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since i outed myself as an overwatch player might as well dig my grave even further

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mc’cain got a dnd upgrade

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A WALTZ ALONG A RAZOR'S EDGE

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What if Nandor's grand meltdown in Nandor's Army hasn't come from the recent events

But was a breakthrough of the feeling he's been having for a long time, mainly after he started seriously considering Guillermo as his equal?

When he's realized that the equality between them means Guillermo is no longer exclusively in his disposal, that he'd belong to the whole world. That he'd meet people who'd care about and love him, not unlike Nandor does, and who he may choose instead of him and he'd have to accept this.

True, his fear of losing Guillermo after the turning must've appeared long before that, but it was a more vague and distant event in the future than him gaining confidence and relative independence right at this moment.

And after accidental "rejection" in S3 finale, two seasons of Guillermo emotionally pulling away from Nandor, eventually giving up on the only unique connection between them, on the sole reason they've met in the first place, on the way Nandor imagined them staying together, Nandor's deepest fear has come to life:

Guillermo has found someone much like Nandor who seemingly appeciates him, makes him happy and confident, promises him a great future.

Someone who is enough. Enough that it's as if Guillermo doesn't need Nandor anymore.

Here is when he can't hold back and unleashes his anger and pain. Not at Guillermo - how could he stain his happiness? - but at the one who took him, lured him away, stole right from under his nose. In order to ransack and break and burn His Most Precious Treasure as a payback.

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tgcf wip 2/?

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coming home

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Follow me on twitter @bebelaolf

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Aw, a back hug!

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It's all coming up Astarion.

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It sucks being the only person in your DND party to clock the evil twink NPC -- and then for that twink to love that you see him for what he is ✨

Archon belongs to the incredible @enjolieblue - Dorian is my own little mistake.

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LOVE LOVE LOVE this fanart I commissioned from @fugeoni666 (bluesky / twitter) of Abrams and Pocket in my fic A Vested Interest (pt 5 of The Pipeline). I'm still wallowing in how much I adore this.

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These two

I actually been drawing some comic strips for this...au? Wish I could finish what I started 🧍

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the big one does not behave in the passenger seat

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Go read chapter 6 of I,carrion fic before I post this xoxoxo

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let them sleep

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The Dellamortes