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me, coming back to my senses: I……really ate all that bread…….

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I would rather have a stomach ache from starving than from a binge

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i want to die so bad i just binged

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and for my next trick i’ll ruin everything for absolutely no reason

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post secret 20.8.17

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there’s soot in my lungs

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any tips on losing water weight fast

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strong and independent woman right ?

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Having an eating disorder is like being in between two people arguing, screaming at the top of their lungs and doing whatever the person who is screaming louder says.

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So i am on my 6th day of fasting and let me tell you is not nice at all. I never went past the 2nd day so it’s kinda a big deal for me. I feel incredibly sick, i can’t stand up for more than one minute or i pass out. I really feel bad. Also , i think i kinda told my english teacher about my ed so she could let me retake the exam i failed, hope it works lol. So yea, i hate you ana i’m sorry but i really do hate you.

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i feel so sick

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i actually can’t believe i’m on my fourth day of fasting , my 9th grade self would be so fucking proud

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cw: 111 gw: 108

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When you wanna get this bread, but you know it’s 80 calories a slice

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I’VE BEEN TRICKED I’M ON A RESTAURANT I WANT TO ACTUALLY DIE MY MOM IS READING ME THE MENU OUTLOUD AND I KEEP SAYING NO TO EVERYTHING, but i’ve burned 200 calories walking 🤪

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i’m going on a walk with my mom, pls pray for me that i don’t pass out

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i think my mom figured out something . I’m scared. I can’t go back to my stupid doctor