriend.

22. Jewelry, Alice in Wonderland Book from the 40s, Dead Pocketwatch, plushes. Haunted Friends

23. Neku

24. XD im 31 and that high key still has not happened

25. Badly? I dont really like who i am when im competitive/dont like it when others are competitive. I got annoyed at kids screaming at me during soccer. So i sat in the feild and made flower chains. Got yelled at trying to trip kids i was mad at.

26. Apathetic, restless, chill

27. Night owl

28. 🤷‍♂️ who am i to say. I believe anything is possible and if it happens thats amazing

29. There's no place for you in the afterlife,

All I want is chu-chu-chu-chu

Just wanna see your blood, blood, blood, blood

Execution, execution, execution

Execution, execution, execution, execution, execution

Execution, execution, execution

If I were to

Ah, end your life

It would be the beginning of eternity

Eyes, eyes, eyes, caught in the judgment of looks and people

目、目、目、しがらむ品定めと人目

me, me, me, shigaramu shinasadame to hitome

Our intertwined bodies rotting away

まだ絡まった身体が腐るまで

mada karamattata karada ga kusaru made

Dressed up, deceiving each other, parading around, fooling each other

粧して化かし合い 着飾り瞞し合い

maku shite bakashi ai kikazari damashi ai

idk been super into phantom SITTA

30. Candy, Tea, plushes, video games

31. Phantom Sitta, Creature Feature, Rin Kagamine

32. Too much (an xi ety)

33. Fucking Dorthy. She was SUPER ANNOYING as a brown haired little girl who liked alice. "What a cute dorthy" and its like FUCKING EXCUSE ME?!? IS MY DRESS GINHAMN?! AM I WEARING SILVER/RED SHOES?! DO I HAVE A BASKET/LITTLE DOG?! IS MY HAIR IN BRAIDS?! NO? Then fucking stfu! Its high key annoying too! Tf was i supposed to do as a child? I wasnt allowed to dye my hair or have wigs when i was small so im just fucking DOOMED TO BE FUCKING DORTHY BECAUSE MY HAIR IS BROWN NOT BLONDE No matter how hard i work on my costume THAT KANSAS CUNT.

34. A child getting the love that i never did.

35. People think im weird tbqh

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I really hope so, i used to shake their branches and introduce myself because i thought it was funny as a child. Like hello mr tree! Nice to meet you!

the trees you grew up with have not forgotten you. their branches still whisper your name in the breeze and their roots remember the paths your feet once traced through their shade.

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Its like neither! I aspire to be a IT

My goal is haunted porclain doll

*wokely* tell me what genitals you have, stranger i just met

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There are some species of slugs that do this whole penis fencing thing. They sword fight with their dicks and whoever stabs into the other is pregnant and a girl now

Koalas have clamidia, they also cant recognize their food unless its on a stick. Serve them a bowl of euculypus leaves they will be like tf is this.

Pigs will quickly return to being feral if they escape. It takes most species generations not with a pig. Also you want to get rid of a body a pig farm would be a super good idea

There was a group of elephants that killed a person and then came to her funeral and trampled her grave

There was a chimp called travis in missouri that was treated like a person. And he ended up going bezerk mauling a woman compleatly ripping her face off. Travis's keeper tried to stop the onslaught by stabbing him but he wouldnt stop and in the end was shot by police. The woman survived but was forever disfigured.

There was a instrument called the cat organ/cat piano. (In the past) where youd have cats in a box and produce music by pulling their tails

Koko the gorilla more than likely never actually truely understood sign language and was kept in bad conditions for such a big animal and sensationalized by a rich white woman that truely didnt know what she was doing. There was also SA aligations in the gorrila foundation because koko was obsessed with nipples

Pandas suck at having sex and giving birth. Thousands of dollars have gone into trying to have more pandas and the pandas arent corroperating. There was even panda porn produced to try to get them more in the mood. No dice.

This is a super common fact but the fact that brown recluse venom is necrotic TERRIFIES ME. You get a bite from one and suddenly your arm is rotting off. No thank you

Any portral of angler fish you see? Yeah! Thats a lady

Say hello to the pretty lady!

You want to know what a male angler fish looks like?

They are much smaller and pretty pathetic compared to the girls and their whole existance is finding a female and nibbling on her flesh. And then they fuse to the ladies and compleatly disolve all except for a pair of balls so she can reproduce herself.

I could keep going. Wont though

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An archaeologist studying the ancient Roman Forum in Corinth, Greece, just identified one of the buildings within it as a prison. Matthew Larsen examined historical records from the excavation of the site in 1901 and graffiti found on the floor to determine that it is likely one of just a few surviving prisons from the Roman world. The graffiti, which is written in Greek, was seemingly carved by inmates — and much of it includes curses against the people who imprisoned them. One inscription reads, "May the fortune of those who suffer in this lawless place prevail. Lord, do not show mercy on the one who threw us in here," while another simply says, "Lord, make them die an awful death." Go inside this fascinating discovery: https://inter.st/ae2f

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being the last one to send a message before the chat falls into sudden silence always feels like u just made the worst faux pas of your life and you go sorry guys was that weird and they're all like no sorry I was just looking at a leaf on tbe ground leaf.jpg like oh ok

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Lmao its me i was the drama, i mostly stayed to myself didnt cause fights but i was high key ALWAYS in the bathroom and that for sure caused drama and rumors. When in reality it was like no; you all and this job highkey stress me out and i have a disability called CVS (cyclical vomiting syndrome) that i dont know about yet because i havent been offically diagnosised with it and its a rare disorder that like 2% of the population has. And not much is known about

"WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS IN THE BATHROOM GET THE FUCK OUT"

"TF YOU WANT FROM ME IM A FUCKING BIOHAZARD"

*big sigh* "just open the door"

*opens the door and is covered in blood from a giant nosebleed*

And there like holy fuck.

Or its like WHY ARE YOU CAMPING OUT IN THE BATHROOM GET OUT

*is forced out and then ends up puking repetedly everywhere because im in a inconvient spot/cant get to a trash can in time*

And its like tf is wrong with you? If your that sick you shouldnt be here

And its like BUT THEN ID NEVER BE AT WORK IDK WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME

Its high key stress. My nervous system is WRECKED i high key can not handle it and get super sick.

truly do not understand workplace drama. we're stuck here doing stupid bullshit for 8 hours and you want to make it worse? But on the other hand I love hearing about arguments that are not and never will be my problem

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I want a culture of platonic relationships in society (

Because I see a cute, cool person, and I want to spend time with them and hug them and make gifts for them, but this is perceived by them and others as romantic/sexual. I don't want that.

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i don't know if this was the show's express intent, but murderbot's sex repulsion in the show in tandem with how much its traits have been compared to those of a Sex/ComfortBot and how Leebeebee was constantly sexualizing it and talking about forcing it to have sexual organs for her to find attractive and then kissed it against its will — all of that feels so very reminiscent of my own experiences as an asexual person and it is making me sooooooooo

The idea that even well meaning people keep comparing you to 'more available' versions of yourself. The idea that your body is most relevant to others when pleasure can be sought from it. Not wanting to be looked at, if the only way people look at you is with lust, with misunderstanding.

Obviously murderbot isn't a show primarily about this, but I don't feel like I've ever seen sexual violence against asexuals represented in a media like this, if at all. It's a horrible fact about our demographic, but it is true that we face drastic levels of abuse, conversion therapy, corrective assault, and more. To see a window into the trauma of asexuality taken seriously and handled with even a little compassion truly means a LOT to me.

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Looking for Sora in Shibuya… 🌃