waspthediesel

[waspthediesel]

All I'mma say is I've certainly had Experiences with their systems and my friends did too, like pretty upsetting ones so I absolutely believe the victims in this situation. I'm sorry that they hurt you and it's not okay :(

Yeah this was my reaction to reading the tea that dropped

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I’m a victim. Fucks sake, literal abelist in the stex fandom and nobody cares? There’s only a handful of people who actually support the victims. Thanks for sharing.

All I'mma say is I've certainly had Experiences with their systems and my friends did too, like pretty upsetting ones so I absolutely believe the victims in this situation. I'm sorry that they hurt you and it's not okay :(

Yeah this was my reaction to reading the tea that dropped

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I’m never on this account anymore but I’m coming back to say that gb-disellok and golden-spike are very unsafe and overall horrible people. Other people in the StEx fandom have said it better I just want to say this myself too (forgive me it is 1:40 in the morning)

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Merry Christmas, StEx fandom.

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(miss kerk has me blocked but idc)

“I hope the people making “psa’s” and “gentle reminders” (about myself or Greaseball) realize that they literally net us more followers here…as well as more server members and friends each time they post?”

Name names, sugar. Petra, Sky, Prince Electra were already buddy-buddy with you before this all exploded, meanwhile people who used to defend you like Finley and Electric Wolf ditched your ass cause they saw the evidence clearly.

“Who do you believe? Me…”

Not at all.

“Their SA’r friend”

You do realize that a lot of us also have Mara blocked, yes? Op3ra being her friend doesn’t mean everyone who hates you likes Mara. If you need screenshots of my blocklist and some of your ~haters~ also calling Mara creepy, tell me ❤️

“Why do they try so hard, and for months, to cover up, minimize, and discredit the fact that noncon things happened to me?”

Because you were not raped, full stop. It was a fucking Discord roleplay that was consensual until you went and edited your messages to make it look like you were being forced to take part in the roleplay. Calling Midnight/Obsidian your “rapist” implies that she physically assaulted you and she didn’t. If anyone’s “minimizing” rape, it’s you; you regretting doing an rp isn’t at all comparable to being forcibly assaulted and you fucking know it. If you think text messages account to real life action, you need to get off the Internet and check into a mental hospital so you can’t access the Internet.

“which has an alarming amount of hits”

Honey…you know what “morbid curiosity” is, yes? People reading her fic doesn’t mean they’re salivating at it’s content and showering it with praise. Hell, your fics have hits cause I’ve read them to see just how bad they are (aren’t you the one who wrote about Greaseball hypnotizing Pearl into sleeping with him? Funny you say Electra did the same thing…). Check how many people actually gave kudos to that fic and report back to me.

“Do you just not care about 'male' sa victims? Or the shit that happens after a victim tries to speak up even vaguely? Of course the victim like myself gets discredited and projected upon by the actual dangerous predators/pedophiles who make and read underage nsfw content.”

Kerk, you’re a 32 year old woman, stop calling this misandry. Btw we have screenshots of you flirting with teenagers! If you think the 16 year olds calling you stinky are slinking through alleyways trying to grab other teenagers, you’re just stupid tbh. I’m gonna point out that at least Mara’s friends are in her fucking age group, the oldest person you talk to on Tumblr (ever since the untimely deactivation of Dandy lmao) is 23.

“Where’s the callout post for your pedo friends, Op3ra?”

You still haven’t addressed Tay/Scitty/Dandy, your partner, drawing underage characters (Amy Rose and Blaze from Sonic, Marnie from Pokémon) sexualized. The only defense I got from her before she deactivated was “well actually minors don’t have huge tits so you’re the pervert” which…y’know, isn’t a defense, it’s an excuse.

Anyways, Kerk directly saying weird shit to teenagers compilation:

- Telling a 17 year old they can “rest [their] head against [Greaseball’s] chest” (February 3rd, 2023)

- Talking about “wifing”, “railing”, and “destroying” train Hatsune Miku from Shikansen Henkei Robo Shinkalion(October 7th, 2023)

Note: Kerk defends this with “Greaseball’s younger than her cause we’re machines!” so ig I have to explain Kerk’s convoluted age system

- Greaseball is 3, 12, and 30 all at the same time. He woke up in “this world” in 2021, making him 3, but in his source he was built in 2012, making him 12, but his AI is an adult male at 30 years old.

- For comparison, the Miku Kerk’s talking about would be 11 years old (physically, comparable to Greaseball’s 30) and 16 years old (from her 2008 birthday, comparable to Greaseball’s 2012 build date), and 6 years old (when she made her debut in “our world” in the anime, comparable to Greaseball being 3 here).

- Whatever this is (adding because the censored account with the OC is a 17 year old and Golden forcibly grabbed them, which is real assault guys)

Anyways, Kerk, I know you can’t comprehend that some of us can think critically and have opinions on people that we share some views with that isn’t feverish worship (look, you’re the person who accused an ex-friend of trying to sleep with you cause she was…generally nice to you), but I, and many others, can call you a creep without being besties with the other people who agree. Just cause we both acknowledge the sky is blue doesn’t mean we’re gonna get lunch every weekend. Please talk to a mental health professional cause the 16 year olds in your phone aren’t your therapists.

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When will gb-diesellok realize that obsessing over minors is fucking creepy. Everytime I say something they just assume I'm talking about them?? They unblock all of my messages and always try to provoke me and my friends. Please just leave me and my friends alone. At your big age of 32, fighting with minors shouldn't be the only topic you can talk about..

And while you're at it, maybe stop spreading lies about me because you're miserable?? Lol??

People when a lesbian gets upset that they take away lesbian rep: 🤬🤬🤬

Atleast I don't claim LITERAL ABUSE over a minor being rightfully upset with me. Lmfao

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once again reminder that gb-diesellok is an actively unsafe individual to interact with do not risk it

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I have an issue with reblogging atm. I hope it’s resolved soon

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This person has minors following them. Minors in their server.

I don’t think it’s appropriate at all to post something telling your “gang”, which is often interpreted as your followers, to get in line for sexual activity.

You cannot post this way when a lot of your following are minors. A lot of the fandom are minors for Christ’s sake.

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I’m just about ready to give up tbh

They keep getting away with it.

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Hi chat

Wanna go on fucking record and say I'm not a doxxer. Saying a person's forename (which is public info AND linked to all your accounts) is NOT doxxing. I'm not a bully. WE ARE NOT BULLIES FOR SHARING OUR POINT OF VIEW ON A SITUATION. Attacking kids with autism at your big age (32) IS bullying, though! Hope this helps 💞

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⭐️Drama stuff below that people have been talkin' about. Everythin' is censored, but this is the art and proof that this is Vanilla (mother) and not Cream (daughter).

⭐️So I've been accused of drawin' CP because people keep sayin' that a character I drew is Cream the rabbit from the Sonic games. Which is a disgustin' accusation, and the ones who believe it are either not inform or just don't care.

Here's all the things about the piece in question, includin' censored art, viewer's comments and me talkin' to the guy who funded the piece to be completed. And if you're an adult, you can find the account on Twitter.

Literally the only person who called her Cream is the person who started this whole smear campaign. And I guess people believe them because they're also not informed or don't care.

For those who don't know what I used ta do, I did a series of drawings called "Biddies". It was art of adult female characters with various sized breasts. They're mainly video game ladies because that's what the internet likes. I did these so I could pay for vet bills for my cat or fix our SUV when it needed parts. I even did one when I broke the phone screen on our old phone.

For a while, this was our only source of income. They made more money than the pieces my host was doin' at the time.

NSFW of popular female video game characters = Money

We had been told over and over that this would be the easiest route to go down to make money, so I drew up a lot of different characters to sell. People would see the sketches and pay me to finish them up. They would even have variants they could add for extra.

Over the past couple years, I kinda stopped makin' them. No one was buyin' and I was burnt out from art. The different outfits was fun but it takes a lotta time that I really didn't have anymore. My host started doin' her art streams on Monday and we started usin' the days I drew for rest days. The struggle of havin' the same body.

Anyways. So the characters I picked for the piece above is Vanilla the Rabbit. She's the mother of Cream the Rabbit.

It's why her apron in the variant art is purple. It's why she has those bangs and those eyes. It's why the background also matches her Canon dress color. It's literally Vanilla. No one mistook her as her daughter in the comments. Anytime I addressed the character she was addressed as Vanilla.

Another character that was brought up was a massive fan favorite: Amy Rose. That character is drawn a ton in the community with big tits and big ass. I literally drew her because I knew Twitter would love it and I'm not ashamed ta say that. People liked the sketch and I wanted to finish it up as a thank you for those who still stood by me after my hiatus.

She's depicted as an adult in this piece. Children aren't built like this. There are fan sources that gives her ages and the smear campaign uses those as an argument. This is her official profile:

https://sonic.sega.jp/SonicChannel/character/amy.html

Fandom wikis aren't Canon. AI results are pulled from peoples headcanons, comments on sites with debates and presented as fact. Another big factor is that nothin' about my drawin' of her is official. I don't have her "canon" measurements, let alone her "fanon" age. My host says "she used to have a canon age 20 years ago in Sonic Heroes, but it was removed by SEGA when Sonic Frontiers came out. The Fandom already discussed this when it happened."

I honestly don't think I need ta draw her with boobs as big as Vanilla's just so people go "oh yeah that is an adult." Women come in all shapes and sizes. I use to like ta explore that with my art. I mean hell, I used to draw some characters with massive boobs just because it was fun. It's art and you're allowed ta draw goofy-ass anatomy. People loved it and thought it was fun. My art was never taken seriously. It's cartoony ladies with boobs and if they don't have big boobs then they have a big ass ta make up for it. It's adult art for adults to enjoy.

But yeah! Stop sayin' I draw CP. I don't and I never have. If you sayin' that the characters above are minors then you really don't pay attention to what is presented to you. Those are furry cartoony adults. Literally thousands of people draw those same exact characters with those same exact proportions and the same exact intentions of them bein' adults.

People who actually draw CP, believe it or not, draw children. And the ideas makes me absolutely sick to my stomach. I don't know what kinda fucked up thing happened in their head to make them interested in somethin' like that and I never will.

Don't label me as somethin' I'm not. Please leave me out of this drama. I know that they will still call the character by the wrong name to make me look bad, but I can't say I didn't try.

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I’m so sorry…

That I came out with my experience.

I SHOULD NOT BE SHUNNED BECAUSE @GB-DISELLOK @GOLDEN-SPIKE PROVOKED ME. A SPECIAL NEEDS KID. AND THEN POSTED ON TUMBLR WITH EDITED SCREENSHOTS TO MAKE IT SEEM LIKE I STARTED ON THEM FOR NO FUCKING REASON.

Hey to the twats out there shit talking, harassing, bullying and to anyone participating and believing stay away from me ✨ thanks

I know who you are..

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Something that pisses me the hell off is that when there is someone who has done something awful but won't admit to it and keep crying victim. Like no! You aren't being abused! You're being held accountable for your actions and you refuse to take accountability.

You absolute narcissistic adshole can't admit you made minors uncomfortable at your grown age of 32. take some God damn accountability and act like an adult. Stop whining. You're not the victim you think you are. I'm not saying people can't have some behaviors because they faced abuse but that does not excuse any of your shit and you know it. Blatantly stealing shit from an ex friend of yours, made minors uncomfortable, claim minors are HURTING YOU because you can't handle accountability. You REFUSE to admit you've done something wrong and you know it.

You're more aware than you want to admit.

I'm 17 years of age and can at least admit when I've done something wrong. Quit hurting other people.

Over and out gang ✊✊

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Another anon story sent to me

Thank you for sending me your story and thoughts, and while i dont agree with "go die in a hole" i understand your anger, she's gotten away with too much and people are obviously ignoring it because shes 1. a woman 2. a "good" artist. Lets not stop the conversation around Kerk because they're quiet now, they still have active minors joining their server where they don't even ID check for the 18+ role, i wonder how many of the "adults" in there are minors lying about their age bc they dont ID check. Not that Kerk cares, she wants to expose this shit to minors. (thats why her partner, Dandy, draws nsfw of Cream, age 6 in canon sonic, just a friendly reminder that they ARE active predators who dont care about hurting anyone.)

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I dodged a bullet with kerk.

I’m almost grateful that my mh got too bad for me to keep active in their server. They forgot who I was thank god.

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yeah, kerkopes and her partner are fucking predators, not their twitter being full of 18+ art of child characters. Amy from sonic? Really? She's 12. I actually am lowkey disgusted now.

Amy isnt the only child character they draw, and yes I DO think its weird to draw nsfw of child characters, because Amy never acts or looks like an adult, she acts like a child and was drawn to look like a child. (Compared to Rouge who is an adult and is portrayed as such.) Edit: They also drew suggestive art of Cream, the canon 6 year old. What the fuck is wrong with these two.