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[weirdo2356]

hi3rd!reader: phainon, can we make you an idol?

phainon: sure, why?

hi3rd!reader: no reason…

[weirdo2356]

the Father of Creation can make me a mother anytime

i'll show Nanook the REAL Destruction once i get my hands on that fine of a man

i need him carnally

pack it up handsome show me why you're called a Lord Ravager

[weirdo2356]

So many people are asking to be tagged for part three. It's overwhelming in a good way ♡♡ I'd never thought a silly little thing I had in mind would be loved. I appreciate you all so much, honestly <3 It truly does mean a lot.

There's no part three just yet, but here's reader crashing out to Welt (*っ･з･)ﾉ

Meanwhile, Welt:

[weirdo2356]

Aponia= Aglea

Elysia= Cyrene

Pardofelis= Cipher

Griseo= Hyacine

SAKURA= Castorice

Kalpas= Mydei

Su= Anaxagoras

Vill-V= Tribbie

Eden= Hysilens

Fu hua= Cerydra

Kevin= Phainon

Kosma= Dan Heng is taking his place

And that leaves us with

Mobius.

Mobius= March 7th, more specifically, evernight.

Aponia relates to Aglea through fate, future, having knowledge of it and being condemned to carry said burden. Her words became the nail in the coffin for humanity, as her encouragement of others led to later ostracization. She helped raise others as well, similar to Aglea. Griseo calls her Mama Aponia for a reason, and she cared for Kalpas through her orphanages/church work. She gave him purpose.

Elysia and cyrene are indisputable. Same goes for Mydei and Phainon, as well as Anaxa and Cipher.

SAKURA related to Castorice through grief. Loss surrounds her, and even future/alternate incarnations are stuck watching as the world around her turns against her sibling in some way. It happened to Yae sakura. Yae kasumi to some extent. To SAKURA herself through her loss of her sister before falling in combat against Kalpas.

Griseo and Hyacine are both innocence. An innocence not meant to be touched by the horrors of reality. Their bright colors, their kindness, it's something that the others around them rely on for a sense of normalcy.

Vill-V was only ever split because of an accident, but her motif's of not being her full self align with tribbies. They're both creators of weaponry, with their personalities split, with the original said to be lost to time. (Of course, we do happen to meet the 'original' later down the line with Vill-V, but it's not really 'her')

Anaxa and Su were always seekers of truth. Su worked hard, day and night, to try and find a cure for the honkai infection, only to find out just how futile his efforts were. He was a good surgeon, but a even better symbolization of humanities will to strive for a better future, even with outside forces interfering, and still denouncing them to find a way to help others survive.

Eden and Hysilens share the same music motif. Eden took on the role of seamstress for the flamechasers. She was ordinary as a human, a singer, a symbol of hope. A symbol that chose to fall with humanity rather than survive through cryogenic sleep like the few that took upon said fate.

Cyrene and Elysia... elysia was born a herrscher. She was never human, but she was a "glitch" in the system for the Will of Honkai. She was never supposed to exist. Found near a village and raised amongst humanity, she became the 13th, or 0th herrscher, naming herself the herrscher of human ego. Not out of pride, but love. There will never another herrscher such as herself, but she sacrificed herself so that future herrschers can detatch themselves from the Will and remain sentient. She took on the role of a villain, fueling the other flame chasers, to encourage them to continue fighting. We haven't seen too much of Cyrene, but I hope she doesn't take on the role of Martyr like Elysia had.

Pardofelis was just a normal human that wandered in where she didn't belong, accidentally went through the mantis surgeries and came out a cat girl. She was thrust into a world with expectations of her, with colleagues much more 'important' than her. Similar to cipher, she tries to make herself belong and still feels put of place.

I'll be glossing over Fu Hua/Cerydra, Kalpas/Mydei, and Kosma/Dan Heng. Justice, seclusion and death/rebirth for fu hua. Burdened to live on even after the loss of comrades for Kalpas (dude was an alien too but we won't be talking about that), and well... Kosma is just.. Kosma. Quiet kid that's protective of Griseo. He got the Signet of daybreak from Griseo's father, so sorta like Dan heng, the power/title wasn't exactly his from the get go.

NOW TO MOBIUS AND MARCH

OR MORE SPECIFICALLY

Evernight.

Evernight is to March as Sim Mobius is to Dr. Mobius. Sim mobius has all the real mobius's memories, her knowledge, her twisted attitude, her delusion. It's all present in the original mobius to some extent. After all, mobius brought back her dead assistant just because Klein passed away. She has no Ethics. Dr. Mobius also scated way too close to eugenics with her later beliefs on humanity. If they couldn't survive the mantis surgery then they weren't fit for humanity. Point is, Dr. Mobius is delulu.

But Sim Mobius? Oh she is WORSE.

Her memories, her personality, her goals, her unacomplished tests- she had them all. The Sim Mobius became so fucking delusional, she started to believe herself to be the right mobius. The real mobius. The only one that should hold the name and title. She drove the real one to insanity, causing the real one to resort to suicide. Only for her to realize.

She now had no host.

She proceeded to essentially latch onto Raiden Mei when she came around. She needed a new body, and what better option than a herrscher?

Evernight is a parallel to Mobius. She believes herself to be real, she is all consuming. Her ties to the Aeon of Voracity are also not unnoticed.

We can only hope this doesn't turn out the way it did for Dr. Mobius. Or that the people pointing at Himeko and chapter 9 before turning to March are also wrong because I'm going to lose it why does everyone have DEATH FLAGS-

(Ur kevin/phainon fic is yummy so I have come to info dump as I am very much normal yes yes)

How much did anon cook with this, guys. My eyes have been OPENED. I love HSR/H13 fans sm (most of y'all), the talent you guys have are insane.

Despite having played both, I still need these guides that point out the similarities lowkey - so, this very much entertained me.

Thank you for the love to my fic, anon <3 It truly means a lot ♡ We can both be normal together, trust.

[weirdo2356]

The cruelty of fate, pt2.

Phainon x H13! reader ☆

I was not expecting this to get attention, omg but the support is super appreciated ♡♡♡ It's what made me work on the second part quicker to upload it. So tysm, lovelies <3 (I also don't have a life & have time to waste).

Some pookies wanted to be tagged, I hope I'm getting their usernames correct (／。＼)

@shining-nebula2000 @rieeeel

As always, I have proof read but there is most likely still some typos or mistakes. Please do not hesitate to let me know if you spot any >.<

Continuation of this -

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Phainon had felt as if he was losing his mind.

By now, surely you would've warmed up to him. He understood at first why you'd be wary and not trust him, but it didn't make sense for you to still keep a distance - especially when Dan Heng and Trailblazer didn't.

It wasn't as if you were rude to him or anything, but it was hard not to notice the way your face paled and you instantly avoided his gaze; the second he entered the room or the way your smile seemed to drop when you noticed his presence.

You also got along with all his friends.

Phainon could tell how fond you've grown over Castorice and Hyacine. How much respect you had for Aglaea. Mydei shared some stories about Castrum Kremnos and his mother and you shared some of your own stories in return. Yet when he joined in, you got quiet. Which he loathed.

No one could ever hate Tribbie, Trianne and Trinnon. Cipher would seek your help in how to earn some cash instead of just deceiving you.

You even got along with his professor! (because he reminded you of Su).

"HKS. Why are you so desperate? Maybe she just finds you annoying." Is what the crowned prince - the victim to his ramblings, had told him.

"Don't say that! What's so annoying about me?"

Mydei slightly narrowed his eyes, already prepared to answer but the white haired hadn't allowed him to.

"It's as if she has a personal problem with me. Do you think it's because I stole her weapon the first time we met?" Phainon had returned to rambling and the Kremnoan wasn't sure how he still had his patience.

"She doesn't seem like the type to hold a grudge. Besides, it wasn't as if you broke her weapon like you did with Dan Heng's."

Phainon slightly grimaced at the memory, feeling sheepish but Mydei was right.

Yet, no matter how hard he tried to think of a reasoning - there was nothing that had come to mind. It was frustrating and he found himself letting out a sigh as he ran his hand through his hair.

"I feel a connection to her, like I've known her all my life. It's strange, but I've never felt this way before, Mydei. I even wanted to embrace her, seeing how startled she was when we first met." He expressed sincerely.

The image and reminder of you close to hyperventilating had him frowning.

"Deliverer."

Phainon looked up towards his friend, his blue eyes holding that sadness you'd see in a kicked puppy. (He's so cute, I'm gonna nom him).

"...You sound like a creep."

His frown only deepened.

"Ugh, I know it isn't normal. It's weird, but it's uncontrollable. I don't get why I feel this way..."

Mydei let out a sigh in response.

"There's definitely a reason for her to be that way towards you. Be patient, that's all I can advise."

Phainon nodded in agreement.

"You're right. I can do that, I'm good at waiting." (We know, baby 💔💔)

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You had a lot of explaining to do.

You didn't want to, but there wasn't any way for you to avoid the questions your friends had forever.

"I just don't get how you can tolerate someone like Sampo, but you're so quick to bolt whenever Phainon is around." Trailblazer pointed out.

Damn. They really got you with that one.

"Does he have something to do with your past?" Dan Heng queried, being experienced.

You sighed, Kevin's face once again popping in your head - making your heart clench.

"You could say that." You nodded in response, murmuring.

"Awhhh, soulmates!" Trailblazer practically cooed, causing you to sadly smile whilst your dragon friend just shot them an unamused look.

"You know..We can't always run from our past."

You understood where Dan Heng was coming from and why, he out of all people - was saying that, but this was different; at least that's how you felt.

If you were to fully allow yourself in Phainon's life, what's not to say he won't suffer the same fate as Kevin?

You weren't willing to risk that.

"I'm just doing what I think is best. I know it's questionable, but I can't bring myself to get close with...him."

You couldn't even say his name, the name you weren't familiar with - despite how beautiful it was.

"But it's obvious he wants to get close to you." Trailblazer, once again pointed out.

"No, he's probably just being friendly." You instantly denied.

Your grey haired companion looked like they wanted to shake some sense into you.

Dan Heng sighed.

"Well, whatever happens. It's clear your mind has been made up. All we can do is support you." He says, helping you feel the slightest bit of comfort.

"Thank you, Dan Heng." You tell him sincerely.

"We'll support, definitely but you also can't blame us for interfering." Trailblazer stated with a nod, having a prideful expression.

You weren't too sure what they meant by that, looking at them with slight confusion whilst the introvert between the three of you just shook his head.

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"I am beyond delighted to have your aid, guest from afar." Aglaea expressed her gratitude, having you slightly wave your hands in response.

"It's not much." You belittled with a small laugh.

"But it is. I have finally found a perfect fit for this new design. As a dressmaker, you won't understand how beneficial that is."

"Well, I'm glad to help out."

When the goldweaver sought you out, you weren't expecting for her to need support with something like this - though, you certainly weren't complaining.

The things Aglaea crafted were just breathtaking and you weren't exactly used to wearing such things.

"Dan Heng should be the one to help out! He'll look amazing." Trailblazer joked when you first told your friends what Aglaea called you for.

"Absolutely not." The response you both expected was spoken, yet Trailblazer still playfully booed.

You smiled from the memory, but met with the sight of yourself in the mirror - you couldn't help but sigh.

The last time you properly dressed up like this was probably for a date with Kevin.

And speaking (well, in this case - thinking) of the devil.

"Aglaea, I got those things-..you asked for..." Phainon had come in from out of nowhere, his breath getting caught in his throat the moment his eyes set on you.

He was a gentleman, he was definitely staring respectfully but your eyes still widened from surprise; your cheeks instantly flushing as he hadn't even bothered to hide his awe.

"Thank you, Phainon. You may leave them over there." Aglaea spoke, she had a knowing smile that the two of you hadn't noticed.

Phainon wasn't even snapped out of his daze, he was still admiring you whilst placing the things he brought on a random table.

You wanted to sink into the floor right there and then. What kind of typical scene was this?

"You look..enchanting." He murmured, but you still heard him loud and clear.

"...Thanks." You muttered in response, avoiding his gaze but for the first time - Phainon didn't mind you doing that, rather enjoying your bashful expression.

"It is a good thing you're here actually. Our guest from afar wanted to visit the dromas and I promised to escort them, but my schedule is quite tight. I was wondering if you could instead." Aglaea spoke and that was enough for him to finally focus again.

"I could always go anoth-" You were quick to try and compromise, but the dashing chrysos heir was quicker and beat you to it.

"I'd love to."

It didn't seem like you had a choice anymore.

"Then it's sorted." Aglaea smiled.

Phainon looked your way once more and you were so certain your heart would burst right out of your chest.

You really should've stayed back on the express.

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The dromas were massive creatures, but they were so adorable. You could totally understand why Anaxa seemed to have an obsession with them.

One nuzzled your hand as you fed it, causing you to smile. You had almost completely forgotten Phainon was by your side.

Almost.

"They like you." He commented with a bright smile.

"I like them too." You simply said in response.

It had been going on like this for quite a while, you were being painfully dry and gave short answers to him. You hated being this way, but Phainon didn't seem to mind at all.

Either he was too joyful (he was actually just determined) or he didn't get the hint.

"Have you ever had a pet?" Phainon questioned excitedly.

You were finding it hard not to look his way but you forced yourself to keep focusing on the dromas.

"It's not your business." You murmured and he laughed.

"Well, I had a fluffy white puppy. His name was Snowy."

Before Phainon could continue and tell you how cutely Snowy would always smile - you had finally turned to face him, but your expression was one of concern.

"...The triplets call you after your dead dog?"

He paused.

He never really thought of it as that way before.

"Well..Yes, but I don't exactly mind! A lot of people think I resemble a dog. Wouldn't you agree?"

"My opinion shouldn't matter to you." Was all you murmured.

"But it does!" Phainon insisted and he had the audacity to use his puppy eyes on you.

How were you not supposed to cave in?

"Well..You're kinda like a cat too." You admitted your honest thoughts, a small smile made its way to your lips and Phainon felt as he wanted to melt.

That was the first time you had a genuine smile around him.

"Would you pet me?" The question had left his mouth without much thinking, but you hadn't even processed it properly.

"Yeah, I love cats. I'd pet any I see. They're my favo-"

You were talking too much, a harsh reminder that you were supposed to keep distance came through you out of nowhere and practically cut you off.

"...Favourite." You finished your sentence, having your back face him again as you focused on the dromas once more.

"It's been a long day. I'm heading back to my room now."

Phainon grew confused at your sudden mood change.

He didn't want you to go.

He was going to offer to escort you back, but he had a feeling you'd reject it.

So, he didn't question anything and simply nodded with a smile.

"I'll see you around." Is what he said, causing your guilt to grow.

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You felt yourself wanting to cry that night. A small part of you had wanted to get closer to Phainon and get to know him better.

It wasn't even because he was the Kevin of this universe anymore. He was a genuine nice guy, anyone would've been lucky to have him in their life.

Yet a bigger part of you remembered the possibility of his sweet smile disappearing and it wasn't something you could handle for the second time.

You refused to allow yourself to ruin things, you had to keep avoiding him.

Suddenly feeling your teleslate ping, you were quick to take it out and open it - hoping that your messages to Welt had finally gone through and that he responded.

(Yes, I edited out the 'bye' ･з･)

...You'd do your best to keep avoiding Phainon, but you'd have to do your best not to get your hands on your grey haired friend first.

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(Bonus scene of you & Anaxa 'getting along').

"Anaxagoras." The scholar was used to correcting, but he couldn't hide the annoyance or sternness in his tone.

"Anaxgorfas." You responded, struggling.

You were honestly trying your best.

"An-axa-go-ras!"

"An-ass-la-go-rus!"

The sage's single eye widened in horror.

"Just make sure you refer to me as Professor every time you call me Anaxa." He signed in defeat, whilst you nodded in guilt.

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Holy yap. Why is this so much more longer than part one...kms.

I'm not even sure how many parts there'll be (ToT)

I'll try my best to wrap up this whole thing soon, as I, myself - don't want it getting too long.

Sorry if it's getting cliché or if Aglaea seemed OOC.

Thank you so much for reading ♡♡♡

[weirdo2356]

I wanna kiss phainons pretty lips so bad

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i burst out crying every time i think about phainon send help

[weirdo2356]

Will you accept his flower?

[weirdo2356]

※。.:*:・'°☆About me※。.:*:・'°☆

(Why is that so cringe to say lowkey, kms).

I don't usually make stuff like this because I give myself the ick, but it's okay because I hate myself.

This is a serious topic to start with, but I might as well get it out of the way.

If you are a zionest or support israel in any way, you are not welcome here. I want nothing to do with you and I mean that as rudely as possible ♡

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I play games like - genshin (I say while not having logged in forever), honkai star rail, wuthering waves and even otome stuff (love and deepspace being the most obvious one).

I have played honkai impact (currently replaying it lowkey), but I have bad memory. So, sorry if whatever I write about H13 seems inaccurate or just stupid.

You can refer to me as, 'Miya.' I am 18+ & go by she/her.

I'm also very much into anime and kdramas or just asian dramas in general. I'm a very multi fandomed person (×_×') but I think I'll mostly write about honkai star rail or whatever just comes to my mind, tbh.

Not that I think my work would get big here, but comments or reblogs (?) are much appreciated. I'm not all that familiar with tumblr, but don't be shy to interact (unless you're a hater, ig). I love making new friends, no matter how introverted I am (*^o^)／＼(^-^*)

I'd love and am open to take requests but again, I'm not too sure on how tumblr works. So, sorry if it seems like I've ignored you. I haven't, I'm just a grandma.

I don't/won't do NSFW, however - cause I cringe at my writing enough, chat. Some of my works may end up getting suggestive depending on how I'll feel (that is so fricking weird to say) but they'll never be explicit.

When it comes to what I write, I'd say fem reader is mostly implied because I feel like I just write better in that perspective. However, sometimes I don't even bother with pronouns and you are more than welcome to take that as gender netural. If that's not what you're into, then just simply don't interact.

And yeah, I guess I'll end this with:

I’m a huge freak who loves Rafayel more than anything in the world. I play the hit game - 'love and deepspace' every day and collect Rafayel merch. I like to read about Rafayel. My heart races when I go on dates with him in my spare time. I admire Rafayel daily and breathe heavily while looking at him on my screen.

And if not obvious enough, my favourites are also Sylus, Kevin, Phainon and Dan Heng ♡

Thank you for taking the time to read this, lovelies. Let's get along with each other <3

[weirdo2356]

they can be tail buddies now

[weirdo2356]

Mafia boss phainon.... In a suit.... Plz 🥺 (I want bad phainon when he deals with people but is actually a sweetheart to only us like a clingy puppy)

⇥ 900 EVENT MASTERLIST

[weirdo2356]

The cruelty of fate.

Phainon x H13! reader (／。＼)

Second post and I'm already writing something intense (@_@) Well, I had this idea in my mind for a while.

Reader is a bit distance/cold to Phainon (for obvious reasons). Hints of angst, ig? If you are just a HSR player who hasn't played H13 at all, it's still okay to read ^_^ Not really spoilerish of Amphoreus. Possibly longer than I intended it to be...

And now, I'm just yapping (×_×')

Is proof read, but still probably has some typos. Do let me know ♡

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You weren't sure why you followed Welt into this universe.

You could try your best to excuse it with the fact that you wanted to try something new or maybe that you had even wanted to assist him, but the two of you knew neither were the case.

The truth was, you couldn't stand living there anymore.

Especially not after helping in the defeat of your lover.

Kiana assured you before she made her way to the moon, not wanting you to blame yourself - she told you it was Kevin's choice.

It didn't take away the pain.

You still lost two Kaslanas that day.

Humanity had a better chance of surviving now, but only because those who were precious to you sacrificed themselves.

It made you sick.

You should've been happy. Their efforts and bravery weren't in vain, but you couldn't stand how it led to that.

You couldn't force yourself to keep going another day in that world, knowing the peacefulness was only due to your lover and friend being gone.

Why would travelling to another one help? You didn't really think it through, but you were no longer able to pretend that you still enjoyed your life there and Welt was nice enough to allow you to accompany him.

Now, you were apart of the nameless. A member of the astral express crew.

Things were different, but the same...

You grew used to March 7th's bubbly self quite easily, she even reminded you a bit of yourself - at least, how you used to be when you still attended school.

PomPom was just adorable, you were very protective over them even though they were probably much more experienced in this universe than you would ever be.

Despite Trailblazer being a new member, they were hard not to get along with; being hilarious and silly yet serious when absolutely needed to be.

Dan Heng kept to himself. He was reserved, but it was obvious he cared. You never pushed him, but he was still somehow the one you got along with practically the most after Welt.

And Himeko...

Your eyes watered when you first met her, you couldn't control it.

Welt was just stunned. Though, he soon came to the understanding that you both may run into your old friends - but it wouldn't actually be them.

Great.

You were trying to move on, just to find out they existed in this universe also.

"I won't fall in love with him again." Is what you told the ex-herrscher when he expressed his concern over the possibility of running into the Kevin of this universe.

You were certain of it.

He wouldn't be your Kevin after all.

Meeting the Broyna and Seele of this world was quite a shock too. 'Luocha' had you and Welt rightfully wary, but by 'Acheron' - you were a little numb to it all.

Seeing your friends who weren't actually your friends would never fail to surprise you, but you refused to let yourself react and you were determined to keep that calmness; if you were to run into 'Kevin.'

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You completely failed.

Amphoreus was a strange planet, but Black Swan had advised that it would be best for your next location.

You hated leaving March behind. In fact, you very much wish you didn't offer to accompany Dan Heng and Trailblazer the second his white hair was in your vision.

He was fast. He practically lunged towards you, stealing your weapon - knocking away all the breath that came from your lungs just because of the sight of his eyes locking onto yours.

"You got something interesting." He expressed rather cheekily with a smirk, but all you could focus on was the loud ringing in your ears and the speed of your racing heart.

Memories you thought you had buried deeply for a long time now came rushing back.

You couldn't breathe.

Dan Heng could barely care for his beloved cloud piercer, due to your reaction.

Trailblazer couldn't bring themselves to come up with a joke either when you looked like you were one second away from having a panic attack.

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...Phainon was confused.

What did he do for you to look like you were about to burst into tears?

Yeah, he broke your companion's weapon and practically stole yours but you were new faces and whilst, neither of you seemed like a threat - he still had to be careful.

A small sense of guilt overtook him as he came up with the assumption that you probably felt startled. It made the most sense.

What didn't, however - was how badly he wanted to comfort you.

The black haired's glare didn't faze him, he strangely found himself wanting to reach out for you. To hold you.

That certainly wasn't normal, he didn't even know you.

"I'm fine...I promise." You murmured to your friends with a smile that didn't quite reach your eyes.

Phainon yearned to embrace you.

What was this strange feeling??

When things were a bit calmer, he learnt your names.

Yours specifically caused a weird tug at his heartstrings.

"My apologies to have startled you like that. Amphoreus doesn't usually get visitors, you see. Especially not ones from the sky." He spoke sincerely.

Your two companions did all the talking, explained things and though he listened, he couldn't understand why he seemed to hate the way you were avoiding his gaze.

He wanted you to look at him.

"I'll be sure to have your piercer fixed." He assured Dan Heng and before Phainon could stop himself, he softly called out your name.

He couldn't tell why he strangely felt nervous as he attempted to return your weapon.

You still didn't bother to glance his way once - murmuring a barley audioable 'thanks' as you practically snatched the equipment back.

He wasn't sure why he hadn't liked that.

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You were probably acting rash. It really wasn't your intention, but he was just so him, but wasn't at the same time.

Phainon was a bit bigger and had broader shoulders, but he had the same sapphire eyes you admired so much, the same white fluffy hair you'd always love to run your hands through.

He even sounded exactly like Kevin. At least, before he let the burden of humanity take over him.

It crawled at your skin, you couldn't stand it.

"I..I want to talk to Welt." You say a little shakily to your two friends, who you just wanted to cling onto at the moment.

Trailblazer had their arm linked with yours and you sounded dramatic, but that was pretty much the only thing that kept you steady on your feet right now.

"Our messages haven't been getting through." Dan Heng responded with a small shake of his head.

You wanted to scream. Crawl up, explode (Caleb mentioned) and get swallowed by a random black hole all at once.

"Oh, you all have a teleslate too? Don't worry, once we're in Okhema. I'm sure you'll be able to contact the rest of your companions." Phainon assured.

He was leading the way and you couldn't even bring yourself to look at his back.

You wondered...was he happy in this universe? Fate was nothing but cruel, you learned that the harsh way and a long time ago.

He wasn't your Kevin, but you still wished for nothing to happen to him.

Would you interfering in his life like this ruin things for him..? Surely not, but you still couldn't stop yourself from being careful.

You had to keep your distance. You won't even be friendly towards Phainon. The thought hurt you deeply, but you just felt as if that was what you had to do.

Hearing your name coming from him, you finally allowed yourself to take in his features and everything about him properly.

And you were weak.

Not only was he devastatingly handsome, his eyes were so bright - they had the light you missed seeing in them. You couldn't even remember the last time you've seen Kevin like that, causing you to feel choked.

'Stop it. He isn't Kevin, not really.' You harshly reminded yourself, but it did nothing to ease the ache in your heart.

"Would that make you feel better?" Phainon questioned, regarding to his previous statement; facing you with a warm smile.

You wanted to disintegrate.

"...I don't see why it matters to you." You murmured quite harshly in response - unlinking your arm from your grey haired friend before walking off, despite not knowing the way.

Dan Heng looked towards you questionably whilst Trailblazer looked back and fourth to where you just were and to where you were walking away, wondering if you really had just said that.

Phainon was expectedly caught off guard, but he took no offence.

He felt rather intrigued, unknowingly gaining the sense to chase after you and get to know you better.

You and your companions would be stuck in Amphoreus for much longer than you and he thought after all.

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This did indeed get longer than I intended to be and it's not even done O_O I think I'll just make a part two, if anyone's interested (even if they aren't - I'll still write it out of boredom, lmao).

But yeah, I hope it's not too bad so far. Thanks for reading >.<

Edit: the second part is here (／。＼)

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Dannie "Longingtron" Heng 🤝 Phainon "Yearnertron" Khaslana

Making the phrase "Let's go together" and "See you tomorrow" 1000+ times more painful

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Redrew a screenshot of his tiny smile that absolutely broke me -- maybe everything he did wasn't in vain...

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Reunion

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hsr 3.5 feels like this