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The Myspace theme on your blog looks so sick😍

hehe thankyou :3 i'm not done adding stuff to it yet but i'm glad you like it! 🥰

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Why do you always tag your post with 🦋? I love your posts to death and your blog makes me so happy and I'd like to think that you're just oblivious, but 🦋 is quite a common symbol for pro ana.

oh god i did not know that 😭 ur right i was completely oblivious to that fact.

i just use the butterfly emoji🦋 to tag posts that are specifically personal posts or photos of me, etc. i chose the butterfly because my name is Alice, & in my favorite game Alice: Madness Returns, she turns into butterflies when she dies or when she's floating/dodging the butterflies surround her. there's also a blue butterfly in Alice in Wonderland so i just thought it was fitting to use that emoji in reference to me and my name lol

i didn't know it was a pro ana thing. and i definitely do not have anorexia or want to promote dangerous/unhealthy behavior!! i simply just love butterflies, bugs, & all critters🦋🪲🐌🪱

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Trigger Warning: Hard Drugs / Overdose

If you’ve never scraped the corners of fentanyl or dope bags for one more hit then you don’t know the strength it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never felt like you were going to defecate and throw up on yourself at the same exact time then you don’t know the resilience it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never had your thumb calloused from the heat of using a lighter every six seconds on your crack pipe then you don’t know the determination it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never considered using your buddy’s syringe because you’re so dope sick you feel like you might die then you don’t know the desperation it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never heard the birds chirp as you try to force yourself to sleep then you don’t know the loneliness it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never told your family you're done using drugs and sincerely meant it only to find yourself using drugs again then you don’t know the struggle it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never been brought back to life by Narcan and still wanted to use then you don’t know the power of addiction. If you’ve never sat in a room full of people just like you and felt completely alone then you don’t know the isolation it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never waited on a corner for hours hoping your dealer would show up then you don’t know the patience it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never tasted an orange film of Suboxone dissolve under your tongue and felt completely hopeless then you don’t know the hopelessness it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never detoxed in a jail cell awaiting arraignment then you don’t know the courage it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never set out on a Friday night with the intention of having a couple of beers and found yourself homeless with a heroin habit 2 weeks later then you don’t know the unpredictability it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never sat in an emergency room for 24 hours only to have the hospital staff tell you, “Sorry, you don’t meet the criteria for a bed,” then you don’t know the perseverance it takes to be an addict. If you’ve never done any of these things then you’re not in a position to judge someone who suffers from drug addiction.

i've lived through every single 1 of these scenarios and i'm so proud to say that as of June i celebrated 6 years sober from my drug of choice heroin, and all other hard drugs.

i was addicted to substances for 10 years of my life. its never too late to get clean. if you are still struggling, just know that it will get better if you take the steps to get help. getting sober is one of the hardest things i've ever done, but i would never give up the life i have today for any drug in the world. 💜

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𝑠𝑘𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑚 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠 - 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑙 & 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑑𝑒 🪻🐉🗡️

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♱ 𝔅𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔡𝔟𝔬𝔯����𝔢 ♱

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𝑠ℎ𝑒´𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑢𝑠𝑡, 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑐 ⋆˖⁺‧₊☽🌑☾₊‧⁺˖⋆

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Glowy Butterflies 💕🌸

made on procreate

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Sucker Punch [2011]

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