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THE PORN BOTS NEED TO STOP THIS IS TOO MUCH THERE ARE LIKE 15 FOLLOWING ME

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I WANNA TALK TO SOMEONE W 41 BLOGS I HAVE QUESTIONS

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Zee I hope you know this broke me but I love it 😭😭

“Why?” you wail, fistfuls of Kirishima’s shirt in your grasp. “Why does Bakugou always choose someone else, another one of my friends? Why is it never me?” Your chest heaves with the force of your sobs, tears and snot streaming down your face. You’ve never been a pretty crier but Kirishima has never made you worry about looking pretty in front of him. 

“Am I–” you gasp, “will I never be enough?”

Strong arms wrap around you, enveloping you in warmth. “You are more than enough,” he whispers. “You’re priceless.”

But Kirishima’s heart is breaking as you continue to cry in his arms. Because he, too, is wondering why it’s never him. Why do you never choose him?

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Dear porn bots,

Please stop dming me. ❤️

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Hey everyone! So I’ve been pretty inactive as of late (cuz school) but I wanna change that so hopefully I’ll be posting some stuff soon and finishing drafts/requests. Before that though, I think I wanna rebrand/remodel this blog (or maybe restart all together tbh) because I’ve been on this platform posting fanfics since I was 15 (I’m 18 now) so I kind of wanna updated everything here to what I’m more like now? Like different aesthetic, different rules, maybe a different name? If that makes sense? I’ll keep everyone posted tho!

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There is not nearly enough tengen x wives x reader content out there (especially sfw ones) and goddamn it someone has to do something an this. If someone else doesn’t I will 😤😤

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WAIT LILI IM DOING THE SAME THING OMG

how am i gonna make my life into a sob story for the admissions officers

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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓. zhongli

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ pairing : zhongli x gn!reader ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ genre : modern au, high school au (can be a college au if you want to), friends to maybe lovers au and fluff. ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ word count : 3.2k (reblogs are appreciated ^^) ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ summary : when you had a crush on a certain student council; the president at that. ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ content : reader is a simp for zhongli, mentions of various liyue characters, one kissing on the cheek and the usage of the word ‘asses’ once. ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ notes : idk what is this lmaoo it’s in my drafts for months and i actually planned to write “multiple” genshin men as the students’ representative council and already have diluc’s part drafted before deleting it, but the will to continue just disappeared into thin air HAH. even the format of this is so messy AJKDWHSKWDJ

☆ — a students’ representative council (SRC), also known as a students’ administrative council, represents student interests in the government of a university, school or other educational institution.

it wasn’t an underrated statement, to say that, zhongli from the front class was literally the most—if not, intelligent—famous guy throughout the entire year.

some said he was a prodigy of some sort, while others often looked up at him as their own role model. the way he often ranked one in any tasks or exams in the semester, there was no way he was never not the talk of the school.

with his strikingly slender and tall figure, plus his sharp features littered everywhere on his effortlessly charming face, always in a neat three-piece suit whenever he walked down the hallway, it was safe to say that almost everyone was head over heels for him, you included.

something about him reeked of wisdom, maturity and kindness. he was everything you wanted in a man. a perfect human if you had ever seen one.

the glances you stole during his weekly assembly speeches, the way you never really focused in class but only at him, you really needed to do something about this, because what started as a simple crush turned much more worse, especially when it was your last semester to land yourself on an excellent gpa.

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Gorgeous gorgeous girls have autoimmune diseases and obsessions with Levi Ackerman

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I think I wanna officially write for AOT

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FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT IF YOU HAVENT FOLLOWED EMI ALREADY YOU DEFINITELY SHOULD

Today is the one month anniversary of this account. And my...what a journey.

I would love to thank those who have supported me during the first few stages of building this blog. It was quite difficult to start writing with little audience during the first few weeks. I would have taken a extensive amount of time trying to figure out the tools and whatnot here in this platform if it were not to some people I've met as soon as I step foot in Tumblr. I have said it before, and I will say it again. Thank you so much, @peachy-oh. Do follow her if you can. She makes amazing content, and an all around lovely person. (You were my first friend here, haha. I hope you're doing great, dear.)

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Of course, when one starts a journey, you will make friends along the way:

@resurrectedlaughter - My older brother figure, and by far my closest friend. He's an amazing person and a great writer (One of the people I really really look up to). His old blog is @deadlaughter, so if any of you are some of his old followers, or if you're new, do check their blog and give them a follow. (It's probably 4 or 5 in the morning there, right now. I do hope you have a good day, Deady!)

@kujuo - Another lovely friend right here. She's just the sweetest, ball of sunshine, and her writing does not disappoint. Go check her content out later if any of you haven't yet. Again, follow if you'd love to see more of her hilarious interactions and lovely writing. (Morning, dear. I hope you have a wonderful day ahead.)

@meimeirin - One of the few that I really love interacting with. She's an amazing writer and an amazing friend. Do visit her side blog, @genshrineimpact. They're currently working on Zhongli x Goddess! Reader type of writings. If that peaks your interest, please do support and follow her. Oh and...she has the most hilarious tags on reblogs. You can see her simp quite often when she reblogs, and it often makes my day. (Meirin, omg. I hope you have a great day! I can not wait to see more of your writings.)

Some of my friends that often pop up in asks:

@stygianoir - Hi dear, I hope you're doing well. You were the first person that interacted with my account, and that definitely engraved a lovely memory.

@ask-nonny-anything - Hi Kimiku, how are you? Hopefully you're doing well. Thank you for often checking up on me, you're such a sweetheart.

@noxmakescomics - I don't exactly know why Tumblr won't let me tag your account. However, please do know that I do enjoy our interactions.

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These are some writers that definitely inspired me quite a lot, and who I've learned from. (If you see yourself in the tag, no you didn't.)

@dawndelion-winery, @marshmallowprotection, @sujiko, @anantaru, @bye-bye-sunbird, @lavender-composition, @pristine-rose, @bluexiao, @dand-elle-ion

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Thank you to all of the fellow readers and writers who genuinely enjoy my content. And of course, my biggest thanks to those who've watched me slowly grow in the past thirty days.

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IVE LITERALLY REREAD THIS LIKE 3 TIMES ALREADY THIS IS AMAZING IM LITERALLY FEELING SO GIDDY RN

Late night thoughts #59:

(Inspired by @peachy-oh 's bed buddies :) i love that story so much i am jeopardising my sleep now)

Levi wouldn't broadcast your relationship with the world but he would never deny it if anyone asks. And being the captain and role model in the Survey Corps, he has a reputation to uphold.

In the dead of the night, you would slip into his bedroom cum office, cooing him to call it a day and join you in bed. At first, it was awkward for him to sleep in a bed, let alone share a bed with his new love. He laid next to you stiffly, unsure where to respectfully put his hands and was terrified to bother you, who was sound asleep next to him. Gradually, you guided him, showing him that minor movements won't wake you up, and his hugs and touches were pleasant instead of disturbing.

Having Levi holding you, or simply sleeping close to him keeps your nightmares at bay. There were even days when you had good dreams and you would share it with him over breakfast. Levi's insomnia was getting better as well. His sleeping pattern had improved with your steady breathing next to him.

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During one of the expeditions, you were camping in the wild with the rest of the Scouts. Levi couldn't cuddle with you but he had his sleeping bag next to yours, sleeping arms crossed to prevent himself from pulling you into him in front of all the cadets. Without Levi's warm and protection, and the unknown threats from the unfamiliar wilderness, you had a nightmare. You were thrashing around in your sleeping bag and you woke Levi up. Dazed, Levi reached out to you, waking you up. Subconsciously, you towards him and he lifted his sleeping bag, welcoming you into his arms.

'Nightmare?' Levi asked in his sleepy harsh voice.

'Mmm...,' you whimpered as you snuggled deeper into his chest. Levi rubbed your back for comfort as you both fell back into slumber.

Sasha and Connie, who were on lookout duty were watching with confusion and surprise. Connie had to put his hand over Sasha's mouth to stiffen surprised Sasha noise.

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EVERYONE SHUT UP AND READ WHAT THIS PERSON ADDED CUZ ITS LITERALLY CUTE AS FUCK AND IM MELTING AS WE SPEAK

Bed Buddies (Levi Ackerman x reader)

Pairing: Levi Ackerman x gn! reader

Word Count: 3.5k

Warnings: A healthy amount of cursing, mentions of PTSD, injuries, and insecurities. Mentions of canon typical violence. 

Genre: Fluff, slight hurt comfort.

A/N: This is my first time writing for Levi and I’m not sure whether I did a good job or not, but hopefully he isn’t too ooc here. Also idk if you guys can tell but I ran out of steam near the end but this has been in my wips for far too long.

Summary: Nightmares lead to you looking for comfort in Levi. Little did you know, he’s. not as unwilling as you first thought he would be.

One of the biggest perks of being a senior member of the Levi Squad was having a bedroom all to yourself. Whilst all the members that formerly made up the 104th cadets shared rooms depending on gender, what with the kids having only recently joined Captain Levi’s team, you got to cozy up in your very own bed with no disturbances, a luxury in the Survey Corps.

It was great.

Or at least it was at first. The first few nights you’d been thrilled to sleep in a room completely by yourself. In theory, it was great. You got to stretch your limbs as far as you wanted and you didn’t have to fall asleep to the annoying snores of your comrades.

However, you quickly learned that having a room all to yourself was very… lonely.

Up until this point, you’d never had an opportunity to not share a room. You’d gone from sharing a room with your siblings back home to sharing the barracks with other cadets at the Training Corps to sharing a room with other members of the Levi Squad after being recruited by Levi a couple of years ago, the older man seeing potential in you whilst on an expedition. You’d found it annoying at first, never having a place to yourself. Now that you did though, you couldn’t help but long for someone else’s company at night.

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TY FOR THE TAG EMI!! This was very fun to make

I’m tagging @golden-nyx-ghost @1-beansss-1 and whoever else wants to join!!

wake up babes new picrew just dropped and it is so cuuute! ❤️

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no pressure tags: @skvatnavle @saintmurd0ck @freshabogados @pedrito-friskito @e-dubbc11 @rcughroad @lcvenderblues @briefcasejuice @itwasthereaminuteago @moonlarking

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Bed Buddies (Levi Ackerman x reader)

Pairing: Levi Ackerman x gn! reader

Word Count: 3.5k

Warnings: A healthy amount of cursing, mentions of PTSD, injuries, and insecurities. Mentions of canon typical violence. 

Genre: Fluff, slight hurt comfort.

A/N: This is my first time writing for Levi and I’m not sure whether I did a good job or not, but hopefully he isn’t too ooc here. Also idk if you guys can tell but I ran out of steam near the end but this has been in my wips for far too long.

Summary: Nightmares lead to you looking for comfort in Levi. Little did you know, he’s. not as unwilling as you first thought he would be.

One of the biggest perks of being a senior member of the Levi Squad was having a bedroom all to yourself. Whilst all the members that formerly made up the 104th cadets shared rooms depending on gender, what with the kids having only recently joined Captain Levi’s team, you got to cozy up in your very own bed with no disturbances, a luxury in the Survey Corps.

It was great.

Or at least it was at first. The first few nights you’d been thrilled to sleep in a room completely by yourself. In theory, it was great. You got to stretch your limbs as far as you wanted and you didn’t have to fall asleep to the annoying snores of your comrades.

However, you quickly learned that having a room all to yourself was very… lonely.

Up until this point, you’d never had an opportunity to not share a room. You’d gone from sharing a room with your siblings back home to sharing the barracks with other cadets at the Training Corps to sharing a room with other members of the Levi Squad after being recruited by Levi a couple of years ago, the older man seeing potential in you whilst on an expedition. You’d found it annoying at first, never having a place to yourself. Now that you did though, you couldn’t help but long for someone else’s company at night.

Especially on nights like these.

You’d woken up in a cold sweat, your skin prickling as if thousands of tiny swords were stabbing at your flesh. The memory of the Female Titan killing every single one of your comrades was still fresh in your mind and you couldn’t help but shudder. The room was suddenly far too quiet. The only thing you could hear was the sound of your panting breaths coupled with the sound of your thundering heartbeat ringing in your ears.

Desperately in need of some fresh air and a change of scenery, you made your way out of your room and towards the kitchen, quietly so as to not wake Levi and the kids. Surely a glass of water would help free you from your stupor.

Once in the kitchen, you grabbed a cup and unlidded the ceramic basin that contained all the fresh drinking water that had been collected today. Gingerly, you laded a few spoonfuls of water into your cup. Before you could place the lid back on the basin, however, you were startled half to death by someone breaking the silence.

“If you want something to calm you down I recommend tea over water.”

You seized your cup harshly, jerking it a bit in your fright and spilling some, incredibly cold, water on yourself.

“By the walls, Captain! What are you doing sitting in the darkness all by yourself? You nearly gave me a heart attack,” you shrilled out, voice high and cracking slightly in embarrassment at getting scared so easily. The last thing you wanted was Levi thinking you were a coward, or worse, weak.

Instead of bothering to reply, he merely gave you a once over, no doubt finding your eyes red, your cheeks tear-streaked, and you're no doubt sweaty forehead with baby hairs stuck on it. He raised a brow as if evaluating your person to make sure you weren’t physically hurt before serving you a cup of tea and pushing it towards you, a silent invitation for you to sit down on the kitchen table across from where he sat.

You didn’t need more encouragement than that. You quickly sat down and took a sip of the tea, sighing peacefully as the warm liquid heated you up nicely.

Levi didn’t ask any questions and you were grateful for that. He was never much of a talker in the first place, or at least not in the stereotypical sense. He often preferred to let you chatter on about whatever crossed your mind most times. You suspected that the reason he stayed so quiet was that deep down he was just an awkward dude who never knew what to say, though whenever you shared your theories with others you were always laughed off. The sharped-tongued captain being at a loss for words? Unlikely.

Instead of chatting about trivial subjects as you usually did, you simply stayed quiet, gazing into your image reflected on the surface of your drink. Levi seemed to be very uneasy with this silent version of you. He was waiting for you to start the conversation you know he couldn’t start, albeit impatiently if the way he looked up every time you let even the slightest of noises escape was any sign.

After taking another sip of the expertly brewed tea, you decided to take pity on him and break the silence.

“I- uh- I had a bad dream,” you said, trying to sound nonchalant, but your voice wavered halfway through the sentence. “About the 57th expedition and, y’know, the female titan and stuff.”

Levi made a sound of understanding and nodded, simply serving you more tea.

“Sounds shitty,” he said rather gruffly.

To any other person, Levi’s words would’ve felt inconsiderate. You knew him well enough to know that he was trying his best to comfort you. The fact made your chest feel alight with gleeful embers and your stomach swarm with butterflies, a sensation you knew the meaning of all too well but refused to acknowledge.

Your relationship with the captain was… odd to say the least. Though you’d been the last to join the original Levi Squad, everyone seemed to agree that you understood Levi Ackerman the best, even with knowing little to nothing about his life before or out of the Corps (though you had heard some things about him being from the Underground through the grapevine). According to Hange, you were something of a ‘Levi Whisperer’, though you were sure they were only exaggerating. The two of you often spoke during the late hours of the night. Levi frequently had trouble sleeping and you, well, you just wanted to get an opportunity to chat to humanity’s strongest (and, in your opinion, most handsome) soldier. From there, the two of you cultivated something of an odd relationship. Not quite friends but more than just superior and subordinate. Close enough for the two of you to know each other’s habits and preferences but not quite enough for you to feel comfortable addressing Levi by his name instead of ‘Captain’.

After the 57th expedition, however, things had shifted. It was almost imperceivable to someone unfamiliar with the intricacies of your and Levi’s relationship, but as obvious as an abnormal Titan running in an open field to you. He was somewhat more protective of you. He was often keeping you close to him and keeping alert for anything that might be a threat to your person. In fact, he’d even taken to checking that the leather straps of your ODM gear as of late, giving you no explanation whatsoever.

You’d chalked it all up to Levi thinking you were weak after how battered and bruised the Female Titan had left you. You hated that. You wanted to be Levi’s equal, a trusted companion, his lo- his friend.

You supposed that to some degree you understood why Levi was acting this way. after all, finding all your trusted soldiers brutally murdered by a Titan and the one survivor beaten within an inch of their life must’ve made him feel as if he failed as a captain. However, you didn’t want Levi to see you as yet another responsibility, you wanted to take care of him in the same way he took care of you.

You were snapped out of reverie by the sound of the wooden chair legs screeching against the hardwood floor, signaling that Levi was ready to depart.

“You should try to get some sleep, kid,” Levi said. It was phrased as a suggestion but his authoritative tone was anything but.

Your stomach churned uncomfortably at the thought of having to spend the next five hours or so trying to sleep in that lifeless, quiet room. Before you could even think about your actions and the dire repercussions they could have, you grabbed his wrist as he passed by you to get to his bedroom.

“Can I sleep with you?” You rushed out, looking into his cool grey eyes pleadingly.

Levi’s eyebrows raised, his eyes widened, his shoulders tensed, and despite the only source of light being the moonbeams shining through the kitchen window, you would’ve sworn a light blush was starting to form across his defined cheekbones.

After a beat of silence, you realized that you phrased the question poorly.

Did he think you wanted to sleep with him?!

You flushed as you realized the thought did not sound unpleasant in the slightest.

“I- No! Not in that way. I meant to ask if I could sleep in your room. I don’t mind sleeping on the floor or anything so you don’t have to worry about it being inappropriate. It’s just that I’m not used to sleeping in a room all by myself, y’know?” You floundered, trying to amend the situation as much as you possibly could.

Levi blinked slowly as if processing your request.

You let go of the man’s wrist as if he had burned you and got up from your chair so fast you nearly tripped in the process.

“Actually, just forget this ever happened. It was incredibly inappropriate for me to ask that of you. I understand if you need to punish me, I’ll even clean the-” You rushed out, wincing in advance at the scolding you were no doubt about to receive.

“Fine.” was all Levi said before turning his heel and heading toward his room.

You stood there, completely gobsmacked and unsure of what to do next. Did he just say yes to you sleeping in his room? Or was he saying fine to forgetting this ever happened?

You were forcibly ripped away from your spiraling thoughts by Levi stopping and looking back at you.

“Oi, brat. Are you coming or what?”

“I- yes of course Captain Levi, sir, right away.”

You followed Levi to his room, stalling at the door frame to watch him climb into bed and make himself comfortable. It felt almost illegal to watch this as if you were infringing on something private. At the same time, however, the thought that he trusted you enough to let his guard down like this caused your heart to flutter.

“Don’t bother sleeping on the floor. Your back will be sore and you’ll be shit at training. The bed’s big enough for the both of us,” he said.

As weird as it was to think this about a man who’s killed dozens, if not hundreds, of titans (and perhaps, you thought a bit uneasily, people too) as cute, you couldn’t help but think Levi looked incredibly cute snuggled up under his gray quilt.

“Tch, if you’re gonna stand there all night instead of sleeping you might as well go back to your room,” he argued, though if you didn’t know any better you’d swear he looked embarrassed by your staring.

“Fine, fine, you old man. I’m coming,” you teased, ignoring his scoff of indignation.

And just like that, sleeping in Levi’s bedroom became a regular occurrence.

During the daytime, you would spend your time training with the rest of the Levi Squad (and cleaning the already spotless cabin, of course). Once nighttime hit, you would wait until everyone was asleep until slinking over to the Captain’s room, pillow in arms. He’d roll his eyes at you, acting annoyed, but that didn’t stop him from scooching over on the bed and patting the spot beside him, an invitation of sorts.

To say you got the best sleep of your life in Levi’s room would be an understatement. Maybe it was how soft his sheets are, or maybe it's the fact that Levi always ends up searching for your warmth in his slumber, but you were sure you never wanted to sleep anywhere else. Every morning you managed to wake up before him to find his arm wrapped around your waist, holding you to his chest, felt like absolute heaven.

However, that also meant that it was getting harder and harder to dismiss your feelings. You could deny it no longer; you were in love with Levi.

Did he love you too? Yes, he did cuddle you in his sleep but he was in his sleep. Did it count if it wasn’t a conscious choice? You weren’t sure. The one thing you did know, however, was that if you confessed your feelings for him, only to have them be unreciprocated, it could mean the end of your time as a member of the Levi Squad. That, you decided, was something you were simply unwilling to jeopardize. Not only would you not be able to see Levi again, but you wouldn’t get to spend as much time with the 104th soldiers you had quickly come to view as younger siblings.

You would simply have to be content with sleeping in Levi’s bed every night and have it remain completely platonic.

You were doing a relatively good job of playing it cool until one day you overheard a conversation between Levi and Hange.

“C’mon Levi,” the eccentric section commander argued, “Don’t you think it’ll be fun? Just think about it! A camping trip would be a blast. And it would be great for team building!”

“I highly doubt the brats will do anything but cause chaos and make a mess,” he said plainly while sipping at his tea.

“Don’t be like that,” they teased, “Just think about it, we could even share a tent and talk about titans all night.”

“Four-eyes, if you go anywhere near my bed I will destroy you,” he retorted, setting his teacup down.

“Sheesh, I forgot you’re weird about people being near you when you’re asleep.”

Hange’s last words kept replaying in your head all while cooking dinner for the rest of the squad. They didn’t stop even after you were laid in your bed, staring at the white ceiling.

Levi hated sharing a bed with anyone? Then why had he been letting you sleep in his bed with him for months now? Did he just feel bad for you? Had you been annoying him this whole time?

You supposed it made sense. If what you’d heard about his life before the survey corps was true, he probably spent most of his life in a place where showing vulnerability could mean death. And when are you most vulnerable if not when you’re asleep? You shivered at the thought.

Thinking back, you remembered that the first night you spent in his room, he’d been quite tense, jolting awake at even your slightest movements. He’d looked more tired than usual the day after too. It was all suddenly starting to make sense and you were feeling guiltier and guiltier.

You resolved to stay in your bed even after everyone else in the cabin had gone to sleep. The last thing you wanted to do was bother the poor Captain and take advantage of his kindness towards you. Besides, maybe this is the push you to get over your feelings for the man? Goodness knows that was a particularly hard task with Levi sleeping right next to you, looking devilishly handsome and clinging to you oh so sweetly.

And so, with a sorrowful heart, you attempted to get some sleep.

Except actually falling asleep proved to be quite hard. It was way too quiet without the steady, comforting sound of Levi’s breathing. If having a room all to yourself was hard before, it was damn near impossible now that he wasn’t within arms reach of you.

Feeling frustrated and damn near pitiful at your newly acquired separation anxiety you decided to get up and make yourself some tea. You’d purchased some chamomile leaf bags on your last trip to town and a hot cup was just what you needed to calm yourself down a bit.

With a restless feeling in your gut, you tossed your thin white blanket to the side and got out of bed, sliding on the slippers you kept by your bed and opening the heavy wooden door.

To say you weren’t expecting what waited for you outside of the door was quite an understatement.

Before your very eyes stood Humanity’s strongest soldier, clad in his scout’s uniform (sans ODM gear and jacket, of course) with a pillow clutched in one hand and the other lifted up to the air about to knock on the door that you had just opened.

You blinked twice, staring at your captain in shock.

“Are you going to let me in or what?” Levi asked gruffly.

“Oh, uh- yes! Right away, sir,” you said, fumbling over your own two feet as you backtracked into your bedroom, Levi in toe. With a nervous laugh, you sat on the foot of your bed, looking at Levi.

Now, from what you had thus far experienced, Levi Ackerman was not one to hesitate. He glides through the air with confidence and grace, slaying titans left and right without an ounce of fear. He tells it like it is with a sharp bluntness that can cut through almost anything and anyone. But looking at him now, as he opened and closed his mouth a few times, Levi looked almost… uncertain.

Knowing that he was struggling to start, you decided to give him a hand. “What did you need, Captain?”

“I thought we had an agreement,” Levi spoke after a beat of silence.

“An agreement?” you repeated.

“Yes, an agreement. You come over and we talk and spend time together or- or whatever and that way both of us are happy.” Levi stated. If you didn’t know him any better, you would’ve thought he was annoyed. However, to you, he just looked insecure.

“So…” you prompted, still unsure of what was going on.

“So why aren’t you coming over?” he asked. “And don’t start with that ‘nothing’ bullshit of yours ‘cause we both know you’re the shittiest liar.”

You blinked. Once and then twice. If it had been any other person, you would’ve tried to lie your way out of it regardless of being called out. However, this was Levi. He would sooner rather make you run ten laps and put you on horse cleaning duty for weeks on end than put up with it.

With a sigh, you spoke the words you had been dying and dreading to tell him.

“I’m in love with you,” you admitted, wincing and looking down to avoid seeing his reaction.

Silence.

Upon hearing nothing, no admonishments of scoffs, you looked up to examine his expression. Despite the rosiness of his cheeks, you were surprised to see that his face was astonishingly deadpan, as if you had just told him that the sky was blue or that the grass is green.

“You’re not surprised?” you gawked.

“Sorry that I’ve got enough tact to notice you mooning over me, brat,” Levi said with what you could’ve sworn was the start of a smirk adorning his handsome features.

“Wait I’m confused,” you mumbled, almost dazed, “If you knew why didn’t you say anything? Surely it can’t be appropriate of me to be in love with my Captain.”

“It’s not exactly appropriate for us to sleep in the same bed either, but neither of us gave a fuck,” your captain scoffed, “So why are you distancing yourself now?”

All of a sudden, it hit you. You were such an idiot. Levi knew you loved him. He didn’t do anything to stop it. Levi knew you loved him and he still let you sleep with him, He didn’t do anything to stop it. You stopped going to his room. Levi is currently doing something to stop that. That can only mean that-

“You’re in love with me too.” You whispered out as if you were revealing some great, long-lost knowledge out into the world.

You stared at him in shock. Suddenly it all made sense. All those late nights spent over tea and paperwork weren’t nothing. Those nights spent in each other’s arms in search of reassurance that the both of you were still alive and healthy weren’t one-sided. He’d felt the same about you all along. However, Levi hadn’t been as blind as you had. He’d known all along, as if it was the most obvious thing as if it were a solid, concrete fact. There was no need to say anything because, at least to his knowledge, you both knew. And really, what’s the point of stating the obvious?

“I overheard you and Section Commander Hange talking,” you admitted, “and I heard them say that you don’t like to be touched in your sleep. I feel bad because I’ve been infringing on your boundaries this entire time.”

“You’re not ‘infringing on my boundaries’, (Y/N)” Levi stated. “At first it was kind of hard to get used to having someone so close to me, but I got used to it. I like having you close to me.”

Every single nerve on your body felt like it was lit up. You loved Levi. Levi loved you. You wanted to be close to Levi and he did too.

“So, are you going to stay there or are we going back to my room?”

Tags: @paintingsofdragonspine (look at me not procrastinating today!!!!!!)

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dear writers who are slower/take more time with their writing or writers who are on hiatus or writers who are trying to find their voice again, i see you and i love you and you are valid

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Tysm for the tag @paintingsofdragonspine <3

Favorite Colors: any shade of pink that isn’t too harsh, purple, mint green, and baby blue

Currently reading: the toilet bound Hanako kun manga (and some sk8 the infinity fanfics)

Last song: Reach, by Madds Buckley

Last series: Yuuri!!! On Ice (I started rewatching sk8 today too tho)

Last movie: Beverly Hills Chihuahuas 2 (don’t ask idk why)

Sweet/spicy/savory: I have the biggest sweet tooth ever so sweet!

Currently working on: three simultaneous fics as well as a crochet top. And I wonder why I never finish something… 😭

I’m tagging @lettersbydahlia @1-beansss-1 @golden-nyx-ghost @nazu-yume and @nightshade-shot and anyone else who sees this and wants to participate

tag nine people you want to know better

thanks @kyojuro-my-wuv for the tag (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)~♡

fav colours:

currently reading: 평범히 살고 싶어 열심히 살고 있다 - 최대호 지음; 지금 이대로 좋다 - 법륜스님 지음; before the coffee gets cold - toshikazu kawaguchi (english version); the courage to be disliked - ichiro kishimi and fumitake koga (english version); truly peculiar - tom standage

last song: 僕は死のうと思ったのは - Mika Nakashima

last series: tsubaki chou lonely planet (reread cos the drama CD is coming out and Nakamura Yuuichi (jjk gojo, mha hawks, fruba shigure, haikyuu kuroo, etc etc etc) is in it! i love him i love every character he plays) for anime, breath of the wild (legend of zelda) for game.

last movie: i don’t watch movies almost at all but i watched jjk0 and before that shangchi

sweet/spicy/savoury: savoury is salty right? if you’ve ever heard of 酸辣粉 or 麻辣香锅, that’s my ideal flavour profile (salty spicy and sour)

currently working on: fitness and mental health 🥲 and also a mini fruit shop diorama and my japanese proficiency

tags! @crows-and-cookies @snake-titan @false-skies @crimsonkenjii-writes @spideysorcerer @meloomi nine people is a lot to impose on so i cut the list down,,, also tag games are normally high self-disclosure if you’re not comfy don’t do it!