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fake idgafer. i saw tht haunted look in ur eyes

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Duuude don't question my version of events I'm such a reliable narrator. I'm literally the protagonist and the main character. You can literally read some of my internal thoughts, that clearly means you have complete access to an objective view of my thoughts and feelings and a correct impression of my characterization and the events unfolding around me. I'm not omitting any information from the audience. Nevermind that timeskip just now

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person: how is your mental state?

me: 

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Maintaining a diversity of ongoing personal projects is important because it enables you to procrastinate on one by aimlessly tinkering with another, thereby creating the possibility that you'll finish one of them by accident.

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bensons like fuckkkk. i cannot stand people telling this meek as fuck kid what to do. everyone just pushes him around and makes his decisions for him it makes me so mad. anyway my turn

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how it feels thinking about two characters who are so intertwined with each other losing them feels like they lost a part of themselves

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I've been drawn to problematic characters the likes of which you could not even conceive. and I have felt this way for normal and healthy reasons.

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food thats bad webweave

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the way i understand the difference between blorbo and The Character is that blorbo activities are 1. fun and 2. voluntary. when youre rotating blorbo in your mind you’re playing with your tuoys. but when The Character has got ahold of you then you are a tortured artist being plagued by visions

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i love it when i make a vague post about my blorbos and other people reblog and tag it with their own blorbos. like sure this can be about homosexual vampires or hockey players or dan and phil if you want

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Daily affirmations:

-I can make my OC a worse person

-I can make my OC more miserable

-I can make my OC more repressed

-I can give my OC more issues

-I can make my OC more self loathing

-I can give my OC new fears and insecurities

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Lil nas x getting charged with 3 counts of battery against a police officer and resisting arrest as a black man going through a mental health crisis where the police approached aggressively and tackled him to the ground is depressingly par for the course for police and specifically the lapd and it should piss people off and instead people are making jokes about it in instagram comments :/

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This is meant as just a neutral observation, but I've noticed your taste in media seems to be "Let's follow a little guy (gender neutral) as their life becomes increasingly fucked up and they handle it badly"

yep 👍 and then I open a google doc and try to make it worse

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what did he mean by this

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I am loved! 😊 [white knuckle gripping the sink unable to meet my own bloodshot eyes]

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this is so wild