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[vanilyyy]

i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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Oh, I'm gonna miss you forever, pedro's Joel Miller.

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i want a mysterious source of income

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The Celestial Dance

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a compiled list of everything adrien doesn't know about yet

the chat blanc timeline

his father was monarch

his mother was once the peacock miraculous holder

nathalie worked with monarch as mayura

tomoe worked with monarch

he’s (1) reason his father died

he’s the reason his mother died

his mother’s corpse was in his basement

his mother’s videos

ladybug was not injured in the final battle

gabriel’s actual wish

all of what happened to ladybug in the paris special

his father left him a letter wanting him to become the next hawkmoth

marinette stole said letter

his mother’s childhood lore

felix’s childhood lore

nathalie’s lore???? (nobody knows this one yet)

he is a sentimonster

his amok is in the twin rings (?)

felix is a sentimonster

kagami is a sentimonster

kagami and felix know they are sentimonsters

kagami and felix know he is a sentimonster

ladybug/marinette knows he is a sentimonster

nathalie knows he is a sentimonster

his girlfriend is ladybug

alix knows his identity

alix knows ladybug’s identity

alya knows ladybug’s identity

ladybug willingly TOLD alya her identity

felix knows ladybug’s identity

kagami knows ladybug’s identity

felix knows monarch’s identity

kagami knows monarch’s identity

ladybug/marinette knows monarch’s identity

nathalie knows monarch’s identity

plagg knows monarch’s identity

tikki knows monarch’s identity

tomoe knows monarch’s identity

ladybug/marinette knows mayura’s identity

the secret he erased from rena’s mind was monarch’s identity

ladybug was in love with chat noir

extra: gabriel/emilie/nathalie throuple

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i just got soft rejected by my first girl crush (and one of my closest friends) in june, pride month is NOT real

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my mutuals are so awesome but my conversation skills are much less awesome

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I believe we all should collectively start appreciating this life as it is right now and stop waiting for the next achievement to make us feel more worthy.

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I stared at my phonescreen. I stared at the paragraph that she sent me. She told me she was too ill and too tired to be in a relationship. It ended that night. It ended with her telling me that she would love to be friends. I told her I needed time. It has been 6 days. 6 days since I told her I needed time. 6 days since she asked me if we could talk. 6 days since my first love could not keep going. For 6 days I missed another thing about her. Day 1 I missed her smell, day 2 I missed her smile, day 3 I missed her deep voice, day 4 I missed her brown eyes, day 5 I missed her charm, day 6 I missed her presence. I do not know what I will miss today. But the Gods know I want her back. I need her back. I cannot distract myself from the voice in my head yelling her name over and over again.

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you are all so lucky that I deleted this app before my most insane crush yet happened

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Please universe let something super lesbian happen to me during pride month

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i want a relationship. not a “relationship”, but a relationship.

I want a relationship where we can be our nerdy, goofy selves. I don’t a relationship where we have to put on a cover to seem nonchalant and possessive. I want a relationship where I can see my partner thrive and gush over stupid things with me. I don’t want my partner saying “oh thats cool” then ignore me. tell me your interests and silly things. I want a relationship where we can send each other cute posts and laugh about it. I don’t want a relationship where we sent each other just smutty shit because it’s “normalized” and “hot”. I want a relationship built off care, respect, and jokes. I don’t want a relationship built off of sex, intimacy or intentions. I want a relationship where we can play games with each other and yell and scream. I don’t want a relationship where we just chat all day.

I want a relationship thats 60% being fun and 40% horny.

I don’t want a relationship thats full horniness.

I want a relationship that we have full trust in and we can rely on each other.

I want a relationship, not a “relationship”.

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