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PROMPTS FROM THE HUNGER GAMES: MOCKINGJAY *  assorted dialogue from part 1 (2014) and part 2 (2015), adjust as necessary

it is the things we love most that destroy us.

do you have any other conditions?

if we burn... you burn with us.

do you see that?

you know, i like you better without all the makeup.

i like you better sober.

i never wanted any of this.

i want everyone who is watching to lay down their weapons.

everyone's either gonna wanna kiss you, kill you, or be you.

they're coming, [name]. they're gonna kill everyone.

are you fighting, [name]? you here to fight with us?

i'm in pain. that's the only way i can get your attention.

they let us go.

you did it, [name]. you showed them.

he's not even afraid of us.

it's almost not fair.

hello, [name]. this how you greet an old friend?

maybe i don't recognize you sober.

i drag myself out of nightmares and there's no relief in waking up.

it takes ten times longer to put yourself back together than it does to fall apart.

we can't guarantee her safety.

i want to go.

and if you're killed?

make sure you get it on camera.

no, no, listen to me. no one else can do this.

we need to make it personal.

that's not the issue.

this is the only choice you have.

we will make you the best dressed rebel in history.

this is where you kissed me.

i didn't think you remembered that.

i would have to be dead to forget that.

i thought she went to find you.

there's no one on the stairs.

you know everything old can be made new again.

isn't that what i promised you?

did you have a nightmare? i have nightmares, too.

someday i'll explain it to you.

i'll tell you how i survive it.

i make a list in my head of all the good things i've seen someone do. every little thing i can remember.

it's like a game. i do it over and over.

there are much worse games to play.

you love me. real or not real?

stay with me.

what do all those deaths mean?

we all have one enemy.

stop killing for him.

promise me you'll find it.

we're very familiar with each other's screams.

you really think i gave the order?

i've been watching you. and you watching me.

i'm afraid we've both been played for fools.

i don't believe you.

i thought we'd agreed never to lie to each other.

may your aim be true as your heart is pure.

your favorite color is green. is that real?

now you're talking.

i wish he'd hurry up with the last part.

you're still trying to protect me. real or not real?

that's what you and i do. keep each other alive.

i know you.

i'm here to kill him.

the bullet didn't even touch you.

what are your injuries?

nobody likes me.

they're afraid of you.

i, of all people, know that it's always personal.

i guess there are no rules anymore about what a person can do to another person.

give me one reason why i shouldn't shoot you.

bury them alive.

there's gotta be a better way.

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“  i  just  didn’t  like  the  way  they  were  looking  at  you.  like  you  weren’t  mine. ”

the  smile  on  his  lips  pulls  lightly  at  the  corners,  growing  in  amusement.  pale  eyes  flit  over  silco's  face  from  his  place  at  the  closed  door,  unable  to  help  the  warmth  of  smugness  in  his  chest  at  the  jealousy.  it  wasn't  the  first  time,  and,  happily,  he  knew  it  wouldn't  be  the  last.  ultimately,  it  was  the  price  of  owning  a  bar.  especially  now  when  he  was  really  the  only  bartender,  not  ready  to  pay  any  consistent  employee  to  help  him  out  quite  yet.  so  for  now  there  was  the  unavoidable  flirting  from  customers,  at  least  when  he  was  alone  behind  the  bar.  typically  it  cooled  down  when  silco  was  around.  not  only  were  their  close  conversations  and  frequent  slips  into  the  backroom  obvious,  but  their  friendship  turned  more  was  pretty  well  known  in  the  lanes.  truthfully,  it  was  bold  that  anyone  bothered  to  try  and  flirt  with  either  of  them.

tonight  though,  a  particular  group  of  customers  didn't  seem  to  know  or  CARE  about  any  possible  partner.  vander  assumed  they  simply  wren't  from  the  lanes,  and  didn't  know  what  they  were  walking  into.  he'd  hardly  even  noticed  the  eyes,  only  picking  up  on  them  when  he'd  caught  silco's  scowl  in  their  direction.  but  even  that  was  short  lived  before  there  was  a  rude  exchange,  and  vander  found  himself  bringing  the  other  into  the  back  room  to  cool  off.  he'd  assumed  some  level  of  jealousy  or  irritation,  but  the  possession  is  what  prompts  him  to  shift  his  hand  to  the  doorknob  to  twist  the  lock  before  stepping  to  the  other.

vander  steps  up  to  him,  his  amusement  still  clear  on  his  features  as  he  briefly  searches  the  other's  eyes  for  the  heat  he  knew  existed  within  the  possession.  they  hadn't  been  doing  this  very  long.  trying  this.  but  within  that,  they'd  both  already  had  their  moments.  while  they  may  not  have  been  sleeping  together  for  very  long,  there  was  no  one  who  knew  him  as  well  as  silco,  or  vice  versa.  they  were  each  other's  closest  people.  even  in  that  friendship  he  could  speak  to  his  own  possessiveness,  that  maybe  he  would  have  described  as  protectiveness  in  the  past.  but  now?  no.  now  that  he'd  had  the  other  as  a  lover,  not  just  a  friend  ...  he  had  no  interest  in  sharing.  and  he'll  never  claim  not  to  like  that  it's  reciprocated.

“  fuck  'em,  ”  he  replies  softly  as  he  steps  close,  their  bodies  already  touching  as  he  backs  the  other  slightly  against  against  a  shelf  of  boxes.  “   they're  just  not  paying  attention,   ”  he  says  as  he  lifts  a  hand,  palm  curling  around  silco's  face  as  he  leans  in.  words  a  breath  against  his  lips,  “   because  i'm  yours.  ”  vander  pauses  for  a  moment,  lips  ghosting  over  the  other's  before  capturing  them  in  a  gentle  kiss.  his  eyes  fall  shut  as  he  presses  a  little  closer,  lips  parting  to  deepen  the  kiss.  while  he  knew  he  should  go  back  out  to  the  bar,  he  has  NO  intention  of  doing  so.  / @silklies

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𝙥𝙖𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣  𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙩  𝙤𝙛  𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨.  —  patron  saint  of  frameworks.  of  structures.  of  solidity.  patron  saint  of  things  that  break.  patron  saint  of  things  that  are  left  behind.  the  bones  survive  long  after  the  body,  the  building:  what  is  there  left  for  them,  when  the  rest  has  gone?  what  do  bones  do,  with  nothing  to  hold  around  them?  who  holds  the  bones?

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tagging:  anyone  who  wants  to  !

[vandrs]

so .... my starter call is old .... anyways ... i've been requested to be here this week, so STARTER CALL.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑨𝑷𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑮𝑰𝑬𝑺 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑮𝑰𝑽𝑬𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i'm sorry for everything i said.  ❜ ❛  i just made a stupid mistake, okay?  ❜ ❛  will you ever be able to forgive me?  ❜ ❛  i already said i'm sorry!  ❜ ❛  how many more times do you need me to apologize?  ❜ ❛  it's gonna take a lot more for me to be able to trust you again.  ❜ ❛  you can't just come in here and say sorry like it was no big deal!  ❜ ❛  i accept your apology.  ❜ ❛  i'm not the person you need to apologize to.  ❜ ❛  you don't need to apologize, i understand.  ❜ ❛  everyone makes mistakes sometimes. it's human.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare tell me you're sorry!  ❜ ❛  are you really sorry or are you just pretending?  ❜ ❛  i don't believe your apology.  ❜ ❛  do you really think a simple apology is gonna make everything okay again?  ❜ ❛  ii never meant to hurt you.  ❜ ❛  can't we just forget this whole thing and move on?  ❜ ❛  what more do you want me to say?  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry i didn't listen to you sooner.  ❜ ❛  you were right, and i'm sorry i ever doubted you.  ❜ ❛  let's just forgive and forget.  ❜ ❛  i don't think i'll ever be able to forgive you for what you've done.  ❜ ❛  someday i'll surely forgive you ... but that day is not today.  ❜ ❛  let's just forget all about it and pretend it never happened.  ❜ ❛  what else am i supposed to do or say for you to believe me?  ❜ ❛  why can't you just say you're sorry?  ❜ ❛  i'm still waiting for that apology ...  ❜ ❛  that wasn't so difficult now, was it?  ❜ ❛  i'm begging you, please forgive me.  ❜ ❛  i promise you i'll never make the same mistake again.  ❜ ❛  that was the worst apology i've ever heard.  ❜ ❛  really? that's all you have to say for yourself?  ❜ ❛  you already broke your word once, who's to say you won't do it again?  ❜ ❛  will you just apologize already?  ❜ ❛  i don't need an apology from you.  ❜ ❛  i didn't mean what i said ... i'm sorry.  ❜ ❛  you need to be honest with me.  ❜ ❛  there's nothing to apologize for.  ❜ ❛  i've already forgiven you, you idiot.  ❜ ❛  i know you probably won't believe me, but i truly am sorry.  ❜

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a  low  laugh  passes  his  as  he  grabs  his  own  towel  to  lightly  rub  against  his  hair  in  effort  to  at  least  stop  the  dripping.  he  hadn't  missed  the  skepticism  on  the  other's  face  as  the  space  between  them  was  closely  monitored.  but  he  wasn't  about  to  push  it,  it  wasn't  worth  the  risk  of  a  genuine,  one  sided  argument.  “ are  you  sure  about  that? ”  vander  asks,  a  smirk  pulling  at  the  corner  of  his  lips  before  draping  the  towel  over  his  shoulder  and  picking  up  his  hard  hat  in  preparation  of  leaving.  it's  a  clear  joke,  silco's  repulsion  for  this  amount  of  sweat  very  clear.  but  that  didn't  mean  there  wasn't  room  for  some  light  teasing.  “ i  can  hold  off  for  a  few  hours.  make  sure  i  sit  on  the  couch,  maybe  your  bed  ... ”  he  lists  off  seriously  despite  the  smile  that  only  grows.  shrugging,  he  adds,  “    ...  or  maybe  i'll  shower.    ”

vander  puts  on  his  hard  hat  before  stepping  back  to  silco,  almost  as  if  he  was  going  to  fall  into  the  familiar  pattern  of  tossing  his  arm  over  his  shoulders.  but  instead,  he  stops  and  gestures  with  his  arm,  saying,  “    after  you.    ”   /   @silklies

he   was   use   to   being   covered   in   sweat   from the mines,   a   strenuous   activity that left   all   of them covered in their own sweat and soot.   however,   the sudden splash of   wetness   his direction from vander as he shook his head had been   disgusting    ⸻     not sure if it had been all sweat or something else like water.   nonetheless,   he took off away from him,   slapping   hands away that try and reach for him.   eyes narrow at vander,   facial features contorted with   disgust.   one would think that considering he also worked in the mines,   he wouldn't mind,   however he certainly didn't want   vander's   sweat all over him.   he   was   sweaty   enough   as   it   is   !   ❛   it   is   that  gross.   ❜   a pause as he stops to look at vander,   eyes flit down to the towel handed out to him,   a   huff   leaving lips.   he didn't   trust   him to not grab him and continue to shake his hair in his face to get him   soaking,   however he grabs for the somewhat clean hand towel.   using it to   wipe   his face clean on whatever soot had clung to skin.

❛   the  other   twenty   percent   being  sweat  is  foul.   once  we  get  out  of  here,   you   better   take  a  shower.   ❜   all he wanted to do was   relax   after a hard day,   maybe have a   drink   too but most of all   …   a shower was calling his name.   the warmth on his skin,   soaking it up.   it   sounded   heavenly.

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𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗧𝗜𝗖  𝗚𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗨𝗥𝗘𝗦  /     bold  what  applies  to  your  muse,  italicize  if  there's  potential / depends,  strike  out  absolute  negatives .

holding  hands   ·   buying     /     creating  flowers   ·   cooking   ·   cuddles   ·   writing  a  poem     /     song   ·   holding  door  open   ·   tying  shoe  laces   ·   sharing  a  milkshake  with  two  the  same  straw   ·   offering  their  jacket  when  it's  cold   ·   kissing  in  the  rain   ·   publicly  confessing  love   ·   long  walks  at  the  beach   ·   doing  the  titanic  pose  on  a  boat   ·   kissing  the  back  of  their  hand   ·   slow  dancing   ·   introducing  them  to  their  parents   ·   lighting  candles   ·   flower  petals  on  bed   ·   love  letters   ·   stargazing   ·   brushing     /     doing  their  hair   ·   picnics   ·   teaching  them  to  play  an  instrument  while  gently  guiding  their  hands   ·   compliments   ·   drawing  them   ·   self - made  gifts   ·   massages   ·   proposing  with  a  family  heirloom  ring   ·   lending  them  their  favorite  book  to  read   ·   paying  for  dinner     /     coffee   ·   surprise  birthday  parties   ·   feeding  them   ·   handing  them  keys  to  their  apartment   ·   making  space  in  drawer  for  their  clothes  when  they  stay  over   ·   sharing  a  blanket   ·   couple  costumes   ·   tucking  a  hair  strand  behind  their  ear   ·   keeping  them  from  leaving   ·   moving  cities  to  be  together   ·   blowing  a  kiss   ·   breakfast  in  bed   ·   defending  them  in  a  fight   [   verbally     /     physically   ]   ·   joint bubble baths   ·   dropping the l-bomb   [   " i love you "   ]   ·   dedicating  a  song  to  them   ·   wearing  their  clothes   ·   yawning  before  putting  an  arm  around  them  while  watching  a  movie   ·   grant  them  the  last  bite   [   of a meal   ]

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[vandrs]

time for another round of What Are They Laying On

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just thinking about this again. just thinking. not crying

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trying to draw zaundads 🫶

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sleepy , domestic morning kisses in the kitchen while making breakfast.

fingers run through hair, his free hand holding the handle of the pan in his hand. with a slight shake of the pan he moves the eggs, ensuring they don't stick to the hot pan, before he sets it back on the burner. in his periphery, vander sees a familiar form entering the kitchen. a soft smile flips up the corner of his lips as his eyes return to the pan. picking up the spatula, he slips it under the eggs and shifts them to the waiting plates. as he turns to face them, and in turn, jayce as he lingers by the counter.      “    you didn't have to g e t u p ,    ”        he says, soft smile still on his lips as he adjusts the food on the plates and takes the pan off the burner. “    i was going to bring yours to bed,    ”

his look to jayce is mildly concerned, but not unhappy to see him up and about. based on the state of him the previous night, he expected at least a slower start. then again, jayce did always suprise him. vander reaches out, hand gentle, slipping it behind the other's back to pull him closer. he leans in, kissing him lightly, lips still hovering over the other's as he says,       “    g'morning.    ” vander's hand pulls him a little closer for a moment, kissing him again, this time with more feeling, deepening it with an eager tongue as he leans in closer for a moment. if he didn't want to make sure jayce ate before he headed down to the bar, he wouldn't worry about the plates at risk of getting cold on the counter beside him. but instead he inhales a sigh as he pulls back, releasing jayce reluctantly. he looks down to the plates and picks up one, holding it between them for jayce's taking. “    just the way you like it.    ”

@jt4lis        /        kiss & tell meme.

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if you see me replying to stuff from december ... shut up

[vandrs]

&. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

( dialogue prompts taken from the second season of hulu's the bear, created by christopher storer. feel free to edit and change as you seem fit. )

❛ you ever think about purpose? ❜

❛ i love you, but i do not have time for this, alright? ❜

❛ i have time for this. ❜

❛ you know what the fuck you're doing. you love this shit. it's fun for you. i don't have that. ❜

❛ i'm afraid one day, i'm gonna wake up and you guys are all just gonna just drop this ass. ❜

❛ if this shit is not fun for you, what the fuck is fun for you? ❜

❛ i'm not making the same mistakes i made last time. ❜

❛ what kind of insurance coverage do we have for people falling through the fucking wall? ❜

❛ sometimes, i look like february. ❜

❛ you want a sprite? you look kinda green. ❜

❛ can i ask you something and you can tell me to fuck off if you want? ❜

❛ chef, that's way too much acid. ❜

❛ you, uh, making a sundae? ❜

❛ that actually sounds delicious. ❜

❛ because you're the bear and i remember you. ❜

❛ i love taking care of you. and i always will. you know that? ❜

❛ i'm glad i came 'cause i get to eat this. ❜

❛ i gotta come up with three really great desserts. you got any ideas? ❜

❛ you ever made ice cream before, chef? want to? ❜

❛ it kind of tastes like a, um... minty snickers bar. ❜

❛ so how long you been a cook? ❜

❛ how’d you get good at this? ❜

❛ you can spend all the time in the world in here, but if you don't spend enough time out there... you know? ❜

❛ speaking of dead brothers, do you wanna go to a party? ❜

❛ it looks so pretty on you. you should keep it. ❜

❛ what's going on with you? i know there's something. just tell me. ❜

❛ what are you talking about, i don't give a fuck? why would you say that to me? i give like a huge fuck. ❜

❛ you're not by yourself, alright? i'm right here with you. ❜

❛ did you just throw a fork at me? ❜

❛ i think time spent doing this is time well spent. ❜

❛ never too late to start over. ❜

❛ i just want you to know... that this is really nice. ❜

❛ i'm thinking you're very, very beautiful. ❜

❛ we just don't say hello anymore? ❜

❛ you're wearing a suit? ❜

❛ uh, yeah, i wear suits now. ❜

❛ i'm sorry if i took anything out on you and if I treated you like shit. ❜

❛ i actually do think that we could fit good together. ❜

❛ i could be good at things that you don't really wanna do. and you're obviously really great at a whole bunch of stuff that I don't know how to do, you know? ❜

❛ i'm wearing a suit 'cause it makes me feel better about myself. ❜

❛ i know that you're trying. i see that you're trying. ❜

❛ you just came from a funeral? ❜

❛ yeah, a funeral of all my enemies. ❜

❛ you want me to make you some coffee? ❜

❛ i just need your focus like you need mine. ❜

❛ you good? ❜

❛ what's your relationship with your mom like? ❜

❛ alright, chef, i need you to salt that like a sidewalk. ❜

❛ looks gorgeous, chef. ❜

❛ i haven't eaten yet. ❜

❛ oh, let me make you something. ❜

❛ yeah, i can make you an omelet. ❜

❛ that wasn't like an ask out or anything, was it? ❜

❛  i'm looking really good. i 'm thinking you should start calling me chef. ❜

❛ well, i'mma keep calling you jagoff, 'cause that's what you like. ❜

❛ you deserve my full focus. ❜

❛ i guess i'm scared that i don't have what it takes to not fuck this up. ❜

❛ you're not gonna fuck it up. ❜

❛ i fuck things up all the time, like, every day. ❜

❛ you could do this without me. ❜

❛ i couldn't do it without you. i wouldn't even wanna to do it without you. ❜

❛ you make me better at this. ❜

❛ you still love to cook, right? ❜

❛ how's the wine? ❜

❛ yo. we're low on forks, chef. ❜

❛ okay, let's start firing some caviar, please. ❜

❛ i was just gonna say how special and cool and great this place is and how i'm the most proud of you ever. ❜

❛ i really appreciate you being so patient with me. ❜

❛ do i have time to go outside and scream "fuck"? ❜

❛ just don't tell them you saw me, 'cause this is embarrassing. ❜

❛ i love them so much. i don't know how to show it. ❜

❛ i don't know how to say i'm sorry. ❜

❛ i need you to say it's okay. ❜

❛ you are being so fucking weird, man. ❜

❛ i'm stuck in a goddamn refrigerator on the opening night of my fucking restaurant. ❜

❛ i failed you guys and it's not gonna happen again. ❜

❛ maybe i'm just not built for this. ❜

❛ because no amount of good is worth how terrible this feels. ❜

❛ i'm really sorry you feel that way. ❜

❛ would you shut the fuck up and get me the fuck outta here, please? ❜

❛ i don't understand why you can't just let something good happen for once in your fucking life? ❜

❛ you wanna talk to me about my fucking kid? at least i got a kid. ❜

❛ where were you when i fucking put your brother in the ground, you selfish piece of shit? ❜

❛ i fucking love you! ❜

❛ you fucking need me. ❜

❛ i just had this sudden urge to tell you that i've always had this, like, massive crush on you. ❜

❛ i love you, chef. ❜

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