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- atticus

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Insp.

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ABBOTT ELEMENTARY Ava Coleman and Melissa Schemmenti -> 4x12 Girard Creek

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Thunderbolts* (2025), dir. Jake Schreier

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i'm on tumblr, i'm depressed, i read fanfiction and listen to music all day and i'm obsessed with british men.

i can't tell if this is 2022 or 2014 anymore

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How do you fall back in love with life?

clean your room.  clean space, uncluttered space, space that doesn’t have miasma clinging to it can work wonders.  clean the dishes.  sweep.  take out the trash.  peel the clothes off the floor and wash them, and then actually fold/hang them.  take a long shower.  scrub behind your knees.  brush your teeth.  (this can be utterly exhausting, but try to get it done in a day, if you can.  the end result is worth it.)

pull out your notebook.  it doesn’t need to be a new notebook, but preferably one that you don’t usually write in, or that you haven’t touched in a while.  fuck moleskins.  the yellow legal pad will work fine.  sit in your room, or in the park, or in the library, and write a list.  count clouds.  describe all the colors that you see, and note patterns that arise.  sketch the cracks in the walls.  note the shape light makes when it enters a space.  talk about what the air tastes like, smells like.  what sounds are there?  even the white nose, break that down: air planes, fans, cicadas, anything.  remind yourself that you are sitting in the middle of a space brimming with detail.  remind yourself that you are not in nothingness and emptiness.  your world is fathomless.  it has potential.

drink cold water and try to eat something that isn’t processed.  it does not need to be fancy.  buy yourself an apple with the change between your couch cushions.  eat it outside.  if you’re someone who walks, walk somewhere afterwards, just to stretch your legs.  take your fucking meds.  remember that its a good thing that you are inside your body.  your body is a fantastic and endlessly intricate machine, and even though society has smacked a bunch of poisonous ideas on it, that doesn’t change its inherent worth and splendor.  take care of it.

read a novel.  underline your favorite lines, and write phrases that twist your heart inside your chest on the back of your hand with an ink pen.  read a novel like it’s poetry.  read poetry, something decadent but unpretentious.  watch a movie you haven’t seen before.  if there are free art galleries near you, walk through one.  take your time.  let yourself bask.  if there are patterns in what makes your soul ache, write those patterns down – marbles arches or soot crumbling bricks or dandelions or descriptions of dresses or whatever it is, write them down.

your chosen family is important.  remember, they picked you as much as you picked them.  the love has no obligation.  it is given freely and it is given from a place of compassion.  you are not a burden.  if you need to breathe, take a minute by yourself and just exist, but remember to go back to your people.  when they need you, listen and be gracious.  always be gracious.  the universe sometimes remembers things like that.

listen to new music.  link jump on youtube or related artist jump on spotify or ask the chap beside you in the cafe what their favorite band is, and listen to that.  listen to something that you don’t usually listen to.  we tend to tie up a lot of memory with music.  we are falling in love again.  the soundtrack needs to be specific to that.  

allow yourself to indulge in romantics.  press flowers in old books.  play movies with subtitles and mouth the words.  dance in your room.  wear something that makes you feel good, even if you wouldn’t wear it in public.  write your chosen family letters, even if you hand deliver them.  write poetry, even awful poetry.  revel in its awfulness.  eat dark chocolate and when your chosen family want to go out, try to go out with them sometimes, even if its just to the market.  

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Me for all of 2021:

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Yelena and Clint Finally Meet

I have been waiting for these two to meet for months! This scene has left me wanting so much more.

Clint obviously feels he has an obligation to Natasha to emotionally protect her baby sister. I wished, though, Clint was completely honest with Yelena about what actually happened, at Vormir. Even though Yelena probably would not have believed him, at first, I think she deserved to hear all the truth.

Clint whistling to Yelena shows how strong a bond he had with Natasha. You really gotta think about how easily Natasha shared her secret whistle, for her sister, with Clint… the one person she refuses to keep secrets from. I wish we got to see Clint and Natasha share these private conversations with each other when we had the chance.

Clint was trying so hard to stay calm so he can be strong for the both of them, but in the end, he too became overwhelmed by his emotions.

Yelena exclaiming how much she loved Nat so much broke Clint into pieces. In those seconds (which felt like minutes) before he responded, you can see him fighting his emotions as he replayed his private moments with Nat in his head.

As I said before, Clint continues to open up more and more about his feelings. We always knew Clint loved Natasha. Vormir sealed the deal on that, but this is the first time we see Clint admitting, out loud to another person, how much he loved and still loves Natasha.

Considering this was their first meeting, I can understand why Clint wouldn’t unload all his feelings with Yelena. Ultimately, Clint is very private at heart. I’m sure his intimate memories of Nat means so much to him, he is not ready to share, even with Yelena. Clint would want to keep those private emotions and memories tucked away in a special place in his heart.

Those two still have so much to talk about.

They are the two closest people to Natasha and their love for Natasha is what bonds them forever.

gifs @agentholland​ @marveldaily​ @tehtariks​ @darkestspiritofthemoon​ @katherineebishop​ @clintfbarton​

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AVENGERS: AGE OF ULTRON (2015)

dir. Joss Whedon

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au where Steve and Nat get their happily ever after

Chris Evans and Scarlett Johansson in The Nanny Diaries

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Black Widow + people mentioning Steve to Natasha aka romanogers crumbs

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I didn’t want you to be alone.

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The Avengers (2012) dir. Joss Whedon

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Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014) dir. Anthony and Joe Russo

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gif request

steve + nat

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when you’re already #married and you’ve known each other for less than a day

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“you’re so polite!” thank you i have anxiety