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I feel that as long as the Shire lies behind, safe and comfortable, I shall find wandering more bearable: I shall know that somewhere there is a firm foothold, even if my feet cannot stand there again.

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Hey I'm new to the community and wanted to know who your moots are so I can follow? thank you!

Hi, welcome to tumblr💕

My lovely moots are:

@joyfools, @midday0dreams, @johnsamericano, @jaehyunfirstlove, @stayarmytinyzenmoa-l, @doeilovr, @tyongxnct , @what-if-nct, @iovjun, @nctyping, @wayvshop, @wayv2728, @hyunniejaehoney, @donkey-hyuck , @writemekpop these are all incredible writers and amazing people but some have stopped writing or are on a hiatus.

@jungwooandhearts, @jaeminsespresso these two do not write but have lovely blogs about nct and are just as amazing.

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....I discovered wayv action figure agjfhr

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Okey let’s try it out for the nth time🙃

First of all to answer your question: they don’t have anything to do with eachother actually😂 the thing is I won’t have classes everyday in fashion school so instead of doing nothing on my off days I thought of combining it with something else and that’s where digital marketing comes in cause I can choose which type of course I wanna take which also means the classes. And I just want to try it out to be honest I have nothing to lose, if it turns out to not be for me I can always drop out. Since my main goal is to study medicine anyway.

For painting...In that ask it kinda came off as I know what I’m doing and actually have the talent for it but in reality that’s so far from the truth😂😂 but I’m trying and the last pieces I made were a magnolia tree in blossom and the rose from beauty and the beast...

Let me know how your driving test goes once you get to it! I’ll share my experience too if I’m still alive after😂😂

And how did your finals go? I hope they didn’t cause you too much stress...also anything new you wanna share?

Lastly I hope you’re happy and you’re having (or had) a great day💕-🎀anon

Yayy it finally sent~~

Ooh well even if they aren't directly tied into each other it's good that you're trying it out cause you never know what you'll find interesting or enjoy until you give it a chance!

I meaannnnn painting at all is super cool in my opinion, I can't do it at all so I admire that even if you don't think it's anything special. But hdjdjdzkxdhdj they both sound like pretty pictures especially the rose from beauty and the beast!!!!

LMAOOO well we can scream about the driving test together after it happens

My finals were interesting? One of them I was super stressed over and when I was taking it I panicked since I didn't know a lot on it and didn't feel prepared at all but I found out that a lot of people have had that problem with the test. So that's comforting to know I wasn't alone~ and the others went well, I was prepared and mostly just ready to get them done and over with lol.

Hmmm for something new..... did I mention I started playing apex legends??? I don't remember lol and I also finally started reading some of the books I got a while back so that's fun!

Thank you love! I hope you're doing well and that you have a wonderful day/evening/night as well 💞

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I don’t think tumblr is delivering my asks to you...-🎀anon

NOOOOOO I will fight tumblr, let me see my darling anons asks 🤧🤧🤧🤧

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Hi love💕 how are you? Did you get my last ask? -🎀 anon

Hi love! I'm good, finished finals so I'm just waiting for the year to finish. I don't see anything in my box, could you send it again?

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I’m responding a hundred years later but I am back🙃

Honestly thank you, I didn’t really know if you would still want to chat because of the circumstances but I’m really glad I can still talk to you. You’re always so kind and it feels nice to just express my thoughts without getting judged.

I am doing well...kinda stressed because of exams but a little longer and I should be free😂 I realise I haven’t actually told you anything about me at all...sooo euhm basically I have a confusing situation where I’m not in school anymore but I haven’t gone to university either because I wanted to focus on other things for the time being. Currently I’m finishing up some things which aren’t very interesting and If everthing goed according to plan, I will start fashion school and a course digital marketing after the summer. And I also have to get my license which is long overdue but that’s a headache in itself so we’ll not talk about that😂 The only thing that’s keeping me sane at the moment is watching kdramas at 2 am😂 😂apart from that I really wanna get back into painting but I don’t really have the time for it so we’ll see...oh you told me to update you about my tutoring job and yeah that didn’t really work out...And that’s it I guess, I certainly don’t have the most interesting life😂

And how are you?(I am writing this a month after our last convo so I’ll ask again😂) I hope you’re healthy and happy!! you know I heard about mystic messenger but I never ended up getting into it, how is it? Should I try it out? -🎀anon

I'm 🤧🤧🤧 I'm really glad you feel that way and I'm able to give a little outlet for you ( and anyone else).

Ooh sounds like you're pretty busy?? Hopefully everything calms down soon for you or you're at least able to relax/enjoy yourself! But fashion AND digital marketing 👀👀👀👀 that's a very interesting combo, feel free to tell me more about it? That might be a bit vague lolol I just don't know much about how the two correlate or at least the fashion side of it but I'd love to still listen/read if you ever need/want to rant about it~

I entirely relate on the license 😔😔 I was supposed to finish up last may/summer but covid kind of interfered and so now I'll probably restart this summer

Painting???? That's lovely! What have you painted if you don't mind me asking? And I hope that you'll be able to find time to enjoy it again soon~ ooh that's too bad, maybe something will come up later (but I certainly wouldn't say your life isn't interesting, altho that might just be me)

I'm good! I've had a bit of trouble with college lately but it seems to have cleared up so that's good. I've also gotten into apex legends thanks to all the vtubers I've been watching lately lmao.

As for mystic messenger,,, personally I enjoy it! The storyline is intriguing and the characters have super different personalities, I finished my first route a while back and the ending felt incomplete or at least where I wanted a more finalized end but that might be because I didn't open the after end story (if that makes sense 😂)

I'd recommend trying it out when you're not too busy! The chats are real time so it's easy to miss them (esp since they also happen in the middle of the night, hence why I'm waiting for break before starting another lol)

But ahhh it was lovely hearing from youuu I hope you're drinking plenty of water and taking time to rest!!!

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You’re very welcome😊 I’m happy I could atleast comfort you a little bit! But please don’t ever feel like you’re wrong for feeling a certain way about anything. Your feelings are important. And you deserve to be able to express them. I struggled with this for a long time myself because I have this..let’s call it a factor, in my life that made me think and feel like I’m always wrong whatever I say or do. This factor is still active but now I atleast know that it’s not always right and don’t have to listen to it...And you know there has been multiple times I opened dm’s to write to you but chickened out last minute😂 I really enjoy talking to you but honestly I’m a really shy and basically a coward when it comes to communicating...but at the same time I’m really bad at expressing myself so I tend to talk alot about something I could’ve easily explained with a few words. So I really don’t want to bother you with my nonesense. That’s why I don’t send you asks that frequently...But tell me about you. How has your life been since we last spoke? My life is kinda all over the place so I don’t really know where I should begin or what to tell you😂😂 -🎀anon

😭😭😭im pretty sure i said this before but please youre so sweet, thank you love. I sincerely hope you are able to freely express your thoughts and emotions without shame/guilt as well, I might be absolutely horrible at responding sometimes but I am more than happy to listen (well technically read) to concerns or anything else if it means you feel better. Awww please, take your time there's no pressure to dm me right away and I completely understand overcommunicating/explaining things lolol but i find it fun and sometimes prefer for someone to go in depth since it really does show more of what goes on in their minds. SO IT'S NOT NONSENSE IF IT MEANS SOMETHING TO YOU ALRIGHT? hmmm about me? i think i mentioned in the post but ive been watching anime again which is fun, i also found my two new guilty pleasures- nijisanji (vtubers) and mystic messenger~ they are both v amusing for me and mystic messenger is a lot more than i originally thought it was...but it's still fun!! ooooh tell me everything you feel comfortable sharing!! like stuff going on with school/college/work (not sure which ones apply for you) it could be romantic and platonic relationships, drama going on that you want to rant about and feel comfy sharing, possible goals or things you'd like to be able to do eventually. honestly the list is endless and although some things you might not want to share publicly im open for anything!! im glad youre still around and chatting despite everything~ i hope you are doing well and make sure you are still eating and drinking plenty of water!!!

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You know you have EVERY right to feel like this. And honestly I’m also going through the same thing at the moment. Although I’m not into many groups, kpop still was a happy place for me to come to for just a laugh or when I really felt down and wanted to distract myself but lately it’s has become a rather disturbing place instead. So I completely understand you! You don’t have to feel sorry since it really isn’t your fault. I too have been into other things these days and haven’t been keeping up much with anything or anyone. But the other day I came by “cherry bomb” on youtube and decided to listen to it since it was one of the songs that made me so happy when I first got into nct. And honestly I felt so nostalgic and happy still. It made me remember why I liked kpop in the first place and all the great people who I got into which made me think and it kinda cleared up things for me. I feel like with time I will be able to go back to it. Kinda like seeing an old friend after years of being seperated because they moved to another country or something. I feel like the love is still there but it needs time. And obviously just because I feel like this doesn’t mean you have to feel the same way. But maybe continue to take this break without worrying about too much and come back later to see if anything has changed for you. In general aswell as this account. We have created lots of memories on here from being so excited about your writings to freaking out about Hendery’s blonde hair😂😂 and all of that would be gone if you delete or give this account to someone else. I may be selfish for saying this and you don’t have to listen if you don’t want to but even if you decide to give this up for ever, I would really like to be able to come back on here from time to time. And I know we don’t really know eachother but you are the first friend I made in this community (along with lovely anon if you consider me your friend since I only ever invited myself into your conversations without speaking up first...) so all of our interactions are geniunely precious to me. And it would be so sad to not atleast have the memories...-🎀anon

Thank you, honestly, sincerely, thank you. I know people go through breaks or lose interest in things really easily but it is crazy to think how attached I’ve been with kpop and the community and friends I’ve made from it, so slowly losing interest in it just seemed so wrong but hearing you talk about it and being so understanding is really comforting. And yes despite the short time, I am so happy for all the memories from this account. I enjoyed seeing your and lovely anons asks and being able to write for the both of you (as well as all the others who have read my work or enjoyed this small account) so I definitely won’t delete it unless I leave tumblr altogether. Maybe I will just put it as a long hiatus for writing until I find myself diving into nct and kpop again....either way thank you so much love. Please feel free to send in asks (or any other way you feel comfortable) to chat- about kpop, nct, or anything else you might feel comfortable enough sharing. I’ll still enjoy them the same and will be happy to hear from you. 

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hello, so i decided i should explain why i haven’t been active on this account in a while for my precious lovely anon and 🎀 anon. so after thinking it over with so much drama in the community I decided to pull away from kpop in general, i wasn’t defending anyone nor was i personally offended by anyone in the community but many incidents and drama continued to upset me and affect my mood. thinking about it, i figured that if i was so bothered by small matters i might be too invested with something (unintentionally) toxic so it would be better for me to distance myself from it. since then i have been enjoying past interests such as reading and anime, through this i found myself no longer desiring to keep up with so many groups or even watching more than the choreography videos that pop up with my recommended. this is what has made me so hesitant to respond or be active on here, i know that i have made some friends through this account and although i know not being active was probably worrying i didn’t want to risk posting content i wasn’t invested in or risking bringing down others moods for not responding as enthusiastically as i used to. 

that probably sounds super dramatic frbegb but i honestly feel upset that i couldn’t stick around for my anons longer? i mean i haven’t had this account open for very long but i was treated so kindly ＞﹏＜ im not sure what i plan on doing with the account yet, maybe ill open it for other admins to use to post their content and just keep it looking nice? lol idk im really open for discussion but until then please please please feel free to talk to me through dms on this account, send asks, or even use my main account (@thelilyshope which has anon on as well, just lmk if you’re from this one lol)

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Hi! I miss you. 🥺🥺 - lovely anon

hello bub!! sorry I haven’t been active, i’ve missed you as well. How are you?

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Hi hi, it’s been a while...but how are you? Is everything alright? I noticed that you haven’t been on here lately... -🎀anon

Hello!! I am good, I’ll be making a small announcement so both you and lovely anon can see it in a bit! How are you? I hope you are well~

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Hi, lovee! I just wanted to say that Hendery dyed his hair blue and I am IN LOVE WITH IT. Hope you're doing well! Stay safe. I love you. 💕💕💕 - lovely anon

Ahhh I missed it ＞︿＜ hopefully you are well and healthy

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*sliding in your ask box with a bow glued to my forehead* Ask and you shall receive. 🎁😉 But for real now, happy holidays to you too, my dear Eclipse! I wish you all the best and I hope you are feeling wonderful. I am really bad with words, especially when it comes to emotional stuff, but I love you a lot, bub! 😘😘 - lovely anon

thank you~~~ it’s okay even if you don’t think you are good at expressing yourself through words, the emotions always follow through and the action of trying is enough! 

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MAMA 2020 Behind

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your energy, it links me up…

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威神V_肖俊_XIAOJUN: I think I’m just a one size smaller version of him

Translation: Seol @ FY! NCT (NCTINFO) | Source: Xiaojun’s Official Weibo — Please take out with full credits