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Little doodles of how I think the TFC cast would draw themselves! (doodles cause I am making a big animatic (TFC related ofc) that I am trying to find motivation for)
Little yap session here:
Pierrot I honestly think would have a cute artstyle like that of a child! I just imagine whenever he writes to the MC he would make a little doodle in the corner hehehe.
Harleyquinn is a perfectionist and you cannot tell me otherwise. At first I thought his artstyle would be messy but then I rememberd... That man makes paper puppets for his shows he most likely knows how to draw at least a bit. (His method of drawing was inspired by my OCD friend <3)
Ticket Taker would not have a popping artstyle, more like... Just a simple doodle with a pen and then getting back to work (but of course he has white gloves and I just had to make him stain his finger with the ink of the pen to make it interesting)
The Doctor (Btw I KNEW HE WAS EITHER GONNA BE ILL DOTTORE INSPIRED OR PANTALONE AND I GUESSED THE FIRST TIME!!!) I was wondering how the fuck would a doctor draw themselves... And then I looked up doctor's handwriting and was like. Yeah. Simple lines and a lil swooopp at the end. (also I bet he would love painting with his hands, it is SUCH a fun activity and honestly a stress relieving experience.)
The Jester I feel like would try so hard to draw something good but would feel unsatisfied at the end. Honestly for his artstyle I was really wondering what the heck he would do but honestly. Mans would just try. And that is enough <3
#the freak circus#the freak circus vn#thefreakcircus#tfc#tfc pierrot#tfc harlequin#tfc doctor#tfc jester#tfc ticket taker#Em-erge you sweet art creature
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The apple took my heart, soul, will to live, car, debit card and family away with all the times I had to redo it.
I listened to the entire legally blonde musical so I can keep myself motivated to finish this today and I did it
I love seeing Harleyquinn depicted as a snake in fanarts! It gives me the vibes of the snake that persuaded Adam and Eve... But I honestly just wanted to try drawing a rendered apple (don't recommend it if you value your remaining sanity) and honestly for a first time rendering an apple I did pretty well?
here is also a version with hands!
I had trouble with composition on this one so I am exposing myself and showing you all the scrapped versions. (& the sketch also because I honestly like the sketch more)
(I once again thank legally blonde for existing)
#the freak circus#the freak circus vn#thefreakcircus#em-erge you sweet art creature#tfc harlequin#tfc
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I really wanted to make an illustration today with flower symbolism so of course I had to include my current hyperfixation.
Fun fact! the flowers I added are rhododendron (a flower that usually means prosperity but also in Victorian flower language means beware due to it being poison) and Gardenia (meaning secret love - I imagine Pierro giving those to show his true feelings!)
I was not sure if I wanted to do the original Ophelia painting by John Millais but with MC in the water or something else entirely... But when I got the idea of adding Columbina behind MC I IMMEDIATELLY had to draw it! (Is it obvious Columbina is my favourite?)
(Also this is my personal MC design that I showed in my last post! :3c)
I may do a Harleyquinn one next! (I keep accidently typing Arlechinno instead of Harleyquinn when I write his name)
#em-erge you sweet art creature#thefreakcircus#the freak circus#the freak circus vn#tfc#tfc pierrot#tfc columbina
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Me and a friend of mine have been obsessing over the recent game that we found on Itch.io called "The Freak Circus"!! And I wanted to make a small animation/edit of it!
(this took me 3 days believe it or not)
I love characters that haunt the narrative and I just *had* to do Columbina! I love commedia dell'arte it was literally my obession when I was still in art school!!! I also did a fan design of Columbina! (And the MC <3)
I love how she is portrayed as an angel (by Harleyquinn) and her Columbina role is literally called "little dove" augh!!! <3 I also wanted to make the MC resemble Columbina with their hair.
I recommend the game to anyone who is into: Yandere, Circus themed characters, horror, romance and good lore! (the creator is @nekoboydreams check them out!!)
#the freak circus#thefreakcircus#the freak circus vn#tfc columbina#columbina tfc#Em-erge you sweet art creature
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I'm back from my hiatus to deliver
My Date everything OC Nadle <3
I do not want to info dump too much so all I can say is she is the needle on the Voodoo doll (called V.D) in the corner of the players closet! (The name Nadle derives from needle) She may look intimidating but is quite shy! (due to being left in the closet for *many* years without anyone but V.D)
and this is the concept art!
(the colors were the hardest)
I don't want to rant about why I was on hiatus too much so all I am gonna say is: it was purely for my mental health and lots of personal matters in my life. I may not begin uploading freguently as I did before doe since I want to focus on personal projects and my own story I am making up called Before the Eclipse! (some of you who follow me know that it was an AU before for a fandom but expanded to be its own original thing)
Will maybe upload more about BTE someday <3
Here are some doodles of Nadle so anyone who read this can feel rewarded
I imagine her hate ending will end instead of her hating you, hating herself more and push you away </3
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i acted very normal and only got slightly wet eyed when i gave Forneus her sons back. only slightly.
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HAPPY (veryveryvery very late) HALLOWEEN
Sorry if I haven't been active in a while but school has been keeping me busy! I hope you all had a nice halloween :3
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl fanart#cotl goat#halloween#yipeeeeeeeeee#Em-erge you sweet art creature
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I'll be posting these all in on separately too
Happy Halloween
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here are a few doodles I did of Martha Mildenhall from TADC ep 3! I am not really proud of these doodles so I just decorated around them to make them look nice.. I think I see improvment from the first drawing I did of her? eh
also am not posting a lot due to school, motivation, personal projects, hyperfixations, the void
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Reblog to receive your transformation. Look under the cut to see how your choice goes.
Lycanthrope: You can feel your bones shifting, your soul becoming forever fluid. As the moonlight shines on you you realize you can shift, as easily as you could go from sitting to standing. You can feel your hands turn into paws, your mouth become long, your entire body feel so warm and comfy under a pelt of fur. And you can run, through the forests and streets, and you can see and hear and smell like you never had before. And then you can go back, or remain in-between. Yet even in human form it's always with you, like your other form can always be in there waiting, waiting to be let out. You look in the mirror and it's not just you, your human face is just one part of a larger whole now.
Angels blood: it feels painful at first. You cough up what you think it blood but it looks like static. Your eyes start to glow but then wings come out from the back of your head to cover them forever. More wings sprout from your back, they feel nice, strange to move, strange to have new joints and bones and muscles, yet so soft and delicate and sensitive. Your body slowly shifts, as you become slender yet muscular, and you become completely androgynous, your sex organs fall away and any holes to expell waste close up. You feel comfortable all the time, you don't need to eat or sleep, and can't feel pain or tired, you're so strong now, yet so delicate.
Cyborg: You feel yourself being cut open. They decided to take away your sensation of pain instead of making you unconscious, so you feel everything it's just not painful at all. You can feel them cut through bone, dismembering you peice by peice, limbs and organs being gone forever, the strange sensation of body parts suddenly going dark. And then it comes back, peice by peice you get put back together. And your new parts all feel so strange, cold hard metal and plastic, they all move and feel differently then what you're used to, but they all feel so right. When you finally get up everything is diffrent, and when you see yourself in the mirror you realize there's no going back, you'll never be human again, you're as much a machine as a person, yet you're yourself, you're even more yourself then before.
Vampire: When you were first bitten it didn't feel like much, the transformation was slow. You became more androgynous every day. Your skin lost its color until it was entirely grayscale. You lost weight, you couldn't eat, at first you got compliments from weird people but soon you just looked sick, as you could see bones through your skin. Eventually you basically went through puberty in reverse, until you were sexless, and your genitals shunk until there was nothing left. You hadn't eaten in so long, but food seemed gross to you. Soon your mouth began to shift, seeming wounded at first, and then healing, it looked human when closed save for a few lines around your cheeks and jaw, but when you opened it all the way it was a massive complex maw with many jaws and countless sharp fangs, taking up half your face when fully open. After not eating for so long you finally take a sip of blood, from a freind willing to let you try, your veins light up red for a few moments and you feel so good, it's like a mix between the best food in your mortal life, and the joys of an orgasm, and you feel satisfied like you never had before.
Fae: You slowly let the strange tall woman pet your head and you know you're hers. She giggles as she takes out an eye in her hand and puts it back in bloodlessly. She waves her hand over your arm as it turns to living plant mater, and then she tilts her head to see if it fits and turns it back. She smiles, knowing what she'll do. Slowly she starts work, taking away parts and putting back new ones like you're a building toy. You look and see as she tries new limbs, new faces, everything she can think of, your human form being nothing more then a base she can customize. As she painlessly pulls out your teeth and puts gems in their place, and takes off layers of skin to make way for a new exoskeleton, she compliments you and tells you how good you are, and she gives you a kiss on the forehead right before she glues new wings to your back.
Doll: you can see your old self laying there dead, as you look at your new ageless hands. You can't pass for human like this but it doesn't matter, you have visible joins, and a flat unmoving face. It's weird moving without any soft skin. But you look in the mirror and you're so cute, they gave you such a pretty face, and started you off in a cute little suit to wear, with a rose it it's pocket and flowers in your artificial hair. You take a bit to figure out how to walk with your new legs, and everyone who looks at you thinks you're so pretty, not even as a person but as a peice of art, as something human hands made.
Mermaid: You feel yourself deep in the sea. But you aren't drowning. The water goes from blue to black but your eyes can see down here, and your body can live with the pressure. You can see around you as a city below the sea looms above and below you. Your body parts light up to accommodate the shadows, as do the creatures around you. As you start to swim your legs fuse together, and soon there are no legs, no feet, just a long serpentine tail, your body becoming cold and scaled from the chest down. You feel like you're wearing something cold restricting your movements but there's nothing on you. You can breath yet your mouth and nose take in no air. You'll never live with the humans again. Is this home. This is home?
Wyvern: You let the massive scaled creature bow to you and you touch its head. And suddenly you are one. It's like a link is formed and you can't tell where you and and it begins, your instincts, your thoughts, are the same. You can still feel and move your own body but likewise you can do the exact same for it. You can feel what it's like to move with the creature's weight yet elegance, with its sleek slender form, to move its powerful sharp toothed jaws and its delicate yet powerful wings. There's fire within this new body, and when you so wish you can breath it in and out. And it's all so natrual. You can see through both eyes, and you notice it's eyes have your color now, and a human shape, while yourse have its yellow green, and it's slit pupils now. You feel a need to fly that you know will soon be satisfied. You aren't one begin anymore, you aren't just yourself, you are mount and rider, and you feel your other body's wings spread as easily as you'd spread your arms.
Slime: it happens slowly, all of your body going away. First parts just feel soft, then soft enough to poke into, then it's just pink goo that you can move around as much as you'd like. The Flesh transforms but you just have to digest your own bones. The last parts to go are on your head, your teeth melting away as the last remnant of your humanity. Then you can move everything, it's unnatural feeling at first, you don't have individual body parts, just one shapeless mass that can be whatever you want, at one momment you'll be a human shaped thing, but the next you can be a shapeless blob, or anything else. Every part of you can see, and hear, and taste, and eat. You feel so fluid, so free, you are constrained now by nothing.
Living clothing: You let it wrap around you. It's fluid at first, wrapping around you. You can feel it bond to your skin, become as much a part of you as any other layer of flesh. It transforms, it can be any article of clothing, any outfit, all small or as large as long as there's something still on you. And you can feel it, whatever it is you can sense through it, it feels cold and wet in a refreshing way, and when it's something all around you it like a part of you is able to hug and hold yourself. But it's not you, it starts to whisper, and you realize you'll never be alone again.
Spirit: you are nothing. You can feel nothing. Your body is gone, truly gone, yet you can see, you are somewhere. And at just a thought you can be anywhere else you want to be, and look however you want. You can't touch. There is no more touch but you can lift with your mind what you desire. And you can see souls, see thoughts, see the mindscape that humans never can. Yet you're never to feel again. That is unless you possess someone, those bodies do look so possesable, to see what they see and feel what they feel. Mabye you can't just grab someone, but a living host...
Demon: the pact is sealed and your soul is forever gone. You don't feel diffrent, you're still you, but you can see souls, see the people around you have them, and they look so sweet, taste so good. Your true form sets in, as first you look like your ideal self, but then you begin to mutate. Raven's wings come from your back and horns grow from your head. Your eyes redden and teeth sharpen, and your hair becomes replaced with snakes, as a single snake replaces your sex organs. A Scorpion's tail comes out from your spine, and your feet turn into hardened hoves. You feel your new body parts and they feel so good, so natrual, they feel like this is what you were always meant to look like. You can turn back but it'll just be an illusion, this is your body now. Your wings and tail feel so good to move, like they were always meant to be there, like you were missing something without them, and as your snake hair rises it feels so nice, so powerful.
#“you are nothing” I love the first sentence of the spirit option damnnn 😭#I love being a spirit time to posses my besties smile
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