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When I lose I feel better and prettier, i dont care how sick it sounds.

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managed to leave my boyfriends house without eating breakfast cuz I need to take a pill with an empty stomach and can't eat anything for half an our... now I'm at uni and if everything goes well I'll walk home and clean the entire house, all without food

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managed to leave my boyfriends house without eating breakfast cuz I need to take a pill with an empty stomach and can't eat anything for half an our... now I'm at uni and if everything goes well I'll walk home and clean the entire house, all without food

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Reblog if you are an active 4n4 blog Nov. 24.

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a few updates

first I'm getting fat af...I tried my favourite jeans and it didn't fit... I tried to wear it anyway and it tore

my boyfriend gave me a lovely ring engraved "til death" and I think it's so romantic! I literally have a pic of a ring with this phrase engraved on my Pinterest paste "dream wedding" he's absolutely perfect

my parents suck, but that's not really news

and I'll be coming back here cuz I really need to loose weight

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why is walking on an empty stomach so weird??

like one minute I'm fine then the next my vision is blurry my walking is wobbly and every step feels like a chore

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I hate the fact that I eat more than my bf

like, we just had breakfast (a grilled cheese and half an apple with honey each) and I'm still hungry while he can't even think about food cuz he's so full, now I'll have to wait until lunch but I can't stop thinking about food

I fucking hate it and he's so petite and skinny and I'm so jealous of it he has the most petite waist

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Hello you guys

So, yesterday I went to the natural products store and I found all the ingredients I needed plus batteries for my scale, so I'll be able to update you all lol

and the cost of it was only R$11.54 (2.07 US dollars)

I think I'll try a famous Brazilian lax recipe, made by Dona Diva. It's 15 dry plums, 2 table spoons of raisins, and 1 table spoon of sene leafs. Put it in a blender with 2 cups of warm water and voilà you'll be shitting for days and there's people who lost like 20kg! Anyway, later I'll go to a natural products store and see if they have the ingredients, if so I'll drink this thing Friday and stay home all weekend exercising and probably shitting a lot. If you want any updates just let me know lol

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I think I'll try a famous Brazilian lax recipe, made by Dona Diva. It's 15 dry plums, 2 table spoons of raisins, and 1 table spoon of sene leafs. Put it in a blender with 2 cups of warm water and voilà you'll be shitting for days and there's people who lost like 20kg! Anyway, later I'll go to a natural products store and see if they have the ingredients, if so I'll drink this thing Friday and stay home all weekend exercising and probably shitting a lot. If you want any updates just let me know lol

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sooo many of my problems would be solved if my whole body were as sk1nny as my wrists

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I feel like my bf is not attracted to me at all and I wanna throw up just by thinking about it ugh why am I so gross and unlovable

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out of nowhere my main account ended in Ed twitter and I have no idea why and now I'm being triggered 24/7

I literally never searched for anything like that in my account geez

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feeling (a)pathetic

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Reblog if you don't feel valid bc ik I don't rn

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I decided to start running because my endocrinologist called me sedentary and I wanted to rub it in his face that I'm not

it was a fucking terrible idea, I almost puked my lungs out

my mouth tastes like blood

and I can barely breath cuz I have asthma

but I'll do it again tomorrow cuz the guy really pissed me off

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