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i cannot stop laughing at send no pee

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i feel like people forget that sometimes characters in fic are written like that because it's a reflection of real life.

people have sex without setting boundaries. people have unprotected sex without talking about their sexual histories or producing recent sti tests. people play with kink without discussing it ahead of time or establishing a safeword. they have anal without 'enough' prep or lube—they may even prefer it like that.

and none of this is really a fantasy. it's all pretty normal. you can feel that it's inappropriately normalised, and you'd probably be right! but it is normalised: one study found that 58% of female undergraduate students on the campus studied had been choked during sex. 20% of those students said that they'd never been asked if it was ok; another 30% said they'd only sometimes been asked if they consented. fully half! (non-paywalled journal article on choking during sex here, including these numbers.) despite a rise in stis of all sorts, condom use is declining. (pdf link to the full text of this study about declining condom use in the us; aidsmap article about an australian study with similar results.)

even when people do talk about things—sex or anything else—they communicate imperfectly. 'yeah, but don't go too far' is consenting and setting a boundary, and also relying that the person you're talking to has the same metric for 'too far' that you do. for some people, 'the trash needs to go out' is a neutral, factual observation; for others, it's a request that the person they're speaking to take out the trash.

even when people understand each other perfectly, people react unpredictably to things sometimes! we behave irrationally! people laugh uncontrollably at funerals, or get angry at the straw that broke their back rather than the enormous load they were already carrying. they get scared and lash out at people trying to help them. when hurt, most people do not instinctively reach for therapy-approved grounding exercises and 'i feel' statements.

pretty much any bad choice that characters could conceivably make is a choice that people make in real life, on purpose, all the time. people do things that can have catastrophic, life-changing effects because it felt like a good idea at the time, or they're leaning into the vibe, or they just didn't think about it all that much, or an infinite number of other reasons.

fiction isn't intended as a guide on the best, safest, and most responsible ways to live your life, and fanfic isn't any different. it's not a narrative flaw to let characters do things that are messy or harmful or downright stupid—it's a reflection of what people are actually like, and not something that authors should feel they have to apologise for.

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Gideon’s sacrifice makes perfect sense because:

Imagine that the first time anyone at all is nice to you, she wants from you what your stories say love takes. Time. Attention. Submission. Just a little favor, just the tiny chance you’ll die. It feels good, at first, to give these things to her, and for that giving to hurt in the way you’ve heard love hurts. But it does hurt, without any real relief, and that ache swells in perfect synchronicity with a second strange phenomenon: The girl who has always hated you and hurt you stops hating you and hurting you so much.

And in that reprieve from a full fucking lifetime of nothing but pain, the absentia of hate starts to feel something like its opposite. The girl who has only ever hated you starts to give you what your stories say love gives. Admiration, maybe. Respect, even. Needing you not so much helplessly as inexorably, in a way that leaves you with somehow more of yourself instead of less. Then, all at once, a confession, not so much an apology as a surrender, all you deserve from her and all she can never repay you, and if you wish to take it, even her life.

This is all thrillingly and terrifyingly confusing because the girl you have always hated is crossing a lot of fucking wires with the girl you thought you might have loved. But you don’t know what love is, not really, not yet. You have only known it as an aspirational compulsion. You do not know how to have it, how to live in it. Maybe the two of you can figure it out together. You propose this concept to her with some vague and frightened face-grasping gestures that amount to ‘I am going to kiss you now’

Then, with all of the grim and wisened gravitas of a first-year philosophy major, what says nearly against your mouth amounts to:

“But I already know what love is. Love is a dissolving. Love is your flesh fertilizing the flowers on the grave you have spent your life guarding, just to glorify the resurrection of a girl who will never know your name. Love is a scream that empties, and love is a ghost that follows. Love is a thing that crawls inside you and lays eggs.”

of fucking course you would fall on a spike for her what other choice could there possibly be

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Chapters: 4/14 Fandom: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Gojo Satoru/Itadori Yuuji Characters: Gojo Satoru, Itadori Yuuji, Background & Cameo Characters Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, The Shibuya Incident Never Happened (Jujutsu Kaisen), Amnesia, Itadori Yuuji Has Amnesia, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Falling In Love, Developing Relationship, Time Skips, Presumed Dead, Grief/Mourning, Identity Issues, Heavy Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Past Relationship(s), Emotional Sex, Body Worship, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Predator Prey Play, Erotic Violence

Summary:

Satoru loves a boy to death. He comes back wrong.

Chapter 04:

Yuuji isn’t even there in that cemetery. There’s nothing of him anywhere. He vanished without a trace. Even the pieces of himself he left behind in Satoru’s life are tightly taped up inside boxes now—out of sight and never out of mind, the way good ghosts always are.

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call him bubonic the way he plagues me

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Reiterating yet again that I’m chewing on your thoughts, @olasketches

9.5k words of sukuna being the world’s worst pillow princess. I’m going to be SOOO normal about this.

YOU SEE THE VISION. I’m genuinely convinced that Sukuna would be a pillow princess if given half the chance. The man’s a hedonist! If he can lie there and taunt Yuuji into screwing him stupid (and also bloody), he’d do it in a heartbeat. And yes, he would be the world’s worst pillow princess too.

“But two is just…unnecessary. They’re side by side too, jutting out in opposite directions like a pair of lovers having a spat.” my boy… you have to understand it’s not about the functionality, it’s about the aesthetic of it all. those are just a decorative pieces of flesh with no other use other than to give you a flavourful…. ✨show✨

Exactly 😌

A big, beefy bottom with one(1) limp dick is already a beautiful view! A big, beefy bottom with two(2) dicks? That’s the dream. And with Sukuna’s belly mouth right there, Yuuji can try to play around with, well, target practice, if ya know what I mean.

ok but... pining yuuji is one fav my all time fav flavours, regardless of who is at the receiving end of his longing. I just love to see this boy pining. not many do… but I certainly really do.

As always, you have excellent taste. Yuuji suffers very, very well, and pining is an extra special flavor of it.

“Sukuna lowers himself to the ground, kicking off his hakama and arranging himself on the green grass with his legs spread wide.” oouughh sukuna parting his ass for yuuji… I prayed for times like these.

Now that’s a prayer I’m honored to have answered!

I think I reread the yuuji eating sukuna out part like 10 times already and I still CANT g e t enough. I could feel yuuji’s intoxication and hear sukuna’s desperate attempts at withholding any sound of pleasure with each word I read… man Im gonna reread this at least 10 more times.

Cannot tell you how much this delights me!! Rimming is up there as one of my favorite things to write, and Yuuji rimming OG form!Sukuna makes me particularly rabid.

and the idea of sukuna fingering his own belly moth… I think I blacked out for a moment there…

So, so fair 🫡

“You want me, boy?” Sukuna asks, lethally soft. “Then tear me out of this skin.”sukuna using megumi’s face - body - to once again inflict even more pain on yuuji’s already crushed and bruised heart… oof… there’s something so peculiarly childish about sukuna’s cruelty here. like it’s not only about hurting yuuji in that moment, even tho it is. he likes getting him railed up. to make him want to inflict pain in retaliation. to fulfil sukuna’s masochistic desires…  but it feels like there’s another layer to it. almost like he wants to make a point, prove something to himself - a form sink validation. to have yuuji prove that he actually wants this - wants him. as corny as it sounds, as human as it is… sukuna still craves to be craved.

You’re spot on about Sukuna’s intentions here! There are layers to it, and one is definitely to make Yuuji prove to both Sukuna and himself that he actually wants this. There’s a visceral kind of violence in Yuuji literally tearing down Megumi’s face and body to pull Sukuna out from underneath—it’s the perfect opposite of what Yuuji wants to do (and does manage in canon) to rescue Megumi, only it’s also sexual in an intensely emotional way here. No matter how this ill-fated dalliance ends, it’s not the kind of thing you can come back from, and Sukuna knows it. Even if Sukuna dies, Yuuji will always remember what he was willing to do, what he actually did. And Sukuna’s concepts of wanting and being wanted are so twisted up in destruction and devouring that this is what strikes him as truth—his truth, Yuuji’s truth, the truth of their bodies; he means it when he tells Yuuji, “You might just learn what it means to really want.”

also hiding behind someone else’s face to hide his own pleasure is so on brand with sukuna. still tho, why does this guy… HAVE TO BE SO DIFFICULT!!?? smh

It’s the tsundere genes 😔

Also...aaaheemmm sukuna fucking himself on yuuji’s cock was one hell of a sight to behold… god may that image hunt me in my dreams tonight 🙏 and how he was eyeing his dick just a couple paragraphs ago…… ow OWOWOWWWW he wanted that dick SOOOOO BAAADDDLLLYY

I HOPE IT DID. And yeah, Sukuna absolutely wanted that dick bad. I maintain that half the tragedy of JJK could’ve been prevented if Yuuji had resorted to just fucking Sukuna violently in their soulscape every other day. Keep him both too tired and too sated to cause trouble.

“There’s pleasure in it, flesh yielding to flesh, and Yuuji probably could’ve enjoyed it if it weren’t his friend’s stolen body writhing around his cock.” oh.. ohhh OOUUHHHH and there it is. sukuna may be sick bastard, playing his sick games, but he still proved his point. I would never pass on a opportunity to make fun of sukuna, but you should know that yuuji is not safe from my teasing either. he slips and contradicts himself one way or another and I’m gonna start pointing fingers and laugh. oh dear despite it all... and I mean ALL. all that happened and all that there is now, yuuji could’ve still enjoyed himself if… it was sukuna’s face and body he was looking at. can’t these two be normal about each other for ONE GODDAMN SECOND?? or can *I* at least be normal abt them????

You should absolutely roast the hell out of Yuuji too—the kid did independently come up with “seduce Sukuna” as a strategy and commit to it with his whole heart and dick. I hope you’ll never be normal about these two though!!

that ending tho…. 🚬

*whistles innocently*

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Itadori Yuuji/Sukuna | Ryoumen Sukuna Characters: Itadori Yuuji, Sukuna | Ryoumen Sukuna Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Chapter 265: That Day, Itadori Yuuji’s Domain Expansion, Domain Expansion Sex (Jujutsu Kaisen), Distant Ancestor Incest, Angst and Porn, Disturbing Themes, Banter, Blood and Violence, Erotic Violence, Extrahuman Anatomy, Sukuna | Ryoumen Sukuna’s Original Form, Sukuna | Ryoumen Sukuna’s Double Dicks, Size Difference, Belly Mouth Groping, Belly Mouth Fisting, Blow Jobs, Dick Biting, Rimming, Violent Sex, Anal Sex, Masochism, Body Horror, Mild Cannibalism, Referenced Gojo Satoru/Itadori Yuuji

Summary:

Sukuna bites his tongue off.

Yuuji breaks the kiss, shoving Sukuna away while he focuses on regrowing his tongue. “What the hell, man?!”

Sukuna doesn’t dignify him with an answer. Or he’s just too busy chewing up Yuuji’s tongue to bother.

“Disgusting,” is the verdict. “You never not disappoint.”

“Are you seriously complaining that I don’t taste good enough, you cannibal weirdo?” Yuuji shakes his head. “And what kind of a kiss was that! This is why you didn’t get laid back in the Heian era.”

All four of Sukuna’s eyes narrow. “Intend to change that, do you.”

Yuuji doesn’t actually know whether Sukuna fucked or not back then. He doesn’t really care.

“Intend to let me?” he shoots back.

Sukuna smiles, slow and vile and dripping red.

“Why not,” he says, his voice a low, rumbling purr that sends a chill down Yuuji’s spine. “Let’s see how desperate you truly are.”

Skin ripples and flesh bulges.

The almost-familiar lines of Yuuji’s body split apart around Sukuna’s true form.

Yuuji makes a last-ditch attempt to impress his humanity upon Sukuna. But success is a double-edged sword.

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The EU (still) wants to scan your private messages and photos

🚨 You WILL Be Impacted 🚨

Every photo, every message, every file you send will be automatically scanned—without your consent or suspicion.

If you live in the EU*, contact your MEPs NOW and tell them to vote NO! Go here to learn more & FIGHT BACK!

https://fightchatcontrol.eu/

*especially if you live in Germany - they have not yet decided, and their opposition is crucial!

Please reblog! If the EU passes this, it weakens online privacy worldwide.

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I am drunk and on my way home walked past this truck that had pictures of fish on it and said ‘meat without feet’ I laughed so hardr

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Sukuna Sketch

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"i want a dislike button on ao3" so you want less fanfic. even if you don't think you want less fanfic you want less fanfic. because when people start getting dislikes on their fanfic they will want to write less fanfic. hope this helps <3

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learning that 1. there's a thing called the 'gen z stare' 2. it pisses people off and 3. it's just underpaid service workers staring at someone until they follow a simple instruction, has been interesting.

for example, the card reader says 'remove card' the customer goes 'it says remove card, what do i do?' then some underpaid 20 year old just stares at whatever twat just asked that question. apparently that's devastating for baby boomers and gen x'ers, and they're complaining about it. retail workers should be allowed to jump the counter and kill customers

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Suddenly and randomly possessed by a need to write Yuuji fucking Higuruma silly

I don't have time for it but I Yearn