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Thomas Jefferson experiences dysphoria

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tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a new day tomorrow is a

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monday. august 1st. at the full moon. sunday. monday. 12:00. once study group starts up again. sunday. 12:00. monday. august 31st. september 1st. 12:00. once i get back from my trip. the sunday after i get back from my trip. the monday after i get back from my trip. 12:00. after school today. october 1st, which is also a sunday. monday. once i catch up on schoolwork. monday. the next new moon. after today. 12:00. after halloween. november 1st. monday. 12:00. after this binge. monday. fuck.

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screenshot from an article about the minnesota st@rv@tion study, literally me frfr but i wish somebody was forcing me so i’d actually stick to it.

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fuck i can’t believe i wasted my entire life being moved by art and beauty and the indomitable human spirit ugh i should’ve been making money through internet scams

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i think i just realized life is too short

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i hope the anonymous person who sent the "i used to live in your house. i'm drunk in boston and it's the only address i know. happy holidays" postcard is aware that they wrote my favourite poem

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― Ali Smith, The Whole Story and Other Stories

[text ID: It was a Sunday in September. There would only be four.]

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me when i realize im not some tragic charity case with every eating disorder known to man but just another fat american who always claims they're gonna start their diet tomorrow

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when my mom died i didn’t realize that every big event and holiday from now on would be ruined forever.

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i’m so jealous of people who turn away from food during tragedy instead of burying themselves in it.

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— Sylvia Plath, "The Bell Jar"

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when you’re begging yourself not to be angry and then suddenly you understand your mom just a little bit more.

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i texted some people back for the first time in a long time and i think this is maybe what healing is

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you know when you’ve been hanging out with somebody non-stop for the past few days and all you can think is “oh god when will they get sick of me, when is the dry season going to come?” but then you realize that you’re not getting sick of them and that maybe, they won’t get sick of you either

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being around men who feel comfortable around you for longer than like, 8 hours is so jarring bc holy shit you guys genuinely see me as less than you

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the heaven kissed sky is the most beautiful array of colors, and the clouds seem like the lightest, kindest type.

yet you keep your eyes to the ground, careful not to crush any bugs that could unknowingly cross your path.