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lmao this didn't fucking last

This is something semi-difficult to post, but I just feel like I need to get it out there, somewhere. I am finally throwing these away. (This isn’t all of them, but it’s all the ones I could find) I have been clean for 2 months and 1 week. The longest I have been in 7 years. Life has been getting better and better for me and quite honestly the triggers have been minimizing for awhile. I’d be lying if I didn’t say I still thought about it. I think about it a lot, actually. But I can’t bring myself to do it. And I’m happy. I hope this feeling doesn’t diminish any time soon. I love my life and am learning to love myself. Finally.
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Sometimes I wish I had a valid reason for being sad because right now all I can blame it on is myself
26/09/2016 (via in-the-shadow-of-happiness)
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need to remember this
Even if you’re unemployed, even if you’re taking time off from school, even if nobody is calling and making plans with you, get out of bed, take a shower, put on clean clothes, wear some cologne or perfume, turn all the lights on, do some laundry, clean up a little bit.
Doing all this stuff causes a shift in your perspective. Do it in spite of your situation.
That’s the only way to create sustainable happiness, because if your behavior is dictated by your circumstances, you’re always going to be miserable. Don’t let the world determine your mindset. Let your mindset determine how you view the world.
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No sorry I can’t hang out today. I have to stay in bed and think about what a failure I am in life.
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dAMN
have you ever felt that tension with someone where out of nowhere you just want to grab them, kiss them and make them beg, make them ask for more. their eyes and body drive you nuts and you just want them and you’ll do anything to get them, touch them, hear them, own them and you know you just crave for them and its like your life depends on it and you will never get enough
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