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If there’s such a thing as true love’s kiss; it would have been you.

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I'm sitting in the darkness waiting for a light, I'm laughing at the girls waiting for mr. right. I'm sitting in the darkness maybe it's the same, An invisible peice playing an invisible game.

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I'm in love with love the way I'm in love with California; warm skin, soft sand, places I've never been.

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I don't know what I just drew, but it made me cry.

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(Unfinished songs without tunes)

It's 43 degrees in my bedroom tonight, I'm laying here wishing I had someone to hold me tight. And I'm crying cause summer's over, But I realize I wasted it looking for four leaf clovers. Wasted 5 months of my life on you, And now another 6 trying to remember what single girls do. It's not that I'm broken, my heart never fell, I just ache for some lips to kiss and t shirts to smell. Can't escape loneliness, like a ghost in the night, You and me was sanctuary hid in plain sight. I can't escape lonliness, it knows where I live, It waits on my boredom till I have none left to give. My lungs are asthamtic my heart beats too fast, I countdown the days untill winter's last. I should move to California where the sun always shines, I should get out of Jersey where you're always on my mind. But I can't escape loneliness it's a ghost in the night, I'm just looking for sanctuary to make me feel right. I can't escape lonliness, it knows where I live, Cause I'm selfish, self-destructive, I'm too scared to give

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I'm so in love with you, but I feel like I'm living a pretend life Cause I've never felt I was made for crystal skies or starcrossed eyes There's too much sadness in this soul for peace, Too much madness in this head for a leash, Too much fear in my heart for release. I'm so in love with you but I've pledged my waves to truth Always too confused to find the right move There's too much fire in these bodies in the backseat, Too much air in these lungs to breathe, Quite frankly I'm too turned on to see. I'm so in love with you but am I living a pretend life? With picket fences and these wishes imagined right. Like a crush turned into a god, Samson loved Delilah 'fore she did him wrong, If I give you my heart will you take my song? I'll give you my heart, just please don't take my song.

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I hate myself for believing I could have had a chance with you

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He was so beautiful So very beautiful I can't fully get over it And I look at his girl, and all the girls All the girls who've held the hearts of the boys I've loved What do they have that I don't? Why am I so very miserable, and why do they have my world laying beside them?

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Staring at myself in the bathroom Trying to figure why no one will love me Oh I'm not waiting to bloom I've found my glory now someone love me please Frozen inside baby come thaw me over Trying to figure why no one will love me I could be drunk or sober Still seems I'm always out of luck I'm so tired of being alone

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I am becoming a ROBOT With every morning I drive to work at the crack of dawn With every tear I keep hidden And every silenced song Oh I have become a ROBOT I have suffocated my dreams under pillows, there is no place for them here I've broken my soul into bits and seen the love in my heart disappear Oh I have become their ROBOT But I want to be FREE Someone set me FREE I want to be one with the earth like before I want to have words to write down and more to spare I want to be FREE

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I hate the way I have no one to hold I hate the way I'm slowly growing old I love the way cigarettes taste like death Life's just web of woven addictions, and lying gypsy predictions Unless you made it more. I feel like I can see time melt away As I fade out of fate's puzzle everyday That's why I go to sleep and refill my fingertips with hope Oh I say I do my best maybe, I'm lying I'm not really trying Until I truly look in your eyes.

Midnight ramblings

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Ready to fall in love with humankind, Got too many dark thoughts on my mind. We're all made of stardust poisoned by sadness, But you with me could help make sense of the madness.

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We're all starting to rip open scars healed in salt And all I can tell you is that it wasn't your fault The past very well will define who you are Just pray to God you'll have courage to shine like the stars

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Your roots were drenched in iodine It’s hard to keep them in the dirt It’s hard to feed off the sunshine

(via utterlysappy)

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Introvert problems: when you're being introduced to someone new and are too focused on trying to remember your own name you don't even hear the other person say theirs

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Darling you and me; We're survivors. I can see it in our eyes our bones built to last. Oh darling you and me; we were born survivors. And all if this soon will be in the past, I promise you.

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Don't you go crying to your mama now After all bad boys don't find good wives Don't you go bleeding for the whole world to see You've spent all your charm ain't got none left for me Cause my restless heart just won't rest