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i hate you,

because i don’t at all

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i wish you could think about how i feel for second.

take a dive into my mind.

understand that i love you but i’m spiraling at the thought of it.

my whole view on love is twisting and changing and has been right under my nose.

i’m in denial.

because admitting that i love you as anything more, would suck.

knowing i once again am loving one that i know would not want more.

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i wish you loved me like you claim you do.

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i’m nauseatingly aware of my own sadness

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manager i cant come to work today i forgot how to mimic the behavior of a human. being

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㋡🥀

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*consumes literature* *throws up* ooooo I love this poem!!

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being alive hurts.

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Your daily dose of cat memes

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I always fuck up just enough that the people I love eventually hate me

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I am in pain constantly. I am overwhelmed by my emotions constantly. But at the same time I feel so empty all the time. How is it even fucking possible to feel everything and nothing all at once? How is it fucking possible that I feel like my emotions so fucking intense they cause me physical pain, but also feel so fucking empty? What the actual fuck is that? I just want to be okay, all I want is to not be so fucking miserable anymore.

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i’m so sad. i just want to love correctly.